Return To Me, My Love

Ian and I continue to kiss as his hands quickly work on the rest of my buttons, getting my shirt fully open before he braces his palms against my bare stomach, sliding them back up my chest to push the shirt off my shoulders. I use my good arm to gently tug the shirt the rest of the way off and as it falls to the floor Ian's hands slide down my back, coming to rest just above where my pants start, his tongue just swiping across my lip and I open up, tangling my tongue with his as my good hand comes up to tangle in his hair. A few long seconds later we break apart for air, Ian's nose brushing against mine as we pant into each other's mouths and I slide my hand around to cup his cheek. "You ready for bed?" Ian pants, his eyes still locked with mine and I nod slowly, pulling back from him and his hands slide back around to my front, his fingers working on opening my belt for me and I feel a shiver run up my spine, my whole body feeling on fire as my eyes slip half closed before he pulls back again, reaching down to tug his own shirt off. I fully open my eyes again as I work to open my pants, finding them easier than the shirt and once I have them open I let them fall to the floor alongside my shirt, stepping out of them and I step back to sit on the end of the bed, grabbing the pants and managing to get my feet in each leg before I stand up and pull them up the rest of the way, Ian softly clapping at me and when I look up I see he's watching me, making me giggle and flip him off. I decide the shirt isn't worth the effort and when Ian sees that he remains shirtless too and as I climb into bed he turns the main lights off before climbing in with me, the room now softly lit by the lamp on the table beside the bed and once Ian is settled beside me I roll onto my side to face him, his body sliding closer to mine and I study his face, taking in every little detail I wouldn't normally notice as we are never usually this close to each other and when my eyes reach his lips they dart back up to his eyes for a second before trailing down again and I bite on my own bottom lip as I think about how soft and inviting his lips are, how his kiss makes me feel and when I see him lean in again I don't fight it, needing the affection and comfort.

Ian and I kiss for what feels like hours, his hands gently exploring my bare chest, stomach and back but never pushing to go lower and eventually he pulls back to turn the lamp off, everything feeling suddenly more intense in the darkness and when Ian's lips find mine again he gently guides me onto my back, his body moving to straddle mine and he presses me into the mattress as his lips trail down my neck, leaving soft, sucking kisses in their wake but not enough that it will leave a mark. "Ian" I gasp out, my whole body tingling with arousal and I can feel my pants getting tighter. Once his lips make it to my collarbone Ian darts his tongue out, gently licking over the skin covering it before he presses more soft sucking kisses to my heated skin and I can't help myself, bucking my hips upwards and grinding my dick against his hip. Ian stills, gasping softly before pulling back and trailing his hand down my body, rubbing his palm over my cloth covered erection. "Babe, you're so hard" he gasps out and it suddenly dawns on me exactly what I'm doing. "No, stop" I choke out, my stomach twisting into an unbearable knot as I push Ian away, his body rolling off mine and settling on the mattress beside me and as the lamp comes back on I slide off the bed, standing up again and as I stumble across the room I try to will my erection down, my dick still half hard but steadily deflating as guilt eats away at me. I head towards the door and Ian quickly jumps up, rushing over to wrap his arm around my waist and as his chest presses to my back I feel his still hard dick pressing against my ass. "Where are you...." "Please, I can't stay here" I choke out, feeling my eyes well with tears and Ian steps around to stand in front of me. "Why?" He asks and I exhale deeply before saying "Because if I do I won't be able to hold back anymore and...." "Then don't babe. You know I love you, I always have and I would never ever lay a finger on you in anything other than love and affection. You deserve so much more than what you have right now and I would spend the rest of my life working to be what you need and deserve. Stop fighting baby, I'm right here to catch you."

I let out a small whine, my eyes slipping closed and just as I go to open them again Ian's lips press against mine, my will to fight this leaving me and I start to kiss back, Ian's hands on my hips feeling burning hot. "Come back to bed babe, I'll make it all better" Ian whispers against my lips and my stomach twists again, my mind screaming at me to run and my heart screaming at me to stay and I whine softly as I step backwards, separating our bodies again and I feel like I'm being torn apart, Frank flashing through my mind and as Ian stands there watching me silently I can't take it anymore, rushing past him and out the door, forgetting that I'm shirtless with only pyjama pants on. I run for the stairs again, tears rolling down my cheeks and I make it halfway down the hall before I hear my name being called, fast footsteps sounding close behind me.

Notes

Frank or Ian? Does he go back into Ian's room or continue to run back to Frank? Help me decide : )