Divided

Jane's POV.

I dont know how long I staid there, lying on the floor. Could have been hours. But it also could haven en days. I'm not sure. I can't feel anything. I'm not cold, I'm not hungry or thirsty. I can't cry. I can't talk. I can't move. All I want is to die. Why can't I die already? If I died right now it would have been better for everyone. I didn't have to live in shame, I didn't have to face my brothers, I didn't have to be with Andrew... Yes, death would have been more then welcome right about now.
But something inside me stirs. Like a little voice coming from inside my head, "What about Frank? If you die, you can't be with him...". The thought of Frank made me move, slightly. I couldn't get Frank out of my mind. The way he looked at me when we first met, and the way he looked at me when Andrew...
I can't take it anymore, the pain is too much. I breake down in tears. Sobbing desperately and curling myself, holding my knees in my chest.
I feel dirty, used, ashamed, I felt worthless...
I could hear faintly in the background someone calling my name. I tried to ignore it, letting myself cry freely. The voice grew louder and louder until I couldn't take the sound any longer.
"Jane, for Earth's sake! Look at me!" Frank yelled at me.
At the sound of his yell I cringe. I feel like I'm being wiped mercilessly. Everything is too loud, everything is too painful.
"Jane...please..." Frank's voice is softer now, close to a whisper.
I finally manage to pull myself together, just a bit, in order to look at him. His face shows pain. The sight of it made me start crying again.
"Baby please... Just talk to me... I love you..."
"How..." I manage to speak but my voice sounds weak and broken, "c-can y-y-you l-love me s-s-still?" I say between sobs
"Because I always will..."
"I'm w-worthless. A-a p-piece of t-t-trash. T-this is w-what I d-deserve..."
"You're not worthless! You are worth more to me than anything in this world!! I love you so much! I'm going to kill Anthony painfully and slowly for what he did to you!"
When he says his name I wince, like someone has slapped me again. I can't hear his name, I can't see him again, I don't think I could survive him again... Maybe it's better if I didn't...
"Jane... I promise you... He will pay for what he did... I just need you to be strong! Can you do that for me Baby? I need you to be strong!"
I'm still curled up in a ball in front of Frank. I can't bring myself to look at him again. I feel so ashamed. I never thought this would happen to me. And Frank... How could he have witnessed that and still love me? He should hate me for being dirty. He shouldn't even want to be near me...
"Why don't you hate me?" I ask, still crying, but my voice a little steadier now
"Hate you?! Jane I could never hate you! I love you! More than anything!"
"But... But I'm..."
"You are not what you are thinking! Everything you're feeling about yourself right now is a lie! You are not worthless, you're not dirty, or a piece of trash! You are beautiful, and perfect, and strong! You are the most inspiring person I've ever met in my life! I wished I had you're strenght! You're personality! You're beautiful Jane, every single part of you!".
Hearing him say that made me sob again. But this time I looked up at him. He was looking down at me with such a peaceful face... How could he be so calm right now.
I know I shouldn't want to do this. Every single cell in my body was fighting against it, but I needed it. I let go of my knees and started crawling in Franks direction. When I reach him, he sits down and crosses his legs in front of him. I crawl on his lap and curl myself into a ball again. He leans his chin against my forehead and sighed. I want him to hold me, but his hands are bound. I stop sobbing, but I can still feel tears rolling down my cheeks.
Frank kisses my forehead repeatedly and softly. I want to kiss him, but I can't bring myself to do it. I just curl up against his chest, hiding my face between his neck and his shoulder.
I feel weak, all I want to do is fall asleep. Maybe this is all a really bad dream... I close my eyes trying to see if my theory is correct. I can feel Franks breath on the my shoulder. He notices I'm trying to fall asleep and starts humming a tune I never heard before. He starts to sing very softly in my ear. Before I completely drift away I try and hear some of the lyrics...

"If I
could be with you tonight
i would sing you to sleep
never let them take the light behind your eyes,
one day I'll loose this fight
as we fade in the dark
just remember you will always burn as bright..."

When end I wake up again, I realize that non of it was a dream. I'm still in the cellar with Frank, I'm still naked, and Andrew...
The thougth of him made me shiver. Frank looked down at me
"You awake baby?"
I nod against his neck
"do you..."
Before he can say anything else, the door of the cellar opens with a bang and Andrew steps in.
Without a word, he walks up to us. I grab on to Frank as tightly as I could, but Andrew got a hold of my hair and pulled me away from him. Frank is screaming incoherently as Andrew drags me across the floor. I try to fight him of as much as I can, but Andrew's grip doesn't loosen.
He dragged me back to the cellar I was in the beggining and throws me inside and steps inside as well.
"Get dressed. You and I have some things to attend to."
He leans against the door and folds his arms across his chest, waiting.
I look around and see that the clothes and shoes I was wearing the day of the lunch are there. He must have gone back to Frank's apartment to get them.
"I'm waiting..."
Terrfied and shaking all over, I try to sit up and start getting dressed. When I'm finished, Andrew walks up to me and grabs me by the arm forcing me to stand up. I can still hear Frank in the other room calling my name.
Andrew holds my chin up and forces me to look at him,
"Now... You and I have a wedding to plan..."
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Mikey's POV.

I've been looking for any sign of Jane for hours. I've given up looking in town and now I'm hiking the trails in the forest trying to see if there is any sign of life. I've shouted Jane's name so many times, I'm starting to loose my voice. I'm desperate to find her. But it's starting to get dark, and I need to get out of here before I get lost. I try and shout Jane's name a couple of more times, only to hear my echo answering me back.
I've also considered the thought of them being far away from here by now. But that's something that I don't feel is right. It's almost like I have this little voice in my head saying that she's close and she's in trouble. A sixth sense if you like.
As I'm about to give up my search for the day, my phone rings in my pocket. I pick it up and the screen says it's Gerard calling.
I answer and put the phone to my ear
"What the fuck do you want?"
"Andrew found her. She's home..."

Notes

Ok ok, so I lyed, I wrote another chapter today. I just can't seem to focus on my studies...
I know this chapter is a bit of a filler but it needed to be written.
What do you think is going to happen next? Will Andrew be seen as the hero? Or will Gerard see past all the bullshit and realize that he is in fact the villain?...

A lot lot of love to you all!!