Party Poison

Frank/Ghoul's P.O.V

I hug Gerard to my chest. Stroking his back, soothingly. He nuzzles his face into my neck. He starts to gently bite and suck on my flesh. His hands roam down my back to cup my ass. I groan as he grinds into me. I can feel how hard he is. I'm getting hard myself but I move him away by his shoulders and look into his shocked face.
"I want this more than you know." I tell him. "But it doesn't feel right here. Even though she was buried and the blood has been cleaned. I can still see your Mum there. Plus I really need to talk to you. So we should go to my room. Okay?"
He smiled and took my hand, leading me around where his Mum died?...redied? and led me to my room. Once inside he locked the door and led me to the bed. He sat down and watched me as I sat beside him. He made no moves to touch me. He just kept hold of my hand and waited.
I smiled then kissed his lips, briefly. "First of all, I'm sorry."
He shook his head. "No, no. It's okay. I understand." He said. "You don't have to apologise to someone like me. Your too good for that. I should apologise to you for being so useless and fat and ugly."
I frowned. "Stop that." I snapped. "You are not fat or ugly or useless." He looked down, his face sad. I lifted his chin so our eyes met. "I love you so much, Gerard." I told him. "You are the most amazing person I've ever met. Just seeing you enter a room makes my heart skip a beat. I just want to hold you in my arms and never let go. I don't see you as Party poison. I see you as Gerard Arthur Way. The guy I fell in love with. The guy I want to spend my life with. Weather that's two days or sixty years. As long as I'm with you, I don't care. Your not fat or ugly. Your like a god. You have the body of one and the face of a angel. Your not useless. You've saved Mikey's life and our lives several times. You taught the guys how to fight, prepared them for exactly the situation we're in now. You saved Bob at the hospital. You brought my Mum back to me. You saved Show Pony and Cherri Cola. You saved all those MB's. Your a fucking hero. That's far from useless. You only feel down right now because I got jealous. Because I didn't trust you to not cheat on me. Because of MY insecurities. I should never of doubted you. I was wrong. I don't want to lose you. I don't think I can cope without you any more. Please don't leave me." I didn't realise I was crying till Gerard wiped the tears away, then kissed me.
"There's nothing to forgive." He said as he rested his forehead against mine. A genuine smile on his face. "I love you, Frank. I don't care about the jealousy. Because I love you. I don't want to lose you too. Because my life would be horrible without you. I can cope with all the scarecrows, black and whites, the draculoids and zombies as long as I have you by my side. I love you, Frank."
I smiled as he pushed my back onto the bed. He straddled me and flashdd me a lop sided wicked smirk. "Enough talking." He said as he removed his t-shirt. "Time for a little fun."
I tried to help remove our clothes, but he wouldn't let me. Instead he stripped us both and straddled me again. We were both naked by then. He started kissing and nibbling a trail from my neck down my body. He stopped at each of my nipples to gently suck them into his mouth and nibble on them, softly. I groaned out in pleasure. Then he move on till he reached my now very painfully rock hard dick. He took it in his mouth and started to bob his head up and down the length. His tongue flickered over my slit making me moan like a whore. Just when I felt like I was close, he stopped. He sucked on a few of his own fingers then slowly inserted one into my hole. I cried out in pain. He gasped then went to pull away, but I stopped him. I grabbed his hand and looked at his worried face as I encouraged him to keep going.
"Don't stop, baby." I said as I ground down on his finger. Pleasure began to take over. "Another one, sweetheart."
He pressed another finger in. Then a third. He began to scissor me, catching my prostate. I moaned with pleasure as I threw my head back and fisted my hands in the sheets."I'm ready, baby." I muttered.
He withdrew his fingers and spit in his hands, using the spit to slick himself up. "Remind me to pick up some lube when we go on a raid." He muttered as he lined himself up. He pushed in slowly. Waiting for me to adjust. I nodded and he began to move, slowly. He hit my prostate first time. I cried out and wrapped my legs around him, encouraging him to go faster. He sped up, hitting my prostate every time. I cried out as I hit my orgasm. Long beads of the sticky white substance landed all over my stomach. Three more thrusts and Gerard came inside me. He collapsed on top of me as we both rode it out. I hugged him to me as he withdrew and laid down beside me.
"That was...amazing." I told him.
He laughed. "Is that the only word you know?"
I grinned. "Okay." I said. "It was awesome. That better?"
"That's better." He agreed, pulling me onto his chest. "Now sleep."
I grinned as I closed my eyes. "Sounds good." I admitted. "I love you, Gerard."
He kissed me on my head. "I love you too, baby."

Notes

Smut fof Sharpest_Lives_B. As promised. Love as always.xxx