Special delivery

After what was the shittiest day he has had in...ever at his job, Frank just wanted to get home. He just wanted to cuddle with Gerard and erase that little prick's touch on his body. Before he went home, he decided to stop at an Italian Bakery and bring home a bunch of pastries. He could use the comfort right now.

Gerard shakily ran from the Peterson's, back home. He could barely see through his tears to unlock the front door, and dropped his keys twice before making it into the safety of his and Frankie's little house. Slamming the door and clicking the lock.. Frankie would have to double turn his key to get in.. Gee stumbled through to the bathroom, stripping off his clothes as he went, then turned on the shower as hot as he could handle it, and stepped under the punishing spray. Scrubbing at his skin, desperate to get that bastard off him, Gee held back his sobs for a couple minutes, till he couldn't take it any more, and broke down, sliding down the cold tiled wall, and curling up with his knees to his chest, and simply screaming. This couldn't be happening.. Not a-fucking-gain!
Twenty minutes Gee sat under the pounding water, tears blinding him as he tried to think of SOME way to get out of this. When the water finally ran cold, and Gee started to shiver, he dragged himself to his feet, turned off the shower and grabbed a towel, roughly drying himself, not paying any attention to how red his skin was from the too hot water, and wandered into the bedroom for clothes.
Gee chose his baggiest sweatpants, and a hoodie that he had kept from his teenage 'fat' years, and pulled them on. They were ugly, and baggy, and hid every bit of his body.. Tonight, they were perfect. Gee walked through to the living room, and sat down on the sofa, tucking his feet up below him and pulling a cushion into his arms, hugging it like a teddy bear. He didn't put the lights on. He sat there as the room started to grow dark around him.

When Frank got home, it was almost dark. For some reason he took the long way home. It was like he wanted to avoid Gerard for as long as he could. He went to put the key in and found the extra lock engaged. he opened them both and saw that it was dark in the house.

"Baby, you here?"

Frank walked in and saw a mass on one end of the sofa. He figured Gerard fell asleep.

"Baby, wake up, I'm home and I brought sweets."

Frank opened the box up and carried it into the living room.

"Baby, want some?"

Gee bit hard on his lip. He wouldn't let Frankie see him cry.

"Hi Frankie."

He said, quietly. His voice a little horse.

"Yeah, they.. They look good."

Frank thought about turning on the lights and then decided against it. He didn't want Gerard to see the worry on his face.

"Hey, how about a movie and we just sit and veg out with pastries?"

Gerard relaxed a bit as Frank sat down. He could hide his puffy eyes in the dark, and pig out on those deserts.

"Sounds good."

He grabbed a cream horn from the box, and took a bite.

"What movie?"

"How about Reservoir Dogs?"

Gerard wasn't a huge Tarantino fan, wasn't really into the whole violence thing, but he'd always had a weird liking for Steve Buscemi, so he shrugged and settled in.

"Yeah!.. Ok."

Frank hoped that Gerard would not be bothered by his movie choice, but he wanted to imagine that it was that little shit Garmin strapped in the chair during the torture scene.

"Awesome! I'll make some coffee too! I bought some gourmet coffee while I was out to brew!"

Gerard snickered slightly.

"He's a poet and doesn't know it."

He curled himself more around his cushion and picked up another pastry, one with custard and blueberry filling.

"Coffee sounds nice."

He bit into the soft choux pastry, hungrily.

Frank started the coffee brewing and went to fetch the movie. He popped it in and then went to change out of his work shirt, and put on his pyjama pants. He needed to feel comfortable too. By the time he was done the previews were over and the coffee was ready. He poured two cups and added some amaretto flavored cream to Gerard's. He then brought it over and handed him the cup.

Gerard carefully took the cup, making sure his fingers didn't shake, or touch Frankie's.. He didn't want to feel skin right now.

"Thanks."

He took a sip. It was too hot, but he liked the way it made his tongue go numb. He took another sip and put it on the coffee table.
Frank grabbed a pillow and placed it between Gerard and him so that he could lean on it with his arm. He did not consciously want to not touch Gerard, but it did not feel right after that asshole touched him. After he showered it would be alright again.

Gerard wondered why Frank had put a pillow there. Could he sense how disgusting he was? Did he know what he'd done? Gerard turned his face away a little as he fought to hold in his tears.

"Baby, do you mind if I lay down? I can use the pillow instead of your lap, if you want?"

Gerard's lip trembled slightly, his breath hitching.

