All I Am *Gerard Way Fanfic*

*_*(DREAM)

A sting met my cheek as his hand hit the side right side of my face. My vision was blurry and I fell on my butt, the side of my head hitting the fridge. I curled up into a ball by the kitchen counter, hoping he wouldn't notice me. And be being the luckiest person in the world he did. He swung his leg and kicked the small of my back. I let a whimper escape my mouth, probably shouldn't have done that. His leg goes back again and hits my head where I hit it earlier. I curl in my ball tighter, unable to stand. He picks me up and throws me over his sholder, walks into the living room and tosses me onto the love seat. My brother should be home in about 15 minutes so I'll live to see another day. But the only thing I can think of is why a fater would do such a thing.

*_*(Dream over)

The nightmare would have continued, but a sharp shake on my sholder made my eyes snap open immediately. I moved my head so I'm facing the person that woke me, hoping it's Shadow. Annnnnnndddddd..... It is!! I sit up and throw my arms around her neck. Tears sting my right eye, to show I'm crying of pain. If it were out of joy I would have started crying from my left eye. But there was nothing joyous about my life, if anything it was terrible. Now is definitely one of those times to silently thank Gerard for kidnapping me. Even though it involved the murder of my best friend and loving secretaries, I still love him for it. No more pain, hurt, loss.

Shadow's arms snaked around my back and I squeezed her tight. The tears leaked out of my eyes and I cried, staining her shirt. "Sh, it's okay. Your okay. You're gonna be fine." she mumbled into my ear. I nodd, my eyes fully adjusted, and we weren't in the van. We were in a small hotel room. Oh, I do believe we weren't in Carolina anymore. Great. Fan-fucKing-tactic. I wanted to wake him up, so badly and demand where we were, but I'm to tired to care right now. I lay my head back down as Shadow sings Light Behind Your Eyes. She sings the whole song softly, trying not to wake Gerard. As the last note rings out I look her in the eye. "You have a wonderfully beautiful voice." I say and let my eyes droop close.

******

The rest of my night was dreamless and I wake up to a post-it on my forehead. Nice one. It reads: Hi Erin, we went out to get breakfast. Hope you like bacon and eggs.

xoG and Shadowxxxx Little doodles of eggs bacon and toast lined the border. Cute. I stand to go and taje a shower when I realize I only have the clothes I wore yesterday. Gross. Whatever, I go to the bathroom and see that there are a pair of black jeans and and a Green Day shirt hanging on the towel bar. Oh, and with another sticky note. New clothes? xoG, it reads. And more doodles of clothing items, of course. I strip off the previous days outfit and step into the tub. I turn the hot water switch all the way and the cold water half way, getting a steam of water that is the perfect temperature. I start to sing Cemetery Drive once I get to the middle of the second chorus I hear humming outside the bathroom. I stop and so does the humming. So I start a different song, just to mess with the hummer. I start singing Homecoming by Green Day and I get to the end of the first part and the humming cuts me off at the words Into the bay. Can't a girl just sing in the shower in peace!?! I cut off the water and step out. It takes me three minutes to properly dry myself off before I step into my new outfit. Oh my Lordy Jesus Christ it fits. I wrap a towel around my head and step out of the bathroom.

I walk out to see Gerard and Shadow in the kitchen making breakfast. They both smile at me and I wave, not entirely awake. I look up at them and then at the stove, which Gerard is at. I see bacon and eggs being cooked over-easy. I point to the bacon pan, "I don't eat meat." I say in a raspy voice. Was not expecting that. I look up at Gerard, again, to see him shaking his head, and ask: "Do you have any eyeliner?" I ask in the most serious tone ever. He laughs and goes to his bed. Beside his table is a plastic bag. He tosses it to me and bows his head a little. I courtesy and he laughs again, I run into the bathroom and pull out the contents of the bag. A stick of black eyeliner, grey eyeshadow, a dark blue hairbrush, purple, green, red and black nail polish, and a pair of headphones. Almost everything, I will ever need in life is right here in this bag, and how I so wish this wasn't true.

I throw on the make-up, take the towel off and run the brush threw my hair until it is knot-free. I decided I'll paint my nails purple after breakfast.

I walk out the bathroom again and walk over to the bed I'd gotten out of. I go to the bedside table to get my glasses but they're not present. I make a sharp turn around and stare at Shadow. She looks back at me, confused. "Glasses?" I ask and she holds her hands up in surrender. Gerard laughs again. What the actual fuck!? What is so funny about losing the things that help you see? "Gerard? What is so funny about that?" I ask venom dripping from my words. If I wasn't me I'd think I was PMSing, only I'm not I just have anger issues.

