Take My Hand And Don't Look Back
We're 'His' Not 'Hers'
Gerard's POV
Today seriously has been one of the most emotional days for me... ever. I first lose my virginity, see some whacked up chick kissing my boyfriend, self harm, and finally end up admitting my love for Frank. What the actual fuck. I don't worry about Jamia now, I can see that Frank's true to me, and I'm true to him.
We walk around the little shopping center in town, and I instantly notice one particular store.
"COMICS!!!" I scream and run, leaving Frank to catch up. I open the door, and the smell of paper is overwhelming. I drift towards one wall, containing Batman comics and merch. Frank comes up behind me and hugs me, kissing my neck.
"I'll get you something, if you want," I smile and nod slightly, seeing the coolest bracelet. I pick it up and hand it to Frank, smiling stupidly.
"Is this one of those relationship bracelets?" He blushes, and I notice a smile creep onto his face. The item comes as a set of two rubber bracelets, one navy blue, one pink, neatly displaying the Batman logo. The blue band has "Hers" written on it, and the pink has "His".
"Yep! I'll take the pink one, so you don't look any more girly..." I joke and wink, as he gives me a funny glare. We both laugh, and he kisses my forehead.
"How about we get two? We can just ditch the blue ones, since neither of us are hers..." I giggle, agreeing with his idea. Once we pay, Frank opens up both packages, throws the two blue bands away, and hands me a pink as he puts his on.
"See? Now we're both his!" Frank chuckles, and I smile.
"Babe what time is it? We shouldn't be out too late..." Frank pulls out his phone, and states that it's 9:14 PM. He raises his eyebrows at me, silently asking if I wanted to head back. I nod, and we start to walk to his house.
Once we're inside, we choose to watch movies and cuddle. A few minutes after we're settled and watching Saw, I decide to speak up.
"Frankie, I'm still sorry about earlier, I really am," He tenses up, and I can tell he's been thinking about it.
"No, please don't be... I'm the one who's sorry. I love you so much, and I just want you to remember that 'she' is nothing to me, now. You're who I care about, not her. But... I did want to ask you, if you're okay with it, how long have you done... um... that?" I don't understand what he means at first, then I remember how I reacted.
"A few years, I guess. I'd been doing rather well with forgetting about it, but after what I saw... I guess I thought it was the only way for me to be okay with it." I see a tear run down Frank's cheek, and he looks hurt.
"But... why? You do know that solves nothing? I mean, it may seem like it does, but it makes everything worse! Gerard, you're so beautiful, and so damn perfect to me. Seeing you get hurt makes my entire world feel like it's burned down. I love you, Gee," He's sobbing now, and has his head in his hands. I hug him, and kiss his hair, sorry about my actions.
"I won't do it again, Frankie... Just for you. Either way, I'm happy with you! I love you too," He hugs back now, and we sit in silence, aside from Frank's occasional sniffles. He means everything to me, and if doing this will make him happy, then challenge accepted.
"How about we go to sleep?" I ruffle Frank's hair, and he nods. We strip down to boxers, and lay down. I snuggle up to his chest and close my eyes, focusing on his breathing, which has slowed down.
"I love you, Frank," I kiss his neck, and start to drift to sleep.
"I love you too, Gee. Sweet dreams,"
We both fall asleep shortly after.
Today seriously has been one of the most emotional days for me... ever. I first lose my virginity, see some whacked up chick kissing my boyfriend, self harm, and finally end up admitting my love for Frank. What the actual fuck. I don't worry about Jamia now, I can see that Frank's true to me, and I'm true to him.
We walk around the little shopping center in town, and I instantly notice one particular store.
"COMICS!!!" I scream and run, leaving Frank to catch up. I open the door, and the smell of paper is overwhelming. I drift towards one wall, containing Batman comics and merch. Frank comes up behind me and hugs me, kissing my neck.
"I'll get you something, if you want," I smile and nod slightly, seeing the coolest bracelet. I pick it up and hand it to Frank, smiling stupidly.
"Is this one of those relationship bracelets?" He blushes, and I notice a smile creep onto his face. The item comes as a set of two rubber bracelets, one navy blue, one pink, neatly displaying the Batman logo. The blue band has "Hers" written on it, and the pink has "His".
"Yep! I'll take the pink one, so you don't look any more girly..." I joke and wink, as he gives me a funny glare. We both laugh, and he kisses my forehead.
"How about we get two? We can just ditch the blue ones, since neither of us are hers..." I giggle, agreeing with his idea. Once we pay, Frank opens up both packages, throws the two blue bands away, and hands me a pink as he puts his on.
"See? Now we're both his!" Frank chuckles, and I smile.
"Babe what time is it? We shouldn't be out too late..." Frank pulls out his phone, and states that it's 9:14 PM. He raises his eyebrows at me, silently asking if I wanted to head back. I nod, and we start to walk to his house.
Once we're inside, we choose to watch movies and cuddle. A few minutes after we're settled and watching Saw, I decide to speak up.
"Frankie, I'm still sorry about earlier, I really am," He tenses up, and I can tell he's been thinking about it.
"No, please don't be... I'm the one who's sorry. I love you so much, and I just want you to remember that 'she' is nothing to me, now. You're who I care about, not her. But... I did want to ask you, if you're okay with it, how long have you done... um... that?" I don't understand what he means at first, then I remember how I reacted.
"A few years, I guess. I'd been doing rather well with forgetting about it, but after what I saw... I guess I thought it was the only way for me to be okay with it." I see a tear run down Frank's cheek, and he looks hurt.
"But... why? You do know that solves nothing? I mean, it may seem like it does, but it makes everything worse! Gerard, you're so beautiful, and so damn perfect to me. Seeing you get hurt makes my entire world feel like it's burned down. I love you, Gee," He's sobbing now, and has his head in his hands. I hug him, and kiss his hair, sorry about my actions.
"I won't do it again, Frankie... Just for you. Either way, I'm happy with you! I love you too," He hugs back now, and we sit in silence, aside from Frank's occasional sniffles. He means everything to me, and if doing this will make him happy, then challenge accepted.
"How about we go to sleep?" I ruffle Frank's hair, and he nods. We strip down to boxers, and lay down. I snuggle up to his chest and close my eyes, focusing on his breathing, which has slowed down.
"I love you, Frank," I kiss his neck, and start to drift to sleep.
"I love you too, Gee. Sweet dreams,"
We both fall asleep shortly after.
Notes
Sorry for the short chapter guys! Some guests came over unexpectedly, so no time to write until now.
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I'm the author of this story- I lost my account after stupidly deleting my Tumblr which is connected to this specific account that I wrote the story on. I finally decided to get my act together and start the sequel today, March 15th, 2016. Please forgive me for my terribly late start on this. Nothing is posted but hopefully will be soon. Glad to be back everyone :)
3/15/16