Boys will be boys
Chapter 16:
'Gerard, Gerard...STOP GERARD' I shouted, running desperately walking towards the boy, 'Frank' He said, pulling me into a tight hug. 'Why' I said, Gerard sighed and looked down, 'This life isn't for me Frank' He muttered. 'Everything was g...' and before i could finish i stopped, my speaking fading, my voice disappearing, like my strength had gone. He sighed, fidgeting with his hoodie strings. 'Why did you have to go?' I choked, 'I'm sorry' He sighed, before turning around, facing him was a huge white staircase. 'Gerard' I whispered, beginning to sob, reaching out my shaking pale hands, He turned to me. 'I'm sorry Frank, but you must be happy, the world is better off without me, thank you for being my angel, now its my turn to be yours, goodbye Frank, I love you' Gerard said.
Then everything went blank.
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Friday
I suddenly woke up, tears streaming down my face, 'FUCK NO GERARD' I screamed, grabbing the startled boy, he jumped up and pinned me down, 'FRANK' he shouted, 'Calm down, please' He said, tears filling his eyes, I looked at him, he was alive, he was here, in front of me, It was a fucking dream. I grabbed his face and sobbed harder, 'Y-your alive' I whispered, stroking his perfectly sculpted face, 'Frank, yes, of cause I am, now please, calm down' He sobbed, I leaned back and concentrated on him, 'Thank god your alive' I cried, Pulling him into a tight hug, 'I was scared you would leave me, I'm sorry' I added, holding him tightly to my chest, I could feel his heart pounding, he really was alive. Suddenly we were interrupted by a knock at the door, Gerard jumped off me and opened it, In walked a woman dressed head to toe in white, Was it an angel, coming to take Gerard? Fuck...no FRANK...I looked again, It was just a nurse, she smiled as she walked over to me, was i going insane? 'Hello Frank, how are you feeling today?' she smiled, placing her hand on my head, 'Fine' I said trying desperately to hold back my tears, I was okay, but that dream had really shook me up. 'You seem a little better, your temperature has eased up, but you should really rest, I'm sure Gerard here will take care of you' she smiled, 'Oh, here, take these pills, they will ease your headache' She smiled, placing them on the side before walking out, Gerard said bye and shut the door. 'Fuck' I sighed, sitting up, Gerard rushed to my side, 'It was a dream wasn't it Frankie?' He said softly, stroking my head, I nodded, before sobbing again 'Ssh, shh its okay baby' He soothed, stroking me gently. 'Thank you' I whispered before kissing him on the cheek, 'I love you so much Gerard' I added, looking into his beautiful hazel eyes, he smiled, 'I love you too, your the only thing worth it in my life and i promise i will always love you' Gerard whispered, kissing me softly, I smiled, instantly forgetting about that dream, Gerard made me feel so much better. 'Now Frankie, I think you should get some rest, we don't want you ill the weekend now do we' Gerard winked, before sliding in the bed beside me, 'I promise whilst I'm here there will be no more horrible dreams' he smiled, snuggling up to me, 'Thanks honey' I smiled, before closing my eyes.
Then everything went blank.
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Friday
I suddenly woke up, tears streaming down my face, 'FUCK NO GERARD' I screamed, grabbing the startled boy, he jumped up and pinned me down, 'FRANK' he shouted, 'Calm down, please' He said, tears filling his eyes, I looked at him, he was alive, he was here, in front of me, It was a fucking dream. I grabbed his face and sobbed harder, 'Y-your alive' I whispered, stroking his perfectly sculpted face, 'Frank, yes, of cause I am, now please, calm down' He sobbed, I leaned back and concentrated on him, 'Thank god your alive' I cried, Pulling him into a tight hug, 'I was scared you would leave me, I'm sorry' I added, holding him tightly to my chest, I could feel his heart pounding, he really was alive. Suddenly we were interrupted by a knock at the door, Gerard jumped off me and opened it, In walked a woman dressed head to toe in white, Was it an angel, coming to take Gerard? Fuck...no FRANK...I looked again, It was just a nurse, she smiled as she walked over to me, was i going insane? 'Hello Frank, how are you feeling today?' she smiled, placing her hand on my head, 'Fine' I said trying desperately to hold back my tears, I was okay, but that dream had really shook me up. 'You seem a little better, your temperature has eased up, but you should really rest, I'm sure Gerard here will take care of you' she smiled, 'Oh, here, take these pills, they will ease your headache' She smiled, placing them on the side before walking out, Gerard said bye and shut the door. 'Fuck' I sighed, sitting up, Gerard rushed to my side, 'It was a dream wasn't it Frankie?' He said softly, stroking my head, I nodded, before sobbing again 'Ssh, shh its okay baby' He soothed, stroking me gently. 'Thank you' I whispered before kissing him on the cheek, 'I love you so much Gerard' I added, looking into his beautiful hazel eyes, he smiled, 'I love you too, your the only thing worth it in my life and i promise i will always love you' Gerard whispered, kissing me softly, I smiled, instantly forgetting about that dream, Gerard made me feel so much better. 'Now Frankie, I think you should get some rest, we don't want you ill the weekend now do we' Gerard winked, before sliding in the bed beside me, 'I promise whilst I'm here there will be no more horrible dreams' he smiled, snuggling up to me, 'Thanks honey' I smiled, before closing my eyes.
Notes
Sorry for the sad chapter :( But it was only a dream! thank goodness!
Hope you enjoy it! '-'
That was pretty hot
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