Party Poison

Frank/Ghoul's P.O.V

I watched as Desert picked up Party. Party's face was still emotionless. He carried him into Kobras room. Then he laid him on the bed. I stayed just inside the doorway. Every time anyone passed me, they shot daggers at me. I kept my eyes on Party. My sight got slightly blurry as tears formed.
"You've got no right to be near my brother." Kobra snapped as he stared at me. "You did this to him."
I sighed, sadly. "I know." My voice came out raspy. "I have to fix it. I do love him."
Kobra scoffed at me. "Bullshit." He snapped. "If you did you wouldn't have accused him of cheating. You wouldn't have made him think he's not worthy of love...."
"Mum?" Kobra snapped his attention to Party. He was sat up staring into space.
Kobra rushed to sit by his side, putting a arm across his shoulders. "Gerard?"
Party looked at him. "Mum, Dad, Maria, Mark, Grace..dead." He stated. "I killed my own Mum and Dad. I killed Maria." He pulled his knees up to his chest and hugged them. Tears streaming down his face.
Kobra looked at Star. Star sat at the other side of Party. "Mum was already dead." He said, looking at Party with concern.
"So was our mum, Gee." Kobra stated. "And Dad wasn't your fault."
Party looked at Kobra. "Of course it was my fault." He insisted. "Everything's my fault. I'm useless. I'm nothing. I'm...."
Kobra moved infront of him and grabbed his shoulders. "....Amazing." Kobra added. "Our hero. MY hero. My amazing brother. My life. I love you, Gee. You KNOW I do."
Party closed his eyes and shook his head as he put his hands over his ears. "No." He protested. "I'm not worth it. I'm useless. I couldn't even save my own Dad. Or Mum. Or Maria, Mark and Grace. I don't deserve it."
"Mark and Grace were too far away." Kobra stated. "No one knew what was happening. Maria died when the shit hit aswell. No one could have saved her. Mum died of cancer. Even you couldn't have saved her from that." He took in a breath. "As for Dad. He told you to get me out. He knew he wasn't going to make it."
"No." Party shook his head. "I could have saved him too."
"You couldn't have." Kobra insisted. "If you'd have got in to save him, you would have died in the explosion too."
"That would have been better all round." Party stated.
The tears I were holding back over spilled and ran down my face.
"NO." Kobra snapped. "We need you. I NEED YOU. My life isn't worth living without you."
Party looked into Kobras tear stained face.
"Don't leave me, Gee." Kobra said, quietly. "Please don't leave me."
Party launched himself at Kobra. Pulling him into his arms. "I won't." He soothed. "I promise I'll never leave you. NEVER."
I let out a breath I didn't realise I was holding. I have to talk to him. I walk back to my room and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

Notes

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