
Boys will be boys
Chapter 14:
Thursday:
I slowly awoke, the dull light from the windows making my eyes wince back shut, I lay back down and sighed. I glanced over at the clock, 7.15 am, we better get up. I nudged Gerard and watched as he tossed and turned, waking up slowly. 'Morning sleepy' I teased, kissing him on the forehead, he smiled, 'Hey' he muttered, rubbing his eyes. 'We should get ready' I said, pulling the blanket from off us. 'Hey its cold' Gerard snapped, pulling it back over him, 'Well if you get up and get ready you wouldn't be cold would you' I smirked, 'Shut up, you sound like my mother' Gerard snapped, before getting up, had i said something wrong? I got up quietly and picked up my clothes from yesterday, putting them back on, apart from my boxers of course i changed those. Gerard did the same, dragging each individual item of clothing on, but today it was in silence. 'Gerard what's up?' I said, sitting down on the bed and dragging my vans on, 'You, trying to act all fucking motherly with me, for fucks sake Frank i can take care of myself' Gerard snapped, tears filling his eyes, but i watched as he held them back. I sighed and suddenly got really angry, 'You know what, fucking take care of yourself then, let those bullies control you, I'm fucking done Gerard' I snapped, before walking out and slamming the door, I had no choice, he had no reason to snap and be like that with me, so today he was on his own.
When i reached the hall i got my food and sat down, alone, I cursed under my breath as i watched people do the same, 'Fucker', 'Ass hole', 'Jerk' I mouthed to myself. Suddenly someone tapped me, 'Mind if i sit with you?' I shy-ish voice said, I turned to see a tall, pale boy, with black hair. 'Whatever' I muttered, he sat down and set his toast down in front of him, 'I'm Billie' He smiled, 'Frank' I sighed, taking a bite of my toast. We sat in silence for a while, i didn't want to talk to him, I didn't want to talk to anybody. But he spoke again, 'You look angry, what's bugging you?' He said, staring at me. 'Look, today has been shit already so far, please....excuse me' I said, standing up and placing my plate on the side, I soon noticed Gerard enter the hall, his eyes red and puffy, he looked at me and quickly looked away, My heart shattered into a million pieces, I shouldn't have said what i had said. I got to my first lesson a little earlier today, Science. I walked in and sat down, placing my bag beside me and resting my head in my hands, I sighed as i heard the bell ring signalling first class and soon there were a flood of raging hormonal male teenagers walking in. I sighed again, could this day get any worse, and it did. I watched as Gerard walked in, with his head down, He looked up briefly and i noticed a mark on his cheek, a bruise, my heart began to ache. I swallowed hard and watched as he sat as far away from me as possible. This was all my fault, what had i done. Those bullies had gotten him hadn't they, the must have noticed i wasn't there and got Gerard, I'm a fucking idiot. I suddenly felt sick and grabbed my bag, walking up to the teacher, 'Can i go back to my room, i don't feel too good and i cant concentrate' I said, the teacher sighed, 'Whatever, but i want triple work done next week' He snapped, I quickly walked out not looking at Gerard whatsoever. When i got back to the room I threw my bag down and sat on the bed, tears filling my eyes, they had fucking hurt Gerard, i knew it would happen but i did nothing to stop it. I lay down on my bed, my stomach aching, the guilt was really making me ill. I suddenly began to gag, so i ran to the bathroom and keeled over the toilet, vomit exiting my mouth. My head was burning. I went back to lie down and closed my eyes, soon falling asleep, temporary forgetting the pain. I'm sorry Gerard, I'm so sorry.
Gerard sat in class, one again he was alone, he felt ill just like Frank, like they had a connection in some manner. He watched as the time went slower than ever, he wanted to get back to the room where he knew Frank would be. He just wanted them to put things right. Gerard knew what he had said had been wrong but Frank had gone and took it too far and it hurt Gerard, it hurt him alot.
***TIME LAPSE***
I suddenly awoke to someone touching my forehead, 'Your really hot Frank' Gerard said softly, grabbing the wet towel and dabbing it on my face, which felt good. I moved it away gently and suddenly sat up, 'Shit my head' I cursed, grabbing it, 'Lie down Frank please, your ill' Gerard soothed, pushing me back down gently. 'I'm so sorry' I said, bursting into tears, Gerard's eyes began to water and that's when i got a good look at the bruise, 'Y-your face, I'm s-so sorry' I said, stroking it gently with my thumb, 'I promise ill never let you get hurt again' I sobbed, Gerard shed a few tears and kissed me softly, 'I'm okay, i promise' He whispered before getting into the bed next to me, i held him tight, no way was i gonna let him go again, not ever.
Gerard had forgiven Frank, but he was still hurt, however he knew Frank would make it up to him, he knew they could put things right, but for now, the pain was still being felt by the both of them. They both were still upset, but they knew, things would be okay because they loved each other greatly.
