I will cry no more

Gerard's POV.
It was the last day of the tour before they could all sleep in their own homes. They wanted to celebrate their success in this new bar that was in New Jersey. Gerard was excited to tell Frankie about how he wanted to move in together. Also he needed to tell him how much he loved him and would need him during the next 9 months. Maybe a bar wasn't the best idea. It reeked havoc on his sense of nausea growing up his throat. He rushed to the urine stained stall and let lose his insides. His stomach flopped every time he opened his mouth. He needed Frankie's strong embrace and callously fingers to stroke his face.
He walked across the dance floor where Ray and Mikey were hoping they couldn't tell what he was doing in the bathroom.
"Hey Gee you look like shit,what happened?" Asked Mikey
"I think I've coming down sick." He replied "Where's Frank?"
"We thought he was fucking you in the bathroom because you were in there for a hour." Ray replied "Frank never was in the restroom." Was all Gerard could say. They decided to wait for him to emerge from the dark corners he was thought to like. Mikey knew Frank couldn't stand to be away from Gerard in this type of chaotic environment. Something wasn't right in Gerard's eyes as he ran back to the bathroom. Mikey decided to follow to see if he could help while Ray started to look for Frank.
"Gee are you okay?" Mikey frantically asked as he watched tears roll down his brothers soft porcelain face.
Gerard was no where near or even close to okay. All he wanted was Frank to hold his hair back and hum the tune of their favorite song.
He curled up into Mikey's lap as he stroked his hair. Gerard soon fell asleep mumbling about Frank. So Mikey carried him back to the bus and put him to bed. Mikey called for Frank hoping maybe he was asleep on the bus. Disappointing silence answered his question. Gerard soon woke up as soon as Mikey went to the back of the bus. He hoped Mikey didn't find his test he had taken before they went on stage. He really wanted Frank to be the first to know. Mikey returned with some ginger ale and a warm scented hug.

Notes

Hey guys this is my first fanfic I have ever written. I hope you enjoy it and feel free to comment ideas about where and who has Frank. :-) Can the band keep it together?