The Girl Next Door

Chapter 6
Jinx's P.O.V
As i sit there my thoguths get all consumeing. Your worthless just like daddy says , You are a whore; you were alone with two boys who knows what would of happened . I get up from my bay window and go into my bathroom and look in my cabinet for my old familliar friend. I find her on the second shelf in the cabinte. I grab the razor, the cold metal was oddly soothing the voices kept getting louder and louder as i slide my slighty baggy jeans down as well as taking an alcohal wipe to mark the spot where skin and my littel friend will meet and bring the friendly piece of metal up to my thigh. And as I slowly darg the metal against my skin makeing small slits watching the glorious crimson liquid the trickels out the voices stop . Its Euphoric like dispite everything even for those littel infiniteis i spend with my razor I am happy. I am in no pain , I feel better some how like nothing can hurt me anymore. After a few more passes I put agaw over my leg tapping it down as i take my jeans all the way off i walk out of my bathroom back itno my room. I am on the hunt for my favortie pajama Dingy white pajama pants with black skulls and cross bones with a grey draw sting at the top i find them in the bottom of my closet i quickly put them on and i find my old destressd holy batman shirt and quickly swap it for the one im wearing and then i see gerard looking straight into my room i walk over to the window and open the window. I wave shyly as he slides his window open " Are you okay?" he asks loud enough for me to here but quietly enough not to alert everyone else " Yeah I'm fine" and then we both hear my mom and dad down staris as he screams the same things he screams at me and the crash of her body flying . I close my eyes and he says in the most reasuring voice " I'm here if you need anything Jinx" Mikey pops up out of no where makeing me jump what feels like five feet in the air. He pipes up too " yea we both are? Hey do you want a ride to school again tormorro ?" I nod they smile " Well good night". They close their window and dissapear as i close my window and walk over to my bed and as i genly lay my head on my pillow if feels so good like laying on a cloud. I slowly drift off to sleep.
Gerard's P.O.V
As i sit in my window listening to my music as I play with my friends guitar pick. As i look over i see Jinx in her room and i think she is un awear that i can see her. I'm guessing she dosen't but i cant really be sure. she is so beautiful how could someone do that to someone so great. especially the parents. I mean my dad hate me but he would never lay a hand on me. i see all the burises and the busted lip, and the black eye and she looks so hurt and sad it breaks my heart. So I motion for her to open her window. And I talk to her thought her window " Are you okay?" I asks loud enough for her and her alone to hear but quietly enough not to alert everyone else " Yeah I'm fine" and I hear her mom and dad down staris of her house as he screams at her such awful thing and the crash of her body flying . I see her close her eyes and all i can think to do is tell her s in the most reasuring voice I can muster " I'm here if you need anything Jinx" Mikey pops up out of no where I see Jink jump what looks like like five feet in the air I try not to laugh . He pipes up too " yea we both are? Hey do you want a ride to school again tormorro ?" she nods I smile and I look over to Mikey and he has a grin from ear to ear aswell i grow tired and I hear mikey yawn so we both say " Well good night". she closes her window and we close our. Mikey tells me good night and hugs and he leaves the room to go to sleep I can only guess. I lay down in my bed which was near the window and i grin thinking that I once again get to be graced with jinx's presence .

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