Mirror, lie to me, tell me you can see,
Maybe you won't be able to recognize me now,
I know you can feel all the things you steal,
And you're taking and you're taking it,
-Marianas Trench [Skin And Bones-Fix Me]

I ran out of the restaurant. I just ran. I didn't know where I was going or where I'd run to but turns out I managed to run right into an alleyway. Darkness is what I needed at the moment. Darkness is what I wanted. I pushed myself against the wall and wrapped my arms around myself. Fuck- I needed blood. I wanted blood. I haven't had it in so long, and I craved it. Especially Franks. I couldn't do that to him though, but I really wanted to. His blood was like no other. It was so sweet, so soothing, and yet, one drop stopped every craving. Was he lying about allowing me to drink some if it meant me living, and being stable? Fuck it. I'd need to find someone to drink from. What if I couldn't stop myself from draining Frank dry?
All I heard was a rustle of something come from the alley, and so I slipped further into the shadows. Everything seemed distant but that. Just the noise of rustling.

"Gerard?" A faint voice called. I couldn't quite place the voice. It had to be Frank though. He was looking for me, wasn't he? He had to be done paying, right? I shook my head, all my senses overstimulated, all going fucking crazy. I had no heart rate, but I knew that if I did, it would be going crazy.
I probably looked frantic, and hell, to be honest, I was, I am. I wrapped my arms around myself and counted to three. I promised I wouldn't do this. I promised to Frank, to Mikey, fucking hell, even to myself that I wouldn't do this. Not after Lyn-z.

"Gerard?" The voice called again, getting closer. 'Frank, don't. Leave. Go. Run away as fast as you can.'It's no use. It's not like he can hear me, or read my mind, nor do I posses telepathic abilities. I wished it was all simple. "Gee, are you there?" For a brief second the nickname calmed me down and nearly stopped all my desires for a sweet crimson liquid. "Gee, please?" Everything went fuzzy and I registered nothing, not who the voice belonged to, I didn't register anything. All i remember is coming out of the shadows and pouncing on the person, pinning them hard against the wall and biting into their neck. I didn't register any sound made, all I registered was that the blood was sweet and that a small amount satisfied me, but it didn't stop me from sucking out more of the crimson liquid. Only when I forced myself to pull away did I realize who it was and what I have done.
I looked over the body and started to tear up. It was all my fault. I couldn't believe I just did that to Frank. Beautiful Frank who I love. Frank who saved me and my brother from a poison home. Frank who showed me love. Frank who didn't call me a freak or a monster. Frank who loves me as much as I love him. I was going to hell.

Notes

WHoa. So this should be the last chapter but I'm going to write you an epilogue because I can't leave it here. I might make like a side story thing that takes place within this one? It would be called Fix Me - B-sides.

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