Never Gonna Make It

The lights went out in my brain. My final thought: this is it. My world is ending. Gerard Way, that chubby little screw up faggot, is finally going to leave this world. I couldn't help but wonder how many guys would be celebrating tonight. This is what they wanted anyway: Me dead.

I sucked in another breath but my lungs filled with water and my consciousness left me completely. I tripped and fell into a swimming pool. Now I will drown. Great. If only I knew how to swim..

***

"Gerard you idiot!" a voice called from above me. Do they say such insults in heaven? Dang..

"Open your fucking eyes!" My eyelids lifted and I saw a fro. A fluffy brown fro. The fro of life. I reached up and touched the beautiful strands with my dripping fingertips and let it a big sigh.

"You are fuckin stupid." Ray announced, giving me a pat on the head and standing up. He reached his arm out to me and I took it, slowly raising myself up while sputtering out water. "I can't swim.." I said, glaring at the water that nearly killed me. "Well you need to take lessons! And not drown yourself. Damn Gerard, this could've been fatal! You are a fucking idiot!"

"Ya ya I know. Get me some super hot swim teacher and I'll learn how," I stated, winking. "Until then, don't let me anywhere near water and I'll be just fine!"

"There's a pool at the school! You can't just ditch."

"I do what I want!" I snapped.

"Ugh, Gerard! Well I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow," he said while waving goodbye and marched off towards his house. I headed to my own, hair dripping and clothes thoroughly soaked in the chilly November weather.

On the way, if course I had to encounter a gang of jocks who managed to trip me and send me sprawling onto the concrete. Bloody nosed, soaking wet, and freezing cold, i walked the few blocks to my house and contemplated my failures in life. It was only a month since my arrival at Belleville Private School and I had managed to nearly down in the school's pool, murder my GPA, and become enemies with the biggest guys that go there. Isn't life wonderful?

Notes

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