Gerard groans and walks out the door. I look at Shadow, who looks just as confused as I feel. About four minutes later, Gerard reappears with my glassss in hand. I snatch them out of his hand and look at the lenses. Oh my God, there's a spot on my left lens. I wipe the glasses off on my shirt and put them on. I walk into the kitchen and sit down at the table. Shadow places a plate in front of me that contains eggs and toast. This is when I realize that I'm starving and haven't eaten for almost twenty-four hours. I almost forgot that I had a fork next to me I was so hungry. But I picked my fork and dove into my eggs, hastily shoveling them down my throat. Oh my God, best eggs ever. When I'm about to move to my toast, someone clears their throat. I look up to see both of them staring at me like they've seen a mad-man. "Yes...?" I inquire. Shadow laughs and Gerard still stares at me.

"O my gee. You look like a starving animal. Not in a bad way I swear no offense, but in a way like you haven't eaten in days. When was the last time you put food in your gut child?" Shadow ask. Gerard stares daggers into her, as if asking me wasn't a good idea. I take a bite of my toast and hold up a pointer finger. I chew my food, actually taste it, and realize that there is indeed butter on my toast. When I swallow I proceeded to answer her question.

"They feed me, but sometimes I don't eat, because I just don't wanna. I haven't eaten in over twenty-four hours. So, as you can imagine darling, I'm staved." To prove my point I take a bite of my toast, earning a cackle from Gerard."And you," I point my toast in his direction. "Where in Satan's name are we? I'm so fucking confused as to how you even found me and I want answers. Now." By the end I'm practically yelling, venom dripping from every word. He takes a step closer and lets out a breath upwards. He looks down at the floor and then at Shadow. She stares at him so hard I feel like they're gonna pop, excepting answers as well.

He looks between both of us and puts his hands behind his back. "You two are very special." Shadow and I share a look but immediately look back at Gerard. He continues. "You girls can control the world if you wanted. You've been bullied, pushed around, hurt. You could destroy your enemy's, make them pay for hurting you. Your gifts are pure and unused, I kidnapped you so I could help you learn to use them."He finshes with a smirk.

Shadow scoffs, "You don't think we would have gone with you willingly? You could have told me I was pregnant with your kid and I would have went. Hell you could have just been like 'Come with me' and I would have gone." I laugh because it was probably true. He could have looked at me motioned for me to come to him, and I would have never left his side.

I believe it's my turn to speak. I lean back in my chair and look at the two other people in the room. "Well I would like to start off with a question: What the fuck are you taking? Your high right. I think you need to sleep it off and call this a misunderstanding. Although when you wake up I don't want to go back home. My life wasn't glorious in anyway, shape, or form and I thank you for freeing me from that. Pleasure to meet you, it really is, but my mom told me, once upon a long time ago, not to talk to people who did drugs." I say with a smile. A cocky one, that showed how much I don't care. "But," I say with a ton of emphasis. "If, Mr. Way, you are telling me the complete and honest truth, I'll," I look at Shadow and she nods once. "We'll, do your stupid training shit. I don't know about Shadow but I want proof, understand?" I finish, standing up and walking over to where he is. I expend my hand so we can make this a dealand he takes it in both of his hands raises it to his mouth and kisses my knuckles. Charming lil' shit. He drops my hand and moves over to the room with the beds in it. He clicks on the television and turns it to a lpcal news station. And wouldn't you know, my suspected kidnapping is being aired.

"Authorities are trying there best to locate the killer of 15 year-old Mackenzie Davis, who is also the suspected kidnapper of 15 year-old Erin Black. If you see a Caucasian girl with medium lenth dirty blonde hair, brown eyes and a scar on her right cheek, please contact an sort of authority, as soon as possible. Police say that she is in danger. She is also suspected to be with another girl ny the name of Shadow Fall. If you see either of the girls please call the South Carolina State tip-hotline. Coming up after the weather, the story of missing singer and comic book artist, Gerard Way. Now to John with the weather."

The television goes black as Gerard stands. I'm glad we're still in the state, but we're going to have the hardest time getting out. "Grab your stuff we've got to go." He says as he throws each of us a duffel bag filled with clothes and other stuff.

"Gerard." I mumble, he continues working. He didn't hear me. "Gerard." I say more louder, more harsh. The man looks up at me. "You're so incredibly stupid. We aren't going to be able to leave because they've got the state on Amber Alert. If we try to leave, we'll be stuck at the border by cops. Ugh, you act like you've never kidnapped anyone before. We would have had to have left last night in order to able to roam the country scott-free. And now your going to get arrested and I'm going to get sent home where I'm going to het my ass kicked everyday." I scream. I really don't want to go home. I look up to see both of them staring at me. Well shit, what did I just do.

Shadow slowly raised her hand. "I, uh, I have an idea. If you guys want to hear it...." Me and Gerard exchange a look and look back at her, me nodding my head for her to continue. "Me and Erin could change our appearance and then they wouldn't suspect us. Gerard you'll have to ditch the van and do something with youself as well." She states. My jaw dropps. This plan could be perfect...

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