Can You Hear Me Cry Out To You?

Gerard's P.O.V

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Two day's later.

I followed the triplets to watch Dee at stage side as she stood on stage. She didn't know I was going to be there. She looked great. She was wearing black trousers with a split down each leg from just bellow her hip to her ankle, revealing her beautiful leg's. Her top was black. It crossed over at the front. Her hair was left down to cover her bare back. I couldn't take my eyes off of her.
"Hello Chicago." She shouted. The crowd cheered. "It's good to see so many people here to support the charity." More cheers. "How is everyone? You okay?" Cheers again. Dee smiled. I really miss that smile.
"Good." Dee said. "Tonight I'm going to sing my new song." The crowd cheered louder. "Written by myself a few months ago. This is 'Accusations'."
I froze up as the music started. This song sounded like it was about us. The lyrics told the story of a woman who was accused of cheating by the man she loved. Without real proof came up a few times. It was definitely about us.
"She still loves you, dad." JD interrupted my thoughts. I looked down at her as she continued. "After she collected us from our friends house the next day. She told us we're not living with you anymore. We asked why. She said we'd understand eventually. But I saw tears in her eyes before she turned away."
I looked back at Dee. What have I done?
"She cries at night." JD said.
I looked at her. "She does?"
JD nodded. "She thinks we don't hear her." She said, sadly, as she watched her mum. "Even uncle Oli is worried about her. He thinks she's throwing herself into work is her way of covering up her feelings." I look back at Dee. "When he confronted her about it, she said, 'He wouldn't believe me after everything we went through. I'm better off without him.'"
My heart shattered. She's better off without me? Without me. I can't believe that. I love her so much. I'm not giving in.

Dee's P.O.V

I move around the stage as I sing. The only way I know to not think about Gerard. Or at least that was what I hoped it would do. But as usual, nothing worked. At night I cried myself to sleep. During the day I kept myself as busy as possible. Anything to keep myself preoccupied so I didn't have time to think about him. But instead of getting better, it was getting worse. The kid's don't know but I've been taking pills at night to help me sleep. Just sleeping pills. But they weren't working anymore. So I stopped taking them and tried drink. That didn't work either. Jason gave me something before I went on stage. I've been on for an hour now. I don't feel too good. I look out into the audience. They look fuzzy. I touch my temple as my head starts pounding. I drop the microphone and the crowd gasp. My legs give way as I collapse onto the stage floor, blacking out.

Notes

The Accusations song is made up. As far as I know anyway. So what has Jason given Dee?xxx