Its Intoxicating

Were sitting at my dinning room table eating at the breakfast that I made. Its just blueberry and chocolate chip pancakes and I made coffee cause whats a morning without it and Gerard loves it. Its silent as we eat until I spoke.


“So why were you in that alley last night?” I asked before stuffing my face with a pancake.

Gerard sipped carefully from his coffee before speaking. He seemed deep in thought as he was staring hard at his cup of coffee. He set it down next to his finished plate and began explaining himself.

“Well..um...These guys inside the club kept..picking on me when I was dancing...so after I got kicked out...” He paused for a second and cleared his throat before starting again. “They came and they...um called me some stuff and I did the same to them..and I thought I put up a pretty good fight” He smiled to himself at the last thing he said. I giggled a bit at that. Even though I wasnt there I saw the damage. “Yeah so thats what happened to me.”

It went back to silence for a bit. Gerard cleared his throat again before asking me something.


“How about I take you out to lunch later..My treat of course.” He said smirkingly at me.

“That would be nice.” I got up from the table taking our dishes and walking them to the kitchen sink. I started rinsing the dishes off and loading them in the dishwasher.

“You know...I think your the type thats hard to get...You play games...” Gerard said sipping on his coffee. I wasnt looking at him just listening as I loaded the dishwasher. Lets just see what else he says.

“Yeah? You think so?” I said rinsing my mug out.

“Yeah..First you push them away, then you open up a bit letting your prey in, but then you repeat the cycle until your sure they are ready...” By the time he finished his sentence he was already leaning up against the sink looking at me. I kept my head down as I listened some more.

“And I think Im ready for you..Frank...We already went through the cycle...” He said carefully placing his mug in the sink. I finished the dishwasher and closed it back up and turned to sit on the counter.

I looked him in his eyes and started. “You have an interesting idea of me and how I go about relationships...I must say...Your good..But Im just not....Im not..” I turned away and stared at the floor, my feet dangling above it. I soon felt a hand on my face raising it.

“Your just not what?” He asked me.

“I dont know..”

“If your unsure then I at least get a shot at trying, right?” Gerard asked me. He walked closer to me so he was standing between my legs now.

“Yeah..” I leaned in closer to him.

“Then you wont mind if I kissed you right now.” He leaned in as well. We were so close that if we leaned in any further we actually would be kissing. I nodded my head no.

Gerard leaned in smiling into the kiss. This is the second time Im kissing him and it hasn't even been like a full day. At this point I don't really care anymore. His lips are so amazing on mine, nice and smooth tasting like coffee and mint. How do I let this happen? Hes just such a kiss up and thats one thing a hate but love about him. He soon pulled away, my eyes were still closed and I want more. I heard him chuckle and I opened my eyes. I grabbed the back of his neck with one hand and cupped his face with my other bringing him back into a kiss. This time the kiss lasted longer and it soon turned into a full on make out session.

I felt his hands resting on my lower back and thigh pulling me closer to him. I moved my hands so they were in his hair pulling softly, forcing a soft moan come from his throat. That was hot. He soon broke the kiss, kissing along my jaw line and down to my neck. Wait! Frank you need to not let this go to far.

I pulled away from him bringing his face up to mine. His eyes looked so full of lust and confusion. I cant have this. At least not now.

“And why not? Frankie, I want you.” Gerard said. I guess I said that last part out loud.

“Well doesn't my consent matter to you? And because Im not ready.”

I felt him move his hands off of me. He checked the time on the oven clock and looked back at me. Gerard rubbed the back of his neck with his head down. He looked pretty deep in thought.

“Your right..Im sorry...Do you just wanna start heading out? Its getting close to 12.”

I hopped off the countertop and went to my room with Gerard in tow. I better get some clothes for this kid. I went to my closet and pulled out a white t-shirt that was to big for me and a pair of grey sweats and handed them to Gerard. We both changed in the room, I threw on my black skinny jeans and black misfits t-shirt on.

“Do you need a tooth brush?” I asked him as I started walking to the bathroom. He followed me close behind.

“Yeah thanks.” I went to the cabinet and grabbed a spare tooth brush and handed it to him. We both started brushing our tooth looking at each other in the mirror and occasionally knocking each other out of the mirror. We slipped on our shoes and soon headed out the door in silence to the car.

“So where are we going for lunch then Gerard?”

Notes

Hey guys! Its been a while. Just thought Id give you this long chapter.

P.S I updated my other story Living in the Light if you read that. If you do check it out it has (I think) 44 chapters, its about the supernatural and how Gerard isnt supposed to love a human a.k.a Frank. If your into that stuff I have that story for you to check out.