Dr. Death – Defy comes in the room and says, "Ready to get out of this stretcher?"

"Uuuuhhhh, YEAH!" I say.

It's just me and Dr. D in the room so I say to him, "D, I… I cheated on Thunder with Punk." I start crying and Dr. Death comes and hugs me.

"How bad?" he asks. "Well, we made out and he was on top of me," I say through the crying.

Dr. D sighs, "Punk's a player, don't waste your time with him. I mean, could be a good guy, but Thunder's a better choice Ritalin.''

And with that Dr. Death was gone. Like always, quick conversation, and he goes off. I sit alone one the bed for a little thinking. I love Thunder, but I don't know maybe Thunder's right, I think I might have feelings for Punk still.



When I walk out of the room I have everyone but Thunder and Punk Bomb come and see how I'm doing. When everyone's done looking at my side I slump over and sit at the table. I'm so tired and I feel like shit!

I slouch over and slam my head on the table and say, "Ugh! I need food guys!"

"Get off your ass and get some food then," Striped Bandit comments."

Thunder slides his hand on my back. God, that makes me shiver every time he does that. "What do you want for food, sweetheart?" he asks me.

"I don't know, or care Thunder, I just need food." I say. He pulls my arms so I stand up and hold me hands, I let go of his hands and fall into his arms and sigh.

"Ritalin, get some food. We have to find a new place to live now," I hear Poison say.

"Fuuuuck yoooou!!!!" I sigh and say to Poison. Poison comes and picks me up and I struggle against him. I'm in a bitch mood now.

"No! Let me go Poison! POISON!" He gets an apple and stuffs it in my mouth.

"Eat it and we leave!" he yells at me. I take the apple out of my mouth and throw it on the ground.

"POISON! Listen to me! We still might have a traitor!" everything goes silent after I say that.

"Rit, I didn't want to mention that out loud to everyone," Poison says, hes pissed off.


"Everyone get in your cars. Now," Poison demands. I start walking out to our car and Poison holds my right shoulder and says, "Thunder and Ritalin, wait here with me."

Once everyone was in the cars, Poison says, "I know its neither one of you. I'm thinking Striped Bandit, Wasted Noise, or Punk Bomb." Punk Bomb, ugh that reminds me of what happened.

"I don't think its Punk Bomb, because he was with me when the dracs came in. Who left the house this morning other than me?"

Thunder looks at me, "Why were you with Punk?"

Oops. "I'll tell you later, just did anyone else leave the house?"

"Wasted noise did." Poison says interrupting Thunder.

"You don't believe she would be a traitor, do you really?" I ask Poison and Thunder.

They both shake their heads and Thunder says, "We didn't think about that with Cyanide was a traitor."

"I don't know.. but we should go." I say. So we all walk out to the cars without another word.

When we were all ready to go, Poison rides up to the side of the car I'm in and asks Punk, who's driving, "Just wanna go straight?"

"Uh, sure," he says. Kobra, me and Thunder are in the back and Fun Ghoul is in the front. Kobra's sleeping, Ghoul and Punk are talking and I sit on Thunders lap and kiss him.

"I need to talk to you Thunder," I say.

"Yeah I need to talk to you too."

"you first,"

"You and Punk are being more and more close. Its bothering me." He says.

"I was gonna talk to you about that."

"So?"

"Thunder, I love you. Just to make things clear, I don't like Punk more than a friend at all, I punched him earlier, and when he came into the room to make sure I was okay, all we did was talk- '' God I hate lying to him. "and I can never picture myself sitting like this with him, I can never picture myself kissing him,'' wrong… I could.

I can picture myself kissing him again right now… "Thunder, I love you. Okay?" Thunder smiles and kisses my forehead,

"That makes me feel a lot better Ritalin. I love you too by the way." He smiles again, and I rest my head on his shoulder and fall asleep, I felt amazing now… sorta. But the dream I had fucked it up.