I slowly awoke, the dull light from the windows making my eyes wince back shut, I lay back down and sighed. I glanced over at the clock, 7.15 am, we better get up. I nudged Gerard and watched as he tossed and turned, waking up slowly. 'Morning sleepy' I teased, kissing him on the forehead, he smiled, 'Hey' he muttered, rubbing his eyes. 'We should get ready' I said, pulling the blanket from off us. 'Hey its cold' Gerard snapped, pulling it back over him, 'Well if you get up and get ready you wouldn't be cold would you' I smirked, 'Shut up, you sound like my mother' Gerard snapped, before getting up, had i said something wrong? I got up quietly and picked up my clothes from yesterday, putting them back on, apart from my boxers of course i changed those. Gerard did the same, dragging each individual item of clothing on, but today it was in silence. 'Gerard what's up?' I said, sitting down on the bed and dragging my vans on, 'You, trying to act all fucking motherly with me, for fucks sake Frank i can take care of myself' Gerard snapped, tears filling his eyes, but i watched as he held them back. I sighed and suddenly got really angry, 'You know what, fucking take care of yourself then, let those bullies control you, I'm fucking done Gerard' I snapped, before walking out and slamming the door, I had no choice, he had no reason to snap and be like that with me, so today he was on his own.
When i reached the hall i got my food and sat down, alone, I cursed under my breath as i watched people do the same, 'Fucker', 'Ass hole', 'Jerk' I mouthed to myself. Suddenly someone tapped me, 'Mind if i sit with you?' I shy-ish voice said, I turned to see a tall, pale boy, with black hair. 'Whatever' I muttered, he sat down and set his toast down in front of him, 'I'm Billie' He smiled, 'Frank' I sighed, taking a bite of my toast. We sat in silence for a while, i didn't want to talk to him, I didn't want to talk to anybody. But he spoke again, 'You look angry, what's bugging you?' He said, staring at me. 'Look, today has been shit already so far, please....excuse me' I said, standing up and placing my plate on the side, I soon noticed Gerard enter the hall, his eyes red and puffy, he looked at me and quickly looked away, My heart shattered into a million pieces, I shouldn't have said what i had said. I got to my first lesson a little earlier today, Science. I walked in and sat down, placing my bag beside me and resting my head in my hands, I sighed as i heard the bell ring signalling first class and soon there were a flood of raging hormonal male teenagers walking in. I sighed again, could this day get any worse, and it did. I watched as Gerard walked in, with his head down, He looked up briefly and i noticed a mark on his cheek, a bruise, my heart began to ache. I swallowed hard and watched as he sat as far away from me as possible. This was all my fault, what had i done. Those bullies had gotten him hadn't they, the must have noticed i wasn't there and got Gerard, I'm a fucking idiot. I suddenly felt sick and grabbed my bag, walking up to the teacher, 'Can i go back to my room, i don't feel too good and i cant concentrate' I said, the teacher sighed, 'Whatever, but i want triple work done next week' He snapped, I quickly walked out not looking at Gerard whatsoever. When i got back to the room I threw my bag down and sat on the bed, tears filling my eyes, they had fucking hurt Gerard, i knew it would happen but i did nothing to stop it. I lay down on my bed, my stomach aching, the guilt was really making me ill. I suddenly began to gag, so i ran to the bathroom and keeled over the toilet, vomit exiting my mouth. My head was burning. I went back to lie down and closed my eyes, soon falling asleep, temporary forgetting the pain. I'm sorry Gerard, I'm so sorry.
Gerard sat in class, one again he was alone, he felt ill just like Frank, like they had a connection in some manner. He watched as the time went slower than ever, he wanted to get back to the room where he knew Frank would be. He just wanted them to put things right. Gerard knew what he had said had been wrong but Frank had gone and took it too far and it hurt Gerard, it hurt him alot.
***TIME LAPSE***
I suddenly awoke to someone touching my forehead, 'Your really hot Frank' Gerard said softly, grabbing the wet towel and dabbing it on my face, which felt good. I moved it away gently and suddenly sat up, 'Shit my head' I cursed, grabbing it, 'Lie down Frank please, your ill' Gerard soothed, pushing me back down gently. 'I'm so sorry' I said, bursting into tears, Gerard's eyes began to water and that's when i got a good look at the bruise, 'Y-your face, I'm s-so sorry' I said, stroking it gently with my thumb, 'I promise ill never let you get hurt again' I sobbed, Gerard shed a few tears and kissed me softly, 'I'm okay, i promise' He whispered before getting into the bed next to me, i held him tight, no way was i gonna let him go again, not ever.
Gerard had forgiven Frank, but he was still hurt, however he knew Frank would make it up to him, he knew they could put things right, but for now, the pain was still being felt by the both of them. They both were still upset, but they knew, things would be okay because they loved each other greatly.
Notes
I hope you enjoy! ;-;
That was pretty hot
4/6/15