Welcome to New Jersey

Frank’s POV:


23 new text messages.. 5 missed calls From Kevin…. Oh fuck this is NOT how I wanted to start this morning. I just sat on my bed scared to look at the messages. I thought I’d never hear from him again... after what happened at my old school. I threw my phone on the ground and walked away to take a shower.

“Oh Fuck me.” I looked in the mirror at the tattoo on my back.. The one that Kevin did for my birthday. The only good thing that came from him is I’m able to tattoo. I walked back in my room to check my phone to see what he wants.

“ Frank I know this is sudden, since they way we left things… and I’m the last person you want to talk to since I got you kicked out of school. But theres this big tattoo fest in New Jersey. I know you live there.. But I’m going to be there and I want you to be my partner in crime again.” - Kevin

“Nope, nope, nope, fuck NOPE!” I snarled. I kicked the door of my closet. I quickly replied to Kevin saying that what happened between us was dumb and pointless and it didn’t mean anything. That I never want to talk to him again and wished him luck with the tatt fest.
You can’t just fake falling in love with someone for drugs.. It’s not right. I hate to say that I fell in love with Kevin and he hurt me...I can't believe he turned me into the school about selling drugs and giving illegal tattoos even though he was in the same Damn business. Hell he got me into doing hardcore drugs.

I know I’m going to regret this later but I can’t get through the day after that text from Kevin. I walked into my closet and reached on the top shelve to get a box out. I opened the box and took a small pill. Just to ease of the tension. I hope Gerard and the guys don’t see me like this I really don’t want to lose friends cuz of this. I looked around my room and sighed. Noticing my CD drawer was slightly opened and my journal was on top. Hmm I Wondered if Gerard was reading it when he was over.

I walked out of the house to go to school. The “happy” pill kicked in making things more tolerable now. School will be good today. I couldn't stop smiling. Gerard and the guys were sitting on the front steps talking. Mikey saw me and waved me to come over.

“Hey guys whats up?!” I said very lively.
“Woah who put vodka in your coffee today Frank?” Mikey said looking a little weirded out by me being so overly happy to be at school. “Well lets just sayyy I had a little help this morning by a very good old friend of mine.” I slurred and pointed to Gerard to go talk privately.

“Frank you feeling okay buddy?” Gerard chuckled a little and patted my back. “This may come off very random, and the only reason I'm askin is cuz I'm a little high right now and prolly won't remember but that day you came over did you find a notebook in my drawer and read it.” I said as I pulled out my first smoke of the day. (Which is always the best) “Umm no why do you ask?” Gerard said looking kind of worried. And your eyes are really dilated what the fuck are you on you look really pale.” He said still looking concerned.
“Fuckk…. Well stuff it doesn't matter anyways I feel fine dude. Don't.. Fuck I forgot what I was gonna say.. Oh yeah Fuck You. You do drugs a fuck ton more than me prolly. Don't look at me with your cute.. Face...I mean.. I mean.” I stuttered. Than sighed and lightly kissed him on the mouth. I was bright red. “Sorry..” I didn’t know how to explain my actions I blame the drugs.
I started to walk away to go home. Than Gerard said with a smile “Your lyrics were beautiful Frank.”

I ran back home. Slammed the door behind. Straight to my room. To completely hide from the world in my bed and sleep the rest of this day away. What in the Fuck was I thinking.
Yeah Gerard is good looking. But hes a FRIEND not a BOYFRIEND. I took another painkiller and went to bed so I can deal with the party thing later. Just now time to hide away from life. I put on a Cure album and went to sleep.

4 hours later my phone woke me up. Me being dumb I didn't check the caller ID.
“Hel...Hello?” I said half asleep. “Frank I know I’m probably the last person you want to talk to right now.. Since yah know.” Gerard said kind of quietly. “No I don't want to talk.” “But wait before you hang up I Need to say some things first kay?” Gerard Interrupted. “Okay Shoot.” I said as I got out of bed and put my hands on my head. “What you did was totally Okay cuz I’m kinda into yah.. But it’s ok if that was the drugs just talking. I’ll keep this quite. We’re still friends right?” “Yeah we’re still friends Gerard. Again sorry. It was the drugs never gonna happen again.” I sighed. “Well…It could I wouldn't mind.” Gerard nervously laughed. “Sure sure Gerard whatever yah say well I got to get ready for this fucken lame ass party. To be honest I rather just stay at home drink and what a horror movie. If the party sucks You and the guys should come hangout tonight.” I said a little too eager which scared me a bit. We hung up the phone.

I took a shower. Styled my sexy hair. Put on some Guy Liner and the worlds tightest black skinny jeans known to men's fashion. AKA girls skinny jeans. I walked down stairs to fill my flask with Vodka. My mom was sitting downstairs looking all Dolled up. “Going out?” I smiled. “Actually Yes I am Frank I'm going to a nice fancy restaurant with some friends. And I’m guessing your going to a party since you're wearing.. My eyeliner and taking a flask. Don't get any girls knocked up and don’t get caught by the cops. Now go have fun sweetheart.” She kissed my head and took the vodka bottle from me.

*Sigh* Fuck…

Notes

Sorry for not updating recently I was busy with school haha but ill try to do the next chapter soon since its about the party. Hope you guys like it :) Please rate and comment your thoughts and opinions

Xoxo- Izzy