"Sure, ok"

He whispered.
Frank lays his head on the pillow. He wants contact with Gerard so much right now, but he feels so wrong after Garmin touched him. What is going to happen tomorrow? Frank tries not to think about it and grabs one of the eclairs out of the box.

"Hey, ever wonder why in Italian bakeries, they still have eclairs, which are French?"

"What?.. Oh, um.. I don't know."
Gerard mumbled, picking up his coffee and taking another sip. Anything to stop his hands from shaking. Normally, Frank would be all over him by now.. Was he THAT repulsive?.. Did Frank not want him any more?.. Not that Gerard wanted to be touched, he just didn't want Frank to not WANT to touch him. He was really confused.

(time passes)

Once the movie was over, Frank was itching. He had been so close to Gerard and had not touched him once and it was driving him crazy. He had an idea though how to fix everything. He sat up and yawned and stretched so that Gerard would see his shirt rise and look at his favorite tattoo of Frank's. Then he stood up and scratched his hair.

"Hey baby, I'm going to take a shower before bed, want to join me?"

Gerard chewed his lip. He couldn't do it, not tonight, but he'd never said no to Frank before. Thinking fast, he sniffed slightly.

"Think I got a cold coming on.. Don't wanna risk YOU getting it."

"Aww baby, come on, the steam will help that and i can make you forget all about your cold and anything else if I suck your brains through our cock,"

Gerard rolled his eyes, but smiled softly. At LEAST Frank still wanted him.

"I don't know Frankie. I'm really tired."

Frank felt horrible, Gerard was tired and he was being selfish because he just wanted to erase that slime balls hands on him.

"Okay baby, I understand, but the offer still stands to join me."

Frank started to walk away as he stripped off his shirt and undid the tie on his pyjama pants. He turned back to Gerard as he tugged the top of the fabric down slowly.

"I kind of hope that you do."

With that Frank disappeared into the bathroom.

Gerard felt fresh tears slip from his eyes, and he curled in on himself, sobbing silently into the pillow that now smelled of Frank. He really wanted to go join him, have his troubles sucked away.. but he was afraid that Frank would realise that something was wrong.. something MORE than a cold.
After a couple minutes, Gerard decided to go anyway. His head was so full of bad right now, he just needed it to stop. Getting up off the couch, he headed through toward the bathroom, taking off his hoodie and sweats along the way. He paused at the bathroom door, taking a deep breath of steamy air, then stepped inside the room.

"Frankie?"

Frank was just standing under the scalding water, lettiing it wash everything away when he heard Gerard's voice.

"Hey baby, come on in and keep me company."

Gerard swallowed back his nerves, and stepped into the shower.

"Fuck! That's hot!"

He yelped, nearly falling as he jumped backwards from the spray.

Frank kicked himself mentally.

"I'm so sorry baby, I was trying to relax my muscles."

He turned the temp back to a normal one.

"There it's better now, I promise."

Gerard wiped his hand over his eyes, the hot water having brought him to tears, then he stepped cautiously back under the flow, sighing out at the feel of it on his already reddened skin.

Frank moved up behind Gerard and wrapped his arms around his waist. He pressed light kisses along his back. This is where he belonged.

Gerard tensed up, his breath hitching, then he forced himself to relax, but couldn't stop the few tears that fell. He loved Frank with all his heart, but he was struggling with his memories right now.

Frank gently turned Gerard around and slid to his knees. He took Gerard's cock in his mouth and sucked on it gently savoring the taste and feel as he started to grow hard with his administrations.

Gerard whimpered softly as he let his head roll back and his eyes slip shut. Frank was so good at this, that he had to place his hands on the younger man's shoulders for support, in case his knees gave way beneath him.

"Uh Frankie.."

He gasped as he felt his toes curl with pleasure.

Once Frank knew that Gerard was at his fully size, he began to cork screw his hand as he worked up and down the shaft ending at the head with little nibbles that he knew drove Gerard crazy. While he did that he took his other hand and moved it between his legs and just played lightly with his opening drawing lazy circles around the puckered flesh.

Gerard's eyes rolled back in his head and he panted slightly, whining as Frank's finger teased his entrance. He'd relaxed now. All thoughts of earlier pushed from his mind by Frank's talented mouth.

"Frankie.."

He sobbed slightly.

Frank sucked hard on the tip and kept the suction up as he moved down the shaft taking the place of his hand while he pushed one finger inside Gerard.

Gerard gasped out as Frank found his sweet spot, first try. His knees trembled as his vision whited out for a second.

"Frankie.. Don't need.."

