my emo king

I've always loved being travelling to places ever since I was little.
I used to ride with my bike to secret places in the park and discover little unknown sheds.

Since the Black Parade album came out the band has been busier than ever. It came out about 3 years ago but people still love it so I guess that is a good sign.
We'll be playing 2 more shows and then we're done with the Europe tour. God it has been such an amazing experience!
The band met so many people and we got so many presents.
A lot of people even handed their lasts blades to them, thinking back at it it even makes me cry.

It's 2 am now and I can't sleep, I guess I have been drinking a bit too much coffee or something because I'm wide awake. I decide to get up and make myself some tea, they must have tea in a tour bus right?
When I stand up to walk to our mini kitchen I trip over one of Gerards shoes. Gerards bed is next to mine and we always just put our stuff everywhere on the ground.
I check to see if Gerard woke up, I hope not because he needs his rest since he's been really tired lately. Thank God he's still sleeping, and very loudly, he always snores when he's sleeping.
I keep looking at Gerard sleeping for 10 minutes, it makes me feel happy to see him so peaceful and without worries. I fall asleep while looking at him.


next day


I wake up when I hear someone falling out of their bed (sometimes that happens because the road can be bumpy).
I open my eyes to see who it was and look around. When I look down -I sleep in the highest bed of a double bed- I see some black hair right in front of my bed, I guess Gerard fell this time. Then the bus makes a quick turn and I feel that I'm losing my balance in my bed, and I fall down too, on Gerard.
Fuck fuck fuck Frank get up quickly you're gonna crush Gerard if you lie too long on him.

Gerard: Frank can you get off me, or not, it's your choice. Actually kinda comfortable down here.

Frank: I guess you could say... I top


Gerard POV


Oh my God, I can't believe this, Frank fucking Iero is on top of me and he isn't denying it. This was all I've been dreaming of.
When he stared at me when I fell out of my bed I felt so embarrassed, but now he's here everything is okay.


Gerard: Yes I guess so haha... *blushes*

Frank: Well, I better get going, can't stay here forever on you haha.


And Frank stands up. I feel so sad, I wish I could tell him how much I loved him but I'm way to scared to tell him.
The last 3 years have been horrible.
Ever since I saw Frank playing the guitarsolo at our first concert when The Black Parade just came out, my feelings for him have gotten stronger.
Just the way how he plays the guitar is amazing, he puts his soul in it and don't even get me started on his personality...
He is just the kindest human being ever and he cares so much about others! My only wish is to call him mine.
Not in a 'best friend' way, but in a loving way. Sadly that is never going to happen.
Fuck I'm such a coward.

Notes

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