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No Coffee For Gee ~ Discontinued!

15

"Huh!.." The voice from the doorway made them both jump in shock ".. When I said that he needs you.." Donna said, with amusement in her tone ".. This isn't quite what I meant!"
Well.. Fuck!...

Frankie felt Gee tremble and curl in on himself, his face hiding in the pillows and his hands covering his head.
Wiping his sticky hand on his own jeans, Frankie tightened his arms around Gee and turned his head to speak to Gee's mum "Donna. Would you give us a few minutes please?"
Donna chuckled slightly "To clean up?.. Sure!" Then she slipped back out the door.
Frankie returned his attention to the softly sobbing boy in his arms "Oh, shh Gee!.. Come on, don't cry.." He gently rolled Gee toward him ".. It's ok baby.. Your mum's fine with it!"
Gee buried his face into Frankie's chest, clinging to his shirt. He was terrified! "D..don't l..leave me F..Frankie"
Frankie gasped "Baby?.. Baby, why would I ever leave you?.. I LOVE you!"
Gee raised his head to look in Frankie's warm hazel eyes "Cos I'm.. ME!.." He hiccuped slightly ".. Cos I'm ugly and fat and stupid and"
Frankie cut him off by slamming his lips to Gee's. After a second or two, he pulled back, just a little "Shut up Gee!.." He snapped slightly. Gee's eyes widened as tears sprung forth. Frankie continued, in a softer tone, his hand moving to stroke Gee's wet cheek ".. You're not ANY of those things Gee!.. You are the most beautiful human being I've ever laid my eyes on!.. You are in NO way.. FAT.." Frankie spat the word, running his hand up Gee's side, making him shiver ".. And you're a HELL of a lot smarter than me.. So stop!.. Ok?.. This is Mikey talking, not you!"
Gee sniffled, his lip wobbling "But he..he's RIGHT!.." Gee cried, digging his face into Frankie's neck, muffling his voice as he continued, weakly ".. I'm w..worthless.. That's why I.." He broke off into heavy sobs.
Frankie's heart cracked "Baby NO!.. I love you SO much.. Please.. PLEASE don't believe him.. I n..need you baby.. Please"
Gee whimpered, pitifully "But why?.. You got what you want, right?.. Why are you s..still h..here?"
Frankie couldn't believe what he was hearing "GEE!.." He grabbed Gee's chin and lifted it up so their eyes met. Gee's were red and frightened ".. Gee.." He shook his head, as if clearing an upsetting thought ".. Oh God!.." He squeezed his eyes shut, tears streaming down his face, then opened them again ".. How can you think that?.. After all we've been through together.." Frankie turned his face away ".. How can you think I'd ever hurt you like that?.." His voice, little more than a whisper ".. I'd NEVER do that Gee!.. You're too important to me!.. I never wanted this to be a one-time thing.." He looked back into Gee's lost eyes ".. NEVER!"
"But.." Gee swallowed, hard. He looked so broken ".. I'm nothing!.. You don't want me"
Frankie was starting to get angry now "LISTEN to me Gerard.." He never called him that unless it was REALLY serious. Gee gasped, his entire body shaking ".. You listening?.." Gee sniffed, and nodded, pathetically ".. Good!.. Cos I'm not gonna repeat myself, so you better be.." Gee chewed his bottom lip to stop it wobbling ".. You.. Are.. EVERYTHING to me!!.. When I thought I'd lost you.." Frankie sobbed ".. If you'd died Gee.. I would've too!.. You said 'Don't leave me'.. Well I'm saying it back to YOU!.. If you love me even a little.." Gee nodded, furiously. Frankie smiled through his tears ".. Then you'll stay.. PLEASE.. Please, baby.. STAY?"
Gee was full-on crying now. Great, heavy sobs as tears and snot covered his scrunched up face "F..Frank..ie.. I'm SO s..sorry.." He clung onto Frankie's shirt, soaking the front of it as Frankie wrapped him in the biggest hug that the small boy could manage ".. Please f..forgive m..me?"
Frankie hated that the boy he loved was so destroyed by that little shit of a brother. He vowed to himself that he'd make Mikey pay for what he'd done. He ALSO vowed to do whatever it took to get Gee to accept that he wasn't worthless, or any of those OTHER things he'd called himself "Of COURSE I forgive you baby!.. Do you forgive me?"
Gee was at a loss. He sniffed and lifted wet eyes to lock with Frankie's "For what?"
Frankie closed the tiny gap between his lips and Gee's. The kiss was soft and careful.. the last thing he wanted was to frighten him "For not saving you from Mikey that day.." Frankie murmured, eyes cast downward ".. If I'd fought harder"
Gee shook his head decisively "No Frankie!.. Bob grabbed you, and we both know how strong he is.. There was nothing more you could've done!"
Frankie pulled Gee's face into the crook of his neck, and pressed his lips to Gee's long black hair "I love you Gee.. Don't ever doubt that.." Gee yawned against Frankie's throat. Frankie giggled ".. You're tired baby!.. Get some sleep!.. I'll be right here when you wake up.. I promise!"
Gee yawned again, and closed his eyes "I love you too, Frankie.." He slurred slightly ".. Forever!"
Frankie held him close and tight. He'd never let him go now "Forever!" Frankie breathed, but Gee was already asleep...







Notes

Hi there chipmunks.. How you doing?..

That was just so Emo!!.. Lol

Please comment, stay safe, and peace out babies!
<3

Comments

@Emo Trinity Trash
If that's to the bit I think it is...things get better. This is an unfinished fic that probably won't be finished btw, but there is an alternate version that IS finished.
thanks for reading and commenting.
xx

GERARD NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

GERARD NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Cuties!

Pinchetta Pinchetta
11/25/15

Cuties!

Pinchetta Pinchetta
11/25/15