Cemetery Drive

"I saw them take Josh out, what happened?" Gerard asked as he walked in.

"He was getting possessive over Eliza and pissing me off so I made him leave." I explained.

"Good. Speaking of Eliza, where is she?"

"A nurse took her down to the nursery to get her weight or something taken." I said then wiped my face, "I just had a baby so I should be all happy like right? Well I'm just really frustrated right now."

"It's understandable." He said then sat in the chair next to my bed and grabbed my hand; he looked up at me and smiled as he pulled my hand closer to his lips and placed a small but assuring kiss to it. I'm not sure why but these small comfort actions of his always puts me to ease, and I'm thankful that I have someone like him that puts up with all the baggage I carry and still loves me.

"Mikey went to grab a coffee to calm himself down. Not gonna lie he was pretty pissed that Josh was even here, plus he was holding our baby." He explained, I think he was trying to distract me, at least its working. "He'll be back in like thirty minutes."

"Alright." I responded.

"You still upset?"

"Yeah."

"I know something that could take your mind off of it." He said suggestively.

"I have a huge cut across my stomach, I don't wanna have sex."

"I don't mean sex." He said then laughed and kissed my temple. "We've waited months for this, I think it's time we found out if we are mates. Even though I'm one hundred percent sure we are."



I felt my heartbeat quicken at this. Of fucking course I want to know. Gerard is the love of my life, mate or not, but finding out scares me.

"Of course I wanna know. But there's something we should talk about first." I said.

"Of course baby, what is it?" He asked and sat on my bedside and grabbed my hand.

"When Josh and I were together we were both so certain we were each other's mates, and when we found out we weren't it was heartbreaking but we decided to stay together because we loved each other. Even though our love feels different and I'm also sure we're mates and we have a beautiful daughter, if we're not, I want to breakup. I don't wanna continue that love because it won't be real and we'd just be hurting our true mates." I told him without looking at him, when I finished telling him what I wanted he removed his hand from me.

"Frankie I give you everything you ask for; no matter what, but not this, I refuse to let you go."

"I'm sorry. I don't wanna break up either but if we're not I wanna protect what little heart I have left."

"What about our daughter?" He asked standing up and pacing around the room, "What about the perfect child of ours?"

"We can still raise her; we just won't be a couple. You're legally her dad and I'd never take that away from you. I'm not breaking up with you ok just-"

"You're just saying the next few moments can define our relationship forever. That we either are together forever or done with each other right?" He was starting to sound angry.

I didn't answer, instead I just held my hands I my lap and looked down at them. I was trying to make myself small and disappear, so he wouldn't be able to see me cry. By the time a few tears streamed down my face I heard him sigh and I felt the bed dip down.

"I didn't mean to sound angry." He apologized, "it's just, normally there isn't this much riding on finding out."

"Yeah but normally the fertile wasn't in an abusive relationship that for pregnant and the Dom adopted the child without knowing if he's mates with the fertile." I reminded him, "We aren't your normal couple."

"I know, and I wouldn't have it any other way." He said then kissed my forehead, "You still up for it?" He asked.

"Yeah I am." I whispered.

He kissed my lips before getting off the bed and going to the door and closing it and locking it; I guess he wanted complete privacy. I started to feel really nervous, like more than before we had sex for the first time. His lips never left my skin, he kissed my lips then he trailed down to the soft flesh of my skin; I titled my head to give him complete access. Soon I felt his sharp fangs press against my neck and I shut my eyes. As his fangs pierced into my flesh I let out a small hasp from pain. After a few seconds’ tears started to fall down my eyes from me thinking nothing was happening; but then all of a sudden pure bliss spread through my body. I let out a moan and grabbed Gerard and tried to pull him closer to me. Gerard also let out a grunt and bit me more furiously.

After that blissful couple of minutes of Gerard pulsating his venom through me and my blood going into him he pulled away and we were both breathing heavily. I read in books that once your mate’s venom is in your system it will stay in you for a while; just giving you good vibes and pure happiness while it's still running through your system. Same thing with a fertiles blood running through their doms veins.

"And you were worried about is not being mates." He said with a smirk.

I ignored his comment and grabbed his face and pulled him in for a kiss, I could taste my blood on his lips but I didn't care. He is my mate, my daughter’s father, and I love him with all my heart. And I know he loves my daughter like she was his and I know he loves me too.

Notes

I'm sorry for the wait, but this seems like its going to be the last chapter, I might do a "future chapter "later 'but im not sure right now. I had a really bad day today, my friends and I were attacked by a drunk;I'm fine but one of my friends got hurt defending us. I've had a couple of panic attacks since and its just not a good day for me.

Till next we meet my killjoys.