After The Break Up

Frank's P.O.V

I try to act normal throughout rehearsals. I put all my effort into playing my guitar. But i can't stop thinking about Gerard. I just want to grab him and kiss him again. But i can't. He doesn't feel that way about me. I know he split with Lyn-z. But they just drifted apart. He's not interested in me. I nudge closer as he sings 'I'm Not Okay'. Should i kiss his cheek like in the video? I decide to go for it and wait for my queue.
"I'm okay now.
But you really need to listen to me,
Because I'm telling you the truth,
I mean this, I'm okay"
"Trust me." I say then kiss Gerard's cheek. He seems a little surprised but doesn't stop singing. If only i could do more.

Gerard's P.O.V

I'm surprised when Frank kisses my cheek but force myself to ignore it. I mean I'm not going to be able to turn him gay. So i may as well just give up on any idea's of being with him now before it's too late.I can't afford to send myself over the edge again. I've got Bandit to thing of. I hate fucking feelings.
Practice over and i head to my car. I decline joining the others for a drink. I can't be around Frank just yet. I have to get my feelings under control before I can risk it. So i fake a head ache. I can actually feel one coming on to be completely honest. I sigh as i lean my head back and close my eyes. One rehearsal and i'm already drained. Great. I'm going to be fucked after a full week of this.

Notes

Quick filler. Will try to make next chapter longer.xxx