After The Break Up

Ray's P.O.V

I stared wide eyed. Fucking hell. Not Gerard. I put my hand on his shoulder and he slipped back down onto the floor. Knees up, elbows on knees and fingers in his hair. He looked scared. I looked at Frank. A look of pure sadness on his face. I looked back at Gerard. "When do you get the results?"
Gerard looked back at me. "In a week."
"Why didn't you at least tell Mikey?"
He looked concerned. "I wanted to protect him. Go make sure he's okay, Ray. I need to know he's okay."
I smile and stand up. "Okay. I'll be back in a bit." I say, then walk out to Mikey.

Frank's P.O.V

I stare at Gerard as Ray talks to him. I can't lose him. I just can't. I have to do something. But what? It's not as if I can find a cure. But I WILL be there for him. By his side. As Ray walks out, I decided there and then that I was going to tell him how I feel.

Gerard's P.O.V

I look at Frank as he drops to his knees infront of me. He grabs my hands and stares into my eyes.
"Gee." He starts. "Whatever you need or want, I'm here. I'll stay at your place for as long as you need me to. You don't have to go through any of this alone. You have Ray, Bob, Mikey and me. We're not going anywhere. I promise. Besides, I can't leave you even if I wanted to."
I frown at him. "Why?"
He sighs, then leans towards me. My heart skips a beat as he presses his lips onto mine. He pulls away and rests his forehead on mine. "Because I love you, Gerard. And I don't mean just as a friend."
My jaw drops open. "You...love me?"
He smiles as he pulls back to look at me. "I'm surprised you haven't noticed it before. I kissed you on stage often. I was nearly always next to you in photo shoots. I stole your skeleton onesie. I jumped in your bed with you often. When you spoke in interviews, I watched you speak. I sat on your knee on a few occasions just to be near you. I kind of thought it was obvious. Even the others noticed it. Jamia noticed it. That's why we divorced. I couldn't stop loving you."
I stared at him in pure shock.
"I know your straight and don't feel the same. But I promise you I won't come on to you again. I'm sorry."
I shake my head. "I thought the kissing on stage was for show. I assumed you stood next to me at photo shoots was just a coincidence. I thought I lost the skeleton onesie. Everyone jumped in bed with eachother. I thought you were just listening in interviews. And as for sitting on my knees was just you being you. Cute and funny. If the others noticed, why didn't they tell me?"
Frank sighed. "I asked them not to."
"Frank?" I said as he looked away. I cupped his face and turned him to face me. "Lyn-z found out I have feelings for you. That's why we divorced."
He looked confused. "You...err... have feelings for me?"
I laugh. "I love you, Frank. Always have done. Always will." I leaned in to kiss him again.
"Get a bloody room."Bob shouted as he walked in with Ray and Mikey.
We pulled apart. Frank blushed. I just looked at Mikey with concern. He just walked towards me and pulled me up and into a hug. "I love you, bruv. I'm here for you."

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One week later.

I was so nervous. I was in the doctors surgery waiting room. I started shaking my leg. What if I do have cancer? How will Bandit cope without me? I won't be there to see her grow up. I won't be there when Mikey needs me.
"It's okay, babe." Frank says as he places a hand on my shaking leg. "You'll be okay. I won't leave your side. I promise."
I nod at him and try my best to calm myself down. I'm nearly there when the nurse calls me in. I stand up and follow her. Frank stays in the waiting room. They only let family in. Great. So I have to face it on my own. Perfect.

Frank's P.O.V

I sit in the waiting room. I close my eyes and rest my head back on the wall. I'm scared. I can't lose Gerard. This past week together has been tense. We spent most of the time sitting on his couch watching horror movies and falling asleep in eachothers arms. No sex. We just couldn't. Not with this cancer thing hanging over us. Mikey, Ray and Bob came round to see him as often as they could. They were at his place now. Waiting for us to come back with the results. I'm shaking. I look towards the door as Gerard emerges. I try to see if I can work out the results from his expression. His expression is blank though. He stops infront of me and looks down at me. He doesn't say anything. Just stares. I can't take much more. "Fuck, Gee." I finally say. "Whats the verdict?"
He smiles. "I'm in the clear." He says. "I've not got cancer."

Notes

You should know that I absolutely love Gerard Way. So there's no way on earth I would ever dothat to him.xxx