I love you for you

Gerard's dream

"Frank?" His back was turned to me, but I knew it was him even from this angle. His shortness, the hair his clothes. I'd know him from any angle. he then begin to turn around painfully slowly. Only to reveal that his shirt wasn't a 'shirt' at all. It was a button up type shirt and not one fucking button was buttoned. Revealing his perfectly sculpted chest and all his tattoos that once again they were giving me all of the worst nasty thoughts.

"Hi Gerard." He said while biting his lip. I could feel that my mouth was open slightly.

"Well are you going to just stand there silly or come here?" He was giggling and he sounded like he was slightly drunk on happiness. He made a 'come here' gesture with his finger. Soon my head was cloudy as I got drunk off his giggle and just 'him'! I stopped about a foot in front of him and he begin to pout. He crossed his arms over his chest and stuck his bottom lip out and begin to move his body from side to side.

"No silly! You have to come closer." He stopped moving and let his arms fall to his side.

"I have to tell you a secret, Gerard" his voice made my knees weak and my pants tight. It was so low and seductive. Me being drunk on him and how clouded my head was I mindlessly obeyed. Once I was close enough I could feel his breath on my face. It smelled minty and a little bit chocolatly. he grabbed my shirt collar and moved my head closer untill my ear was next to his mouth and then he bit the string on my mask causing it to snap. Normally I would freak but I was too drunk on him to care. He never let my head move away so he then whispered

"Do you want me Gerard, Hun?"

i nodded a little too eagerly for my taste but he then pushed me back playfully until he could see my exposed face, it felt so different without my mask. I didn't care at the moment.

"You're so beautiful without the mask why do you wear it?" Before I could reply he pulled me into a kiss. It was so sweet and soft. The tase was indescribable. Every emotion that could ever exist and possibly some not known to man I felt. It was so..........divine. That wasn't even close to what it was like but it seemed as close as I could get to describing it. Then as Frank pulled away.........

end of dream

"Gerard time to get up!" my eyes shot open at the sudden outside noise. I groaned and my eyes shot open.

"Okay" silently I muttered curses under my breath. Then I got up and picked up my mask from my bedside table and begin my morning routine.

--------at school--------

i drifted through every every class until I was brought down to earth when PE rolled around. We were playing dodgeball and Framk was a captin. Lucky break? I think so. When it was his turn to pick he picked me and a couple other people neither one of us seemed to know. I nodded as I walked by to thank him. I sure was glad I wasn't picked last. After we all were back to the locker room I sure was disappointed that we hadn't uttered one single word to each other. When I was done getting dressed I walked over to the mirror to make sure my mask was placed properly on my face. When I was done I seen frank in the mirror standing shirtless with only black skinniest on. I could feel my face heat up and I rushed out of there. I didn't feel all that hot (even though I wasn't hot anyway) I decided to skip my next couple classes till lunch. When lunch rolled around I wanted to tell mikey so bad what had happened but frank sat only a couple seats down glancing every so often. I scribbled down a note saying I'd tell him everything after school. A little dramatic I know but I couldn't help it. Mikey told me that he was getting a crush on some girl named Alice and I was very happy for him. I've never heard if her before but I pretended like I did anyway glancing at frank every so often. We shared glances every so often he giggled and turned away. Mikey looked at me knowingly when I stared at frank too long and I smiled sheepishly. Mouthing a sorry then he walked with me untill I got to my class and he departed and continued to his. Every class was boring and I zoned out as usualand sketched a bit somehow I ending up drawing very pop arty hearts. The teacher yelled at me for zoning out but I didn't care I was happy that school was over and rushed outside to mikey who was waiting for me per usual.

"So how was your day?" He asked and I could see the sneaky sparkle in his eye.

"Well uh I've kinda devolved a crush on this Frank and I seen him shirtless in the locker room. Also he picked me to be on his team first when we played kick ball" I gasped for breath because the whole story came out on one breath. Mikey was giggling and practically fangirling because I finally had a crush even though it was a dude he was super supportive anyway "so that was the dude huh?!?" He continued fangirling until I heard someone clear there throat behind us. When I turned around I stared in horror who was behind us and had possibly heard everything.

Notes

haha kittens i'm working on it anyways have a wonderful day and remember to smile and comment