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The Suicide Room

Chapter Six

*Frank*

Next thing I know it's already 3:28 and I'd missed all of lunch. This means that when I'd stopped talking with Mikey and Ray, agreeing to met them at the pavilion at the beginning of lunch tomorrow or chat them for otherwise, I was really, really hungry!
Basically running to the cupboards, I open them to find a bunch of granola bars, both crunchy and chewy. I know my task for today is to take good care of myself for the first day, and I don't really feel like telling Mikey and Ray that I messed up by making lunch out of snack foods, so I decide to be really fucking proactive with my lunch.
I grab all kinds of crunchy granola bars from the cupboards, and some yogurt and berries from the fridge and get to work on making myself a huge parfait for lunch. Cause who doesn't like parfaits?
That took longer for me to eat than usual, but after I'd finished eating I decided to wash everything that I'd used to make my lunch and breakfast and put it away in the cupboards, but then i was left with nothing to do.
So what did I do you may ask?
I sat on the floor and stared at a wall.
Why?
Because I could.
This way, my mind got to thinking about everything. What was my goal here? I mean, I could just coast through the tasks and not really learn anything, or I could figure out what was apparently wrong with my soul and try to really really fix it. The only problem here is that I couldn't really just take out my soul and examine it, going 'Oh look! I found the crack in it! Anyone got superglue?' So this proved to be a difficult task.
After hours of just sitting on the floor there, I heard my stomach rumble, and so I got up to get dinner, determined not to miss another mealtime. Thankfully it was still 8:43, so I had 17 minutes to get everything I needed out of the cupboards. I decided I was just going to do leftovers again though, but this time I went for some leftover homemade meatballs.
Eating that, I decided I didn't really fancy staring at walls, and since there was really nothing else to do, I just went upstairs and settled down for an early nights sleep.

Notes

Yay chapter. I know it's kinda short, but I wanted to get something out to you guys before school.
What's gonna happen when Frank goes out to meet Mikey and Ray? My god I forgot how thrilling it was to be the author instead of the person sitting there like 'I don't know what's going to happen, cause you're the author and I have to sit here helplessly waiting for you to update fcknhll.'
Yeah. Enjoying being the author.
Till next time
frank.is.love.frank.is.life

Comments

Loving this so much! I love this idea you had! The blackboard thing is pretty cool :P sounds like they're in a game or something! Can't wait for the next update :D

Mads Mads
6/26/15

@frank.is.love.frank.is.life
That okay. Yeah I know its not going to be easy but believe me you'll get there. And just think, after 3 weeks you'll be able to see her again.

God, parents are fucking stupid sometimes. Just ignore them, they never seem to understand. Just try to keep your head up and focus on being healthy and living your life. I'm not sure how bad you're binges are but I could always give you some tips as to stopping them if they're what's making revovery difficult. Try not to use your parents as fuel to fast though, they're not worth it. Message me if you want to talk, stay safe and remember you're beautiful and one day your life will be so much more than this. <3
thanks for the update though, it's so good!!

@Think Sassy Thoughts
And sorry about that last one I just kinda started talking and it all came out...

@Think Sassy Thoughts
Thanks, it's just... I don't know, doing that's a lot more difficult than it sounds. Plus, I don't know if you remember her, but the girl I talked about in section 8, who has basically become my source of happiness, has gone on a two to three week trip in four different states, and not even neighboring states to where I live. Basically she's gone, and I'm broken, and I can't actually see her for three weeks... :'(