The big move (frerard)

Frank was still for a few seconds, not knowing what to do. Sure, he'd kissed Jamia when they were together, but this was different. This was a guy, it was Gerard. The fact that the feeling of Gerard's lips pressed hard against his was the best thing he'd ever felt scared him shitless. Gerard grunted, pulling Frank closer. Frank then fell into the kiss, tangling his hands into Gerard's fiery red hair. The kiss lasted a few more seconds and then they pulled apart, needing to breath.
"Whoa." Frank mumbled, his cheeks heating up instantly. Gerard chuckeld, running a hand through his now messy hair.
"Was that... Was that okay?" Frank asked nervously, looking at Gerard with wide innocent eyes. Gerard smiled, taking Franks hand and playing with his fingers.
"It was great, Frankie." He answered, and Frank blushed more, if that was possible at this point. But then Frank was pulling away from Gerard, a panicked look on his face. Gerard frowned, sitting up straighter.
"Frank?" He asked curiously. The younger boy sighed, looking anywhere but at Gerard. If he looked at Gerard he got a weird fluttery feeling in his stomach and that couldn't happen.
"I-I'm not gay.. I can't be." Frank whimpred softly. All he could think about was his family, how they would react. And then there's the kids at school, and even though he hardly give a fuck about what they though he knew he'd get shit for it.

Gerard sighed, not knowing how to reply to Frank. It was obvious he was upset, scared even. And that didn't sit right with Gerard, not at all.
"I-I think I need some time, to think. We just met and now this happened and.." Frank said, drifting off towards the end. Gerard nodded, understanding what Frank meant. It was true, this was only the second time meeting each other and they already kissed. Gerard also understood that Frank was confused and questioning his sexuality. This was something Gerard went through a few years prior, and it was the most difficult thing he'd had to deal with. He was lucky that his parents and Mikey accepted him. Although the Ieros seemed nice he didn't know how they would react, but he did know that he would be there for Frank no matter what.
"Okay Frankie," Gerard started, looking Frank in the eyes.
"Just know you can talk to me about this, about anything." He finished softly and Frank gave him a small smile.
"Thanks Gee."

It was a few days later, when Frank was tossing and turning in bed, that he heard knocking at his window. He groaned, getting up and stumbling around the dark room to turn the light on. He gasped when he saw Gerard at his window, swaying back and forth, with wide eyes and a huge smile on his face.
"F-Frankie! Let me inn!" Gerard giggled, his words slurring together. Frank frowned and crawled onto his bed, opening the window completely and pulling the screen out. Gerard clumsily climbed through, falling and landing on top of Frank. He burst out laughing, resting his head on Franks shoulder.
"Frankie!" He said happily, pressing a sloppy kiss on Franks exposed shoulder. He regretted sleeping in his boxers now, that's for sure. Frank lightly pushed Gerard off of him, and closed his window back up.
"C'mere." Gerard whined, pulling Frank back down so they were laying next to each other. Frank chuckled, rolling his eyes a bit.
"Your wasted, Gerard. Why'd you come here?" Frank asked, raising an eyebrow at the man next to him. Gerard let out a loud sigh, rolling onto his stomach.
"T-The dooors were locked." He said, a pout on his thin lips. Frank nodded, at least he came there and wasn't running about outside.
"I'll be right back Gee, stay here." Frank said seriously, looking pointedly at Gerard. He giggled, saluting Frank as he walked upstairs.

Frank came back downstairs with Advil and a glass of water, giving them to Gerard who took the pills easily.
"Thanks Frankie." Gerard giggled, laying on his side. Frank gave him a small smile, taking the glass and setting it on a side table.
"You can sleep on the bed, I'll take the floor." Frank said, going to grab a pillow and blanket. Gerard rolled onto his back, pouting up at Frank. Frank bit his lip, looking down at Gerard with a raised eyebrow.
"Lay with me." Gerard pleaded, patting the spot next to him. Frank looked at him wearily, unsure if he should or not. This didn't really help the whole 'I need time' thing. But with the way Gerard was looking at him, all wide eyed and pouted lips, he couldn't help but to sigh, turning the light off and crawilng into his bed.

"Ah fuck." Gerard groaned, his head pounding and stomach churning uncomfortably. He would have sat up, if it weren't for the small figure curled up on top of him.
"How the hell." He muttered, reaching up and playing with a strand of Franks hair. Frank's eyes opened slowly and he blushed a little when he saw Gerard. This of course made Gerard laugh lightly, and he twisted the strand of hair he'd been playing with around his finger.
"Mornin' " Frank mumbled, resting his chin on Gerards chest, looking up at him. Gerard gave Frank a small smile, sighing when the pounding in his head got worse. Frank rolled off Gerard, reaching for the cup of water and pills that were on his bedside table. He handed them to Gerard and he took them, thanking Frank afterwards. Then he smiled shyly at Frank, pushing his hair out of his face.

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