I love you for you

Okay hello kittens. Let me start off by saying i am so sorry to disappoint you guys and making you think this is a chapter. I know i haven't updated for a long time and for that i sincerely apologize. This past month has been incredibly hard and stressful. Everything is so stressful now a days. It's so hard and all night i've been fighting back tears and i know it's pathetic to whine about it on the internet but i figured after twenty-six days you guys deserve to know what's been going on.

I'm so fragile for starters and i care too deeply about everything and I just feel so bad all the time and i wish I could feel better because i know i have things in my life to smile about and to feel good about but it's just gotten so hard.

Please forgive me.

But i just want you kittens to know that if you ever feel like your life is caving in. It gets better something's going to happen or someone is going to come along and make you glad that you didn't give up. I want you all to remember to smile even if it hurts and it's okay to cry because it makes you human. I just don't want any of you beautiful kittens to feel as bad as i do.

Listen to me (as i cry myself) to what i'm saying and remember this you deserve better always remember you do deserve the air you breathe and you deserve to occupy space because you're all you and no one else is.

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