The sun is shining brightly on our faces. We're walking in the park on first ave, the one with all the cherry trees. This is our park. I say something unaudible to Frankie, and he shoves me, laughing, I squel, and pull him down with me. He lay with his head on my stomach, and we just watch the sun set.
" I love you Bree." he wispers softly.
" I love you too pumpkin." I look down and see tears in his eyes.
"baby, what's wrong?' I want to help him, but i know i cant.
"I'm sorry Bree, but i- just- i don't really love you. I'm sorry." He gets up and walks away.
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Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep. i jump out of bed, thankful that it's just a dream. and them i remember. I groan and get up, not allowing my self to remember. I go over to my closet, tripping over my red sweat pants. Hmm... I chose really tight black skinny jeans and a fitting bloodred top. I straighten my hair, but i curl the red streak. Frank loved it like that. No, don't think about him. I put on my make up and walk out the door. When i get to school, I'm late. I get to science just in time to see Ms. Cheney introduce the Way brothers.Gerard, the one with red hair, goes over and sits next to john, giving me a evil smile. shit shit fuck shit shit. john is one of the few that live to make my life miserable. I look foward and catch the other brothers name. Micheal, mikey for short. He plays the bass. And thats all he says. he goes toward his brother, and i get a bad feeling, but he turns around and sits next to me! I look at him as he sits down.
"Is uh, is this seat uh, taken?" He looks very shy. I shake my head no in responce, and get a good look at him. He's cute. Stop, i tell my self, you don't want to be left again. He smiles and i blush relizing i didn't hear him.
"i'm sorry what?'
"I said im mikey. And you are....?' Oh,okay.
" im uh. bridget. " He looks truely interesteed.
"Cool. Can i, uh- call you Bree?"
"No. i'm sorry. just- no. " I tear up. God, i am such a baby sometimes. No wonder Frank left me.
"No problem Sorry i uhh made you cry..." He's cut off with a note landing on my desk.
I see you've found another freak to scare off.
Be careful, you don't want him to leave you like frankie
And don't get to attached, bree, because you know what i can do
Besides no one wants a cutting emo freak like you,
so go back to whatever hell you came from.
Wow. John was nice than usal. I notice a prensense. Shit. Mikey is reading the note, I ball it up quickly, but he grabs it and reads it, out of my reach. I'm shorter than him, so this is easy.
"Who the fuck was frank? And why is my brother sitting with this John freak? And why do you cut?" He looks like he cares, but i know he doesn't. In responce to his quesion, i grab my stuff and run out of the class room. I then slump down in the hall, crying, when i notice someone sitting next to me. It's mikey.
"WHy-why are y-y-you being s-s-so nice to-o-o- m-e-e?" I can barely get to words out. His kindness reminds me of frank, and it hurts.
"Shh. Lets go out ot my car. '
Him carrying me out to his car is the last thing i remember, me wispering franks name over and over.

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