Return To Me, My Love

Three weeks after Frank leaves for tour again he finally gets three days off in a row and I go to the airport to pick him up, excitement making me unable to sit still but half an hour before his flight is due to land an announcement comes over to say the plane had to make an unexpected stop as a safety precaution and will now be delayed by an additional two hours. I feel my heart sink as I reach into my pocket for my phone and when I look at the screen I see three missed calls from Frank, the noise of the airport having drowned out the sound of my phone and when I try to call him back it goes straight to voicemail. I let out a soft sigh as I get up and decide to go for a walk around the airport while I wait, checking out a few stores before stopping to get coffee and as I'm waiting in line I hear my name being called, my head turning to see two young girls standing beside me. "Hi" I greet them, feeling a little uncomfortable but they smile wide at me as one says "Is it true you and Frank are back together?" I hesitate, wondering how they would know and as I go to open my mouth the other girl says "He was talking about you at the show the other night." "Oh, uh yeah we're together" I tell them, watching as they jump a little in excitement and after I get my coffee they come back over and ask if they could get a picture with me. "Really?" I ask, looking at both of them before saying "I'm not anyone worth taking a picture with." "You are, we'd really like it but it's ok if you don't want to" one of them tells me and I smile as I agree, letting them step in either side of me and one girl holds her phone out and takes the picture. "Thank you" she tells me before trying to hug me and I awkwardly hug her back before the other girl steps over and I do the same for her before saying goodbye and walking out of the coffee shop.

After I make my way back over to the waiting area where I know Frank will come out I find a seat and make myself comfortable, sipping at my coffee as I scroll through my phone, rereading text conversations from the last three weeks and I find myself smiling so much my cheeks hurt, the feeling I used to get with Frank at the very beginning of our relationship coming back and I realise I haven't been this truly happy in a long time. I'm broken from my thoughts a little while later by an announcement coming over saying the plane is now landing and when I see the first person coming down the hallway I stand up, bouncing on the balls of my feet as I wait for Frank, his face pulled into a wide smile to match mine when he rounds the corner a few seconds later and I run to him, his pace quickening as he rushes towards me too and I jump into his arms, his bag being dropped to the floor as he catches me and we share a deep passionate kiss as I wrap my legs around his waist. "Missed you so fucking much" Frank pants out against my lips when we break apart for air and after another shorter kiss he puts me down and we leave the airport hand in hand, Frank only having a small carry on bag with him.

The next morning I wake up to the smell of bacon and coffee and when I crack my eyes open I see I'm alone in Franks bed, the sounds of him moving around the kitchen reaching my ears and I smile to myself as I reach up and rub the sleep from my eyes, moving my hand up to run through my hair. I roll out of bed and once I'm fully out from under the covers I feel a shiver run through me so I grab a pair of sweatpants and a t shirt and pull them on, making my way out to the kitchen where I find Frank cooking breakfast in the nude, both of us having slept naked last night just to feel the other pressed against us but we didn't do anything more than kiss and it was perfect. I cross the kitchen and wrap my arms around Franks waist, pressing against his back as I lean in and press a kiss to the side of his neck before saying "Morning, you want some help?" Frank turns his head to the side and presses his lips to mine before saying "No baby, I wanted to make you breakfast and it's almost done so you just go take a seat and be beautiful and I'll be right there." I feel my cheeks flush as I cross the room to sit at the table, cups already there for coffee and a minute later Frank comes over with two plates of food, leaving again for the coffee pot and once it's all on the table he leans down to kiss the top of my head before leaving the room, coming back dressed the same as me and after he's joined me at the table we start to eat, the food tasting perfect and by the end of the meal our feet are tangled together under the table as we playfully rub them together.

"So baby I made us a therapy appointment for this morning" Frank tells me after we've eaten and I stare at him surprised, knowing we said we would go again but not having discussed it since then and I wasn't sure if we still would. "You still want to right?" He asks, taking in the look on my face and I nod before saying "Yeah I just wasn't sure if...." "I think it's important for us to keep going" Frank tells me and I find myself smiling again as I nod in agreement, happy with how committed he seems to be to this. After we clear the table we head into the bedroom and get dressed, a bag of my clothes here now and when we're ready Frank takes my hand and we leave the apartment, getting in a cab and heading downtown to the therapists office. The session passes in what seems like no time at all, Frank and I discussing how we met and the start of our relationship and the first time we ran into trouble with Frank cheating and when we leave the office things feel a little awkward between us. "You know I'm sorry about all that and wish I could take it back right?" Frank asks me as we step out onto the street and I nod, reaching down to slip my hand into his and he smiles before leaning in to peck my cheek. "I love you" he tells me and I smile and say it back as we start walking down the street, planning on going to get coffee before we go back to the apartment.

The next two days pass way too quickly for my liking, Frank and I spending the whole time at his apartment, ordering in takeout and dividing our time between watching movies and cuddling in bed. It's the night before Frank has to fly back out again and we are laying in his bed sharing heated kisses, both our shirts on the floor and as Frank shifts ontop of me his boxer covered erection grazes against mine and I gasp softly, wanting him so bad but knowing we are holding back for a good reason. "Frank" I pant out, his lips pulling back from where they were planting soft kisses down my neck and when he's looking down into my eyes again he says "I don't know how many times I can resist anymore, you're making me so fucking hard all the time and my balls are starting to ache." I let out a small giggle and when Frank starts to chuckle too I lose it, laughing even more and Frank rolls off me to collapse onto the mattress beside me and I roll to face him as I keep laughing. "It can't just be me" he says after he regains control of himself and I giggle again before saying "It's not, but I think you were right and in the past we've used sex to cover over problems we should have been dealing with. I don't want sex to be the only positive anymore, I want it to be a really great bonus ontop of a happy relationship." "I agree with it being a great bonus because holy shit babe, I know you haven't fucked you or anything but trust me, it's the greatest experience in the world...." Frank trails off as I start to laugh again, my cheeks turning bright red as I hide my face in my hands and after a few seconds his hands come up to grab my wrists, pulling my hands away from my face. "But I more agree with the relationship thing and the reasons why we're waiting, so I'm just gonna go jerk off in the shower before my balls explode and I will be right back" he continues and as he shifts away to climb off the bed I reach out and wrap my hand around his wrist. "Or, you could stay here" I offer, my other hand sliding down to palm over my own throbbing dick and Frank nods, sliding back up the bed to settle beside me again and as he gets comfortable I slide up to settle back against the headboard as I tug my boxers down, freeing my erection and I groan at the feeling, the flesh pulsing and throbbing as I reach down to wrap my fist around it. It doesn't take long for Frank to get into it too and we lay side by side jerking off, our eyes taking in each other's bodies and just as I feel myself getting close to cumming he slides over and seals his mouth over mine, our tongues tangling together as I feel myself let go, stream after stream of cum shooting from me as I groan into Franks mouth, him swallowing down every little noise I make before he starts to groan too, his body shaking next to mine and when we're finally both spent we pull apart and slump into the mattress, our panting loud and rough in the otherwise silent room. "Every time I come back you make it harder and harder to leave again" Frank tells me after we clean up and climb back into bed still naked, his body pressing up against my back as he spoons me and I wriggle back against him to get comfortable as I say "Well you know there's a solution to that." "Yeah but there's a plus to it too, whenever I come back I appreciate it so much more and it kinda makes missing you all worth it" he tells me as his hand slides down to rest over my lower stomach and I smile wide as I let my eyes slip closed, feeling exhausted in every part of my body and Franks warm solid weight against my back helps relax me so much I'm asleep within seconds.

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