A Broken Heart Is Blind

I absolutely hate, hate, hate authors notes. I really do. I was trying to avoid writing this at all coast because how much i loathe authors notes. But I'm caving because I feel it's necessary. It's been seven- SEVEN months since I last updated and I feel horrible about it. I truly do. I feel awful about it. I wouldn't be surprised if you guys have forgotten about this or the story line. But if I still have your attention; please bare with me. My life has been so crazy lately. School is making me want to tear my hair out, it's so hard for me to keep up with my friends without seeming like an asshole, the house is getting renovated ass of tomorrow for my dad with his ALS and everything. My mom is going part time soon which makes me feel like I should get a job to help but school is already enough. Still trying to be present in life and not just sleep it away and go through the motions. My sister is getting married March 4th which is making the family crazy too as if the renovation wasn't enough. My birthday is the 25th; I joke that it's gonna be the sequel of 16 candles and everyone is going to forget my 21st with all the wedding madness. Ha-ha. So yeah. I've been super busy.

I feel like a douche. I've tried to sit down and write but I'm stuck which doesn't help either. Anyways my point is that I haven't abandoned this. I AM trying so so hard to get going with the next chapter I think I have like 10 pages written. I don't know how long it will be but I really am trying. I love all of you guys for reading this and commenting. I think about this story all the time and it gives me anxiety to know you all are probably like "what the fuck?". I don't want to let you guys down. I've had this story in my head for over two years now and have spent over a year finally writing it. It's not over. It's just on a hiatus, I guess.

So that's that. Love you all. Happy Valentines Day!

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