He burns my skin, but you might get another look in, if I don't die tonight

Frank's POV
"RUN!!" A voice bellowed, and was soon followed by a loud bang. I cried out as I was flung through the air by the force of the explosion, landing with a bone shaking thud on the slippery earth. I gasped, trying to breathe as a searing pain ripped through me, causing me to writhe and scream on the ground. I felt hot liquid seeping through my uniform and I sobbed as one thought filled my mind. I was dying. And I never told Gerard how I felt towards him.
"Frank!"
I could hear them calling me - I must have blacked out because it was morning now - I could see the smouldering remains of my platoon's temporary shelter.
"Frank! Where are you! Frank!"
It was Gerard. And Mikey too, and Ray. I could hear them all, desperately calling out my name. But for some reason I couldn't call back.
Then I heard Mikey's voice.
"He's gone, Gee"
No.
"Frankie!" Gerard screamed, and I tried to speak but I couldn't move. Then I heard running footsteps, and Gerard was there beside me.
"Frankie", he whispered, caressing my face, his fingers coming back stained in blood.
"G-gee", I croaked, finally finding my voice. Gerard looked at me sadly.
"You're not gonna make it, Frank", he said.
He didn't even seem upset. But I had to tell him. He had to know.
"G-gee, pl-ease I - I have to - tell you someth-ing"
He smiled, holding me in his arms as I cried.
"I - l-love y-you Ge-e"
His smile vanished. His eyes turned cold, dark and murderous.
"No you don't", he said coldly. I cried harder.
"G-gee, wh-at? I d-do!" I whimpered.
He jumped to his feet, shoving me to the blood-stained floor.
"No you don't you freak!" He screamed, and I watched in horror as he changed. He seemed to grow - he was ten feet tall - hovering over me like an angry bee, cloaked in the darkness of rage and fear.
"I HATE YOU!" He roared. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?"
Then he was gone, and I couldn't move. The world began to spin as the faces of my friends swam before me, twisted in malice, laughing at my pain.
"NOOOO!!!" I shrieked, trying to push them away, but they advanced, their faces blank, armed with bayonets and hand-grenades. Gerard led them, and then he stood over me, with a burning torch.
"You were never one of us", he said, his voice distant, inhuman.
Then he raised the torch and swung it down, there was a flash of orange in the darkness, the twisted shrieks and cackles of my 'friends' a blurry vision of home and how things used to be - then fire - and laughter - and Gerard's voice - and I was falling -
"NOOOO!!!" I screamed, the military issue blanket I had falling around my waist as I sat up suddenly. I was shaking and sweating, tears pouring down my face as my stomach lurched.
I began to cry, shaking even harder as I tried to calm down.
It was a dream. Just a dream.
Then I heard a voice.
"Frankie?" A sleepy looking Gerard mumbled, sitting up beside me. I yelped, cowering away from him and his eyes widened in fear.
"Frankie, what's wrong?" He asked, all traces of sleep forgotten as he scurried into my bed next to me, pulling the blanket over himself without even asking. I smiled slightly despite myself.
It was a dream. Just a dream.
Gerard wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into him and I relaxed, telling myself it was okay. Real Gerard would never do that to me.
"I had a nightmare", I mumbled.
Gerard sighed, pulling me onto his lap and stroking my hair.
"It's okay, Frankie. It's not real. We all have nightmares here, it's what war does to you."
Bet they're not like this though.
Without warning my stomach lurched again, and I gagged, sobbing slightly.
"You okay Frankie?" Gerard asked worriedly.
"Yeah, I'm-" I began, but was cut off by vomit rising in my throat. I fought my way out of Gerard's arms, stumbling to the floor as I threw up. I felt Gerard climb down beside me, gently rubbing my back as I retched and cried.
"Shh Frankie, it's okay", he murmured. "I won't let anything bad happen to you."
I cried a bit, sagging forward as I felt Gerard's strong arms pick me up and lift me back into bed. He positioned me so that I lay with my head on his chest, and I couldn't help but smile as I snuggled into him.
As I was about to fall asleep, I felt Gerard gently press his lips to my head.
"Goodnight Frankie", he murmured, so quietly it was almost in audible. After a second's pause I answered him.
"Goodnight Gee."

Notes

Poor Frankie:(

Another filler chapter coz my iPads playing up soz

i hacked Netflix to make it think I live in America MWAHAHAHAHA now I can actually use it too yay :P
i feel like I miss out on so much -_-
thanks everyone for reading! I really appreciate it :3

title: My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark (Light Em Up) - Fall Out Boy