Gerard's POV

I slowly dragged my legs over the side of my bed and sat there for a moment touching my face. God it was so ugly. Groaning I rubbed my face one last time and stood up, grabbing my mask in the process. It wasn't the best looking thing, but I believed it was better than my original facial structure. I wasn't going to put it on right now I was going to put it on in the bathroom so I could brush my teeth, shower, etc first.

-------------shower time-------------

when I stepped out I got a full view of me in the mirror. My pale chest and a towl hung a little to loosely on my pale hips to match my chest. Then my face. God I thought, touching my face how come I couldn't be like one of the good looking people? Everything else I could live with expect for my face! After I had dried my hair I fixed it then put on my mask. It was like a masquerade type mask and it matched my red hair perfectly. It was yellow. A color I thought would look unappealing but looked surprisingly good. Once I was content with my reflection I got dressed in black skinny jeans and a gray shirt with a blue jacket that said party poison. I know it sounded tacky but it looked so good. Smiling in my full body mirror I slung my backpack over my shoulder and went down stairs to join mikey at breakfast.

"Hey gee"

"hey mikes how'd you sleep?"

He'd been having night terrors about me dying lately so I let him sleep with one of my shirts, he said my scent calmed him.

"Good" he said perking up "your shirt really helps" he finished making a gesture at the batman shirt he was wearing. "How bout you?"

"Pretty good thanks for asking mikes" he smiled and shoved some more oatmeal in his mouth.

"You all excited for the first day back mikes?" I loved talking to him but I just wished we'd have some classes together.

"Eh probably as excited as I can be" chucking he shot the question back at me.

"Yeah I just hate how people try taking my mask" I placed my hands on the edge of my mask for effect.

"I know gee I just don't understand why you wear it I think you're absolutely perfect without it. "

I smiled sadly and told him what I'd always tell him whenever he questioned my mask.

"I think I look better with it and someday I'll accept me for me but until then I'm going to wear it. Besides I like the feeling of Halloween everyday anyway"

he laughed and checked The time.

"Come on gee we're gonna be late if we don't get a move on"

"okay"

he he placed his bowl in the sink grabbed his backpack and we left for school.

Notes

Hi kittens this is the same author that was writing the other i love you for you but my account messed up and i can not get on it now so i'm going to continue it on this account :D so anyway have a wonderful day kittens and remember to smile