New Beginnings

"We won't tell mom on two conditions" fuck he bargaining with me. *what are they" "one you stop cutting and give us all of your blades." "Okay" "two your not aloud to tell mom anything me and mikey do that could get us in trouble" "deal.. I guess we should.go get my blades now I guess" we walk down the stairs to the basement. I got to the jewelry box and take out my blades and hand them mikey. Since he was closer"there that's all.of them.. I had more but I left them back at the adoption home." "Thank you.. We hide them later." He outs them in his pocket then Gerard speaks "me and mikey are going to a party at franks house.. Would you like to come with us?" "Umm sure just give me a few minutes to fix my make up" "okay well we are leaving in a half an hour so. Hurry up." They went up stairs and I fixed my eyeliner out on red Lip stick.. The color looks good on me since I have pale skin and dyed black hair.. I almost look like a vampire. But ibdecide to wear my beanie and braid my hair into pig tails. When I'm done I go up stairs. I got done with my hair and make up with five minutes to spare. I fond the guys sitting on the couch waiting for me. When I walk in there is and akward silence. Gerard desides to break it "okay let's go" I grab my leather jacket as we walk out the door. I decided to hide my cuts. Okay so maybe tonight wouldnt be as bad as I thought when they saw my cuts. When we get to the party there is rock music blaring from the house.

Notes

Okay so.I'm.kinda mad. All of the schools in the county were cancel except us and pandora. We weren't even delayed. Shows how much my school.cares about our safety