mikey's point of view: I woke up alone in my bedroom. it was dark outside. I checked the clock on my night stand. it was 8:30 p.m. I think I fell asleep around 4 so I was asleep for about 5 hours the last thing I remember was Gerard sitting next to me telling me to go to sleep then I remembered what happened. ok I think I've had enough sleep I have to go see Gerard I should check and see if has hurt. as far as I recall he didn't even get an scratch but I need to make sure, just in case. and I need to thank him for what he did for me. as much as I don't like the idea of him seeing me weak, I really appreciate the fact that he stood up for me and I really don't want to admit this but there is also a part of me that liked being protected. that little part even liked being weak. it liked the idea of Gerard rescuing me. oh god I'm so disgusting. I can't believe how much of a girl I am. and it's all Gerard's fault. well not HIS fault, nothing's ever his fault. he's perfect. it's all my fault for falling for him. I'm getting more and more girly since...well I don't even know when I started developing feelings for him. it's always kind of been there. I have this weird urge to be dominated by him. why do I have to be such a freak? oh god kill me now. oh well for now I just have to focus on other things, like thanking my guardian angel. so I get up wash my face and go down stairs but as I reach the bottom of the stairs I notice sounds coming from the living room so I stop and listen. "so we are team mates now?" it was Gerard, what the hell? what team? he hates sports. "we are practically family now. that team is one big international family" it was a girl, who the hell was she? and what were they talking about? I stay still listening to get some answers but what happens nxt confuses me even more. suddenly they both start laughing, I mean what the hell even? what is so funny? and Gerard never laughs, like EVER. once on his birthday I practically murdered myself trying to make him laugh. oh I wonder if it's possible for one to murder one's self?!!! but that's not the point. the point is: none of my joke attempts made him laugh. I always knew I wasn't the funniest person on earth but that day was the day I realized how lame I really am. well he did finally laugh for about five seconds but imp pretty sure it was because of my pathetic lame attempts at being funny not the jokes themselves so it doesn't count. so who the hell is this damned person who thinks she can just show up and make Gerard laugh so easily. by the way, I don't fucking like her, if you haven't noticed already. " I would say more like the most dysfunctional family of the history. well excluding the Hitlers." said Gerard and then he started laughing again. "so, what are you kids talking about?" oh finally somebody with a right mind, thanks mom. "about...how ...we...we are pract...practically family now" the girl said the girl said and then more laughter followed. ' well thank you very much dipshit that made it really clear 'you know what? I don't care anymore. right now I'm in no mood to meet new people. specially not some stupid absorbed brother stealing bithes' so I head back upstairs. for the rest of the night I lay on my bed trying to sleep but I cant. the sound of their laughter keeps replaying in my head. god, why is this getting to me like this? it's not like she has done any harm to my brother or something but it's just so odd. Gerard doesn't socialize Gerard barely talks to anyone. hell Gerard never talks to anyone other than me and mom and Gerard never fucking laughs, EVER. like maybe in a few historical occasions but I've never heard him laugh like that so how can I not freak out when he is laughing his ass off talking to a total stranger? how can he be like that with a complete stranger? what if they became close? what if she takes g away from me? he is all I have. all I care about. I don't wanna lose him. 'shut up mikey. you are being paranoid. you are not gonna lose him. she's just a stranger, you're his brother, his own flesh and blood you've grown up together. how can she take your place? ' 'but I'm his brother and he's never like that with me, I'm his only friend and his brother, it should have been me in there instead of her laughing with him.' 'come on mikey, you are being jealous of someone you have never even met?' 'I just don't want to lose him.' 'you are not gonna lose him' 'how can you be so sure?' suddenly, I hear the door creak open. it must be him. I quickly close my eyes and even my breathing. pretending to be asleep. I can hear him shuffling around. he must be changing his clothes. then he goes to the bathroom probably to brush his teeth. he comes out a few minutes later. I hear him getting closer to my bed. a few seconds later I can feel his breath on my chick.'oh god,asdfghjk...' I can literally feel my heart rate increasing, I try to calm down so that he doesn't Notice that I'm not asleep. but I cant calm down he's caressing my chick and god it feels good. oh great now I have a series of problems in my southern regions. 'oh just shut up. don't think about it, bad mikey! stop it before he notices' 'but how? I can't help it. grams in swimsuits, grams in bikini, grams in underwear, grams naked...well that did it but now I'm scarred for life.' "hey mikey you are the best little brother anyone could ever ask for. I wouldn't trade you for the world" a few seconds later I feel his lips on my forehead. oh my god, I want to get up and hug him. he doesn't know how much that one sentence means to me. I want to tell him that he's the best big brother in the world. and that was all the answer I needed. he wouldn't trade me for the world. it didn't matter who that bitch was or what they were talking about. nobody would take my place. so with that thought in mind, I finally start falling into a dreamless sleep. ....... the next morning I am awoken by a sudden weight dropping on my chest. it is suffocating so I start struggling under it. trying to push it away but it wouldn't go away. it's attached like a leach. oh god what is it? it's an alien, isn't it? I start screaming. of course, they have finally come to get me. I don't want to see it face so I keep my eyes shot tight. god it is so strong, there is no way to break free. wait, what if he's a vampire? oh god I don't want to be someone's meal "NO,NO,NO,NOOOOOOOOO..." I scream even louder but wait it is warm. it can't be a vampire. holy shit. a werewolf "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...." or a zombie "NO,NO,NO,NO..." I start sobbing... or a demon" NO,NOOO,PLEAAAASE , HELP...HELP..... HELP ME PLEASE,GERARD HELP PLEASE, GEEEE...." as soon as I say that the weight is gone but I can hear the sound of laughter. seriously what the heck? I slowly open my eyes and see the most adorable scene ever. Gerard is doubled over on the floor laughing . seriously what is it with him and laughing like a maniac lately? "you are laughing" I whisper. it has just downed on me. "you nearly had a heart attack just a moment ago and your first response is to state that I'm laughing? oh god" he then proceeds to laugh even harder . wait seriously WHAT. THE. FUCK. IS. GOING. ON? now I'm annoyed and confused so I just frown and stare at him. he looks up and sees my face, he stops laughing and stares at me for a few seconds. "oh mikey I'm sorry. here give me a hug." he comes and seats at the edge of my bed and opens his arms. my eyes immediately lights up and I jump in his arms. he rubs my back a few times and lets go. when I pull away I notice he's smiling and I smile back.he brushes a strand of hair behind my ear "slept well?" "not really" I was lying. "aww, why not?" "because I was so rudely awoken by some supernatural creature" "oh, wait, what? so that was why you were screaming?" and now he was smirking. "yes, I know aliens weren't attacking but I had just woken up." "oh god, you thought aliens had attacked? and you were screaming for help?" "stop it G, ok?" I snapped "hey hey okay relax. jizzz...come on get up mom called us both in sick today. apparently we've gotten the flu" "sweet" "I know. wanna play some video games?" "ok just let me take a shower" "ok"

Notes

sorry for the long wait i should have updated sooner i know but i dont even know if anyone is reading this so im not really motivated i have a complete plot but i dont know if im gonna finnish writing this so plz comment so that i know what you think and if i should keep writing this. Ps: I updated this story on mibba a week ago but I had forgotten about this site so thanks to VampinjaQueen for her comment that reminded me I needed to update it on this site too:D