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Born To Lose

Chapter 2

*Frank's POV*
At this point, I'd just left the cemetery with Gerard and I was so happy. I just had to keep looking over and stealing glances at him, so I did, and I think he noticed a couple times. What if he know's that I'm gay already? I mean we did just meet, so is it normal for people to keep looking at someone they just met? I don't know really. I've never had anyone want to hang out with me unless it mean beating me to a pulp.
I decided to just brush off this idea and try to think of something else right now. Don't be too distracted by Gerard, that'll make the situation weird, right? Well... I mean the weather was okay ish. I probably should have thrown on a heavier jacket though because I was starting to get a little cold in my hoodie. I let a shiver roll down my spine without even thinking about it. I didn't even realize I'd shivered until that heavenly voice started up beside me.
"Are you cold Frank?" Gerard asked, concern laced in his voice.
"Just a little bit. I'll be fine though. Starbucks isn't that far." I replied. I didn't want to seem weak, but Gerard seemed really persistent on the matter.
"Are you sure? You can have my jacket if you want. I'm not that cold."
"No I'm good thanks."
"Oh, okay."
"Yeah."
And then we fell into one of those awkward silences, you know. Where like you both have something to say, but you either don't know how to say it or are too afraid to. Yeah it sucks. All I wanted to do was turn and grab Gerard and kiss him as hard as possible, but he doesn't know I'm gay. I also can't risk that getting out. I really need to make sure that I'm careful when I'm around Gerard so that word doesn't get out about me.
"...over here."Gerard's voice pulled me out of my trance.
"Huh."I said back, probably sounding like a complete idiot.
"Starbucks is over here. You were about to walk right past it."
"Oh yeah sorry. I'm a little out of it today."
Really now. I couldn't tell." Ohhhh not only did I manage to get a hot one, but he's sassy too. This is gonna be fun.



Once we got inside and had ordered our drinks, we picked a booth and sat down, we were in the very corner of the store, and were pretty far away from everyone else. Perfect.
"So Frank," Gerard started "tell me a little bit about yourself."
"Well..." I said starting "my name is Frank, obviously, I'm 15, and I'm a sophomore at the same high school as you, considering the fact that we are neighbors..."
"We're neighbors!" Gerard cut in obviously very excited.
"Uhh, yeah. So how about you. Tell me about yourself."
"Well, I'm Gerard, 15, sophomore, I like to sing and draw, and yeah that's pretty much it!" H said with enthusiasm.
"You sing! Cool I play guitar."
"Really how long have you been playing?"
And that's how we spent the next 2 hours talking just getting to know each other better.

We were on our way home from Starbucks after drinking like 3 or four coffees each and talking for hours, when Gerard stopped me in the middle of the sidewalk.
"Frank." He started sounding really sad. "I just want to say that you seem like a really great person and I don't want to scare you away or anything but I have to tell you something..."
"Yeah???" I said questioningly, not really know what was coming.
"I'm gay." he said with a long sigh.
"And..."
"That's it."
"What's wrong with being gay?"
"It's just at my old school people really didn't like me being gay and I had no friends, cause I said I was gay and it scared people off. I'm just really nervous now cause I think you're pretty cool and I don't want you to leave me."
Okay, now he sounded really sad, like I just couldn't take it anymore, so I just hugged him.I wasn't ready to give up my sexuality, especially since no one knew about it, even though he'd told me. I was about to tell him, especially since he'd seemed, so sad, but I couldn't bring myself to it. So I just hugged him. He'd seemed really surprised at first, especially because I was way shorter than him, so I probably wasn't helping comfort him, but he actually did hug back after he realized what was happening.
"I wouldn't leave you." I stated plainly. "I get bullied just because people think that I'm gay, so for you it's probably actually worse. And you seem like a really good person so I couldn't care less that you like dick." I didn't really know if that was helping at all, since at the mention of me not being gay, he seemed to be a little less happy than he was before when I didn't leave him, but I don't know. It's probably just me hoping he likes me.
"Well... ha." Gerard started. "I was definitely not expecting that answer, but okay. I think we should get going though, I mean school is probably going to let out soon, and from the looks of it you don't want to make it seem like you ditched, with your backpack and everything."
"Ha... yeah..."And for the first time since seeing Gerard there at the cemetery, I'd though of my mom, and complete fear spred through my body. I was so happy with Gerard, but what's going to happen when I get home?

Notes

I feel like this chapter is complete shit, but whatever it's getting uploaded so here you go guys! I actually really do hope you like it although it might not exactly be my best work. Remember:
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Comments

I had this on a private tab a while ago and I finally found it again it's so freaking good!

@frank.is.love.frank.is.life
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fangoria fangoria
12/25/14

@fangoria
Thank you so much

@fangoria
Thank you so much

oh honey im so sorry you have so much going on. take your time bby dont worry about this alright just focus on you okay. your well-being is so so much more important than frank gettin a dick in his ass okay bby.<333

fangoria fangoria
12/21/14