
Boys will be boys
Chapter 7:
Gerards POV:
'Gerard?' I heard my dad shout, his footsteps coming towards me, getting louder and louder, I stood there with tears filling my eyes, That's it, he was going to hit me again wasn't he? I closed my eyes tightly and listened as my brother ranted on about me, 'Gerard's gay dad, he likes boys' He sneered, my father had never liked gay people, he thought it was a sin that a boy could like another boy. I suddenly opened my eyes, he was suddenly in the room, my mother and brother, Mikey, standing behind him, 'He's a work of the devil' My mother snapped, I began to cry, tears stinging my cheeks, 'P-please' I begged, moving backwards away from my father, who held a shoe firmly in his hand, 'Your a waste of space, your a sinner' He snarled, edging closer to me slowly. My family were very religious and were very strict, they wanted me to be straight, but i couldn't help it, I'm gay and that's that. I began to cry harder, clutching my notebook, i had no idea why, but it was the only important thing i had, it had drawings in, drawings of my feelings. My father walked closer to me and soon i felt a pain sear through my face, i fell to the floor, blood dripping from my nose and tears falling from my eyes. 'Contact the all boys school, i want him gone' My mother snarled, handing my father the phone, as i tired to stagger up, he hit me again, 'You stay there, devil boy' and then everything suddenly went blank.
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I suddenly woke up in a hot sweat, my chest rising and falling rapidly, i couldn't catch my breath, 'F-Frank' I panted, reaching out, trying to grab him, but he was too far, 'Frankie' I whispered again, i watched as he moved and suddenly he shot out of his bed and kneeled down next to me, 'Gerard, what's the matter? fuck' He exclaimed, grabbing his head, he looked anxious, like he didn't know what to do. I clutched my chest, still unable to breathe, 'Gee?' He said, beginning to cry, 'H-help' I stuttered, trying to sit up, Frank suddenly placed his hand on my head and began to stoke it gently, 'Ssssh, Gerard, p-please' he sobbed, I tried hard to control my breathing but it didn't seem to want to resume its normal pace, i took deep breaths, trying to calm myself. Frank still kneeled beside me, stroking my head and grabbing my hand with his free hand, I clutched it tight, 'Sshh' He soothed and soon i was beginning to calm down, I took a deep breath before slumping down and throwing the covers off me, it was hot and i didn't like being hot. 'W-water please' I stuttered, hauling myself up and sitting on the edge of the bed, Frank nodded and ran to the bathroom, filling a cup with cold water, he brought it too me and held it to my dry lips, i took a sip which made me feel a little better. He finally set the cup down, 'What happened?' He said softly, stroking my leg, 'Just a nightmare' I muttered, rubbing my eyes, 'You can tell me, that's what I'm here for' Frank whispered, looking up at me, his eyes a little puffy from crying. 'Well, it was about my family, they hated me because i was gay, my brother told them, my father beat me...that's why I'm here' I said, beginning to cry again, I heard him mutter curse words under his breath, 'Frank?' I said, lifting his head, 'Why? Ass holes, fucking ass holes!' He spat, 'I'm sorry' I whispered, holding his head, 'No, don't be, its not your fault, not your fault at all' He said, rather sternly. I stroked his face softly and then lay down, patting the bed beside me, 'Please stay with me tonight' I whispered, Frank slid in beside me. 'I promise, your safe' He whispered, before kissing my cheek and cuddling me, holding me tightly, which made me feel better, We soon drifted off into a deep sleep.
Notes
I hope you all like this, I'm sorry its a short chapter c:
Anyway, I'm seeing Gerard fucking Way next Tuesday, I'm so excited! I cant wait :3
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Thankyou for reading so far!
That was pretty hot
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