He cried out as Frank continued to tease his prostate.

"Fuck me Frankie."

Frank pulled off for a moment to look at how undone his boyfriend looked.

"Not till you cum first baby."

"But.."

Gerard whimpered.

"I want to cum with you IN me.. Pleeeeease?"

He needed it, badly.

"Who says you are only cumming once?"

Gerard screamed out as Frankie's finger pushed hard against his spot. All arguments left his mind as he writhed and gasped and ground down against Frank's hand.

Frank decided play time was over. He sucked and played with Gerard's prostate, pushing him to cum quickly.

"Uh uh uh.. F.. Frank..ie.. gonna.. C..c..u..m..m.. AHHHHH"

Gerard came hard, straight down Frank's throat, and over his face as he pulled off slightly.

"Oh Frankie"

He panted, knees finally giving way.

"Got you baby."

Frank caught Gerard and scooped him in his arms. He left the shower running and carefully stepped out of the tub and carried Gerard to the bedroom. He laid him out of the bed and moved between his leg and began to eat him out.

Gerard writhed and arched his back from the bed.

"Frankie.. Please.. Oh God"

When Frank thought Gerard was opened enough with his tongue, he grabbed the lube and slicked himself up. He sat on his knees and pulled Gerard into his lap and helped his straddle and sink down on his cock.

Gerard sighed out in relief as Frank's thick cock filled him up. The feeling completely obliterating his troubled mind, and turning his brain to mush, and his body, to an ecstasy filled puddle of goo. Closing his eyes and letting his mouth hang open, Gerard slowly lifted himself up, loving the slight friction that even a whole bottle of lube couldn't erase, then slammed himself down, hard.

"Ahhhh!"

Frank wrapped on arm around his waist and used the other hand to grab Gerard hair and hold him and he fucked up into him. He leaned in and sucked on his nipple.

Gerard ground down as Frank fucked up, gasps and moans leaving his lips while he shuddered and writhed.

"Oh God.. Uh uh uhhh.. Fra.."

"Feel so good baby, so good wrapped around my cock. Never want to stop, never want to let you go. Love you so much Geeeeeeee!"

"Frankieeeee!..Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou"

Gerard chanted through weak sobs and desperate whimpers.

Frank pushed them both down on the bed and kissed Gerard as he fucked him harder and faster, chasing his orgasm.

Gerard clung on to Frank's shoulders, and wrapped his legs around Frank's waist as he spiralled toward his climax, head spinning slightly as Frank kissed him breathless.

Frank feels it welling up inside him, he arches his back and screams out Gerard's name as he fills him up till he is shaking. He does not stop though. He pulls out and goes back down on Gerard as he shoves three fingers inside him.

"Frankie.. Frankie.. Oh.. Holy FUCK!!"

Gerard came hard, exploding as Frank pushed him hard over the edge. He fucked himself on Frank's fingers for a few more strokes, until he became WAY to sensitive.

"OhGod,NoMore!"

He whimpered out, trying to pull Frank off of him, though Frank seemed less than willing to let go.

"Sorry baby I just...fuck! Will you marry me?"

Gerard's eyes flew open wide, and he gasped loud.

"What?.. Did you just?.. Did you?"

He couldn't get his mouth to form full sentences right now.

"I.. You.. I.. Frankie.."

His head was swimming, but if this was real, then he knew his answer.

"Yes Frankie.. Of course I will!"

Frank grabbed Gerard and kissed him and then crawled over to his side and went into the nightstand draw.

"I really wanted to do this better and with all the right lighting and shit, but fuck it. This is raw and real like my love for you."

Frank grabs the ring box and opens if for Gerard.

And now Gerard is grinning ear to ear, as happy tears form waterfalls down his face and he throws himself against Frank's chest.

"Frankie.. I love it so much, I love YOU so FUCKING much, it hurts!"

He sobbed, clinging to Frank with his right arm, as Frank slipped the ring onto his left ring finger.

"It's beautiful, Frankie!"

Gerard sniffed, staring at the ring.

Frank held Gerard tightly as he kissed him all over his neck and face.

"Now I have you all to myself and nothing is going to separate us."

Notes

Hi there chipmunks.. How are you?..

So we know you've been waiting for this for a couple weeks now, so we thought we'd treat you!.. Chapter 6 will be up shortly as well.. Don't say we don't love you. ;)

As always, this will also be on AO3, along with momiji's notes on the chapter, so feel free to go and read it there too.

Anyway, please comment, stay safe, and peace out babies!
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