You're not quite Satan but I really think I hate you!

Why was this guy so familiar? He had black hair and these amazing eyes. How could I ever forget someone with eyes like that? "Ryan?" Oli asked like an idiot. I'm pretty sure the guy knew who he was. Right on cue he said "No the damn pope. Why the fuck where you kissing that slut?" Again with the slut. Why must everyone call me that? Is the whole world set out to hate me? "He's not a slut. How dare you call him that!" Oli shouted and I flinched away at his sudden anger.

"He's making out with my boyfriend, I'd call that a slut! Worst thing is you're letting him." Wait Oli was already dating Ryan? It clicked then that Ryan was in my art class. I manged to get his number. I'd made a friend and now I'm going to lose him because this arsehole didn't tell me he was in a relationship. He didn't love me. He was JUST like Frank. He wanted me because I was an easy slut.

Oli looked at me then.back to Ryan. "No offence sweetie but drugging someone and getting them so high they have no control over their bodies or mind, so they agree is a shitty way to get someone. Plus I don't love you. I love Gerard here. Ryan you will find someone soon enough. Just wait and don't force it on people. Okay?" He didn't say a word as he stormed out my room. How the hell did he get in anyway? "Sorry guys." Mikey mumble from my doorway with Ray behind him. "It's fine Mikes. Go have fun with Ray whatever you're doing tonight." He nodded and left.

Oli turned to me "Gee I'm sorry for that. I promise you I'm not like Frank. I'm NOT going to use you. I love you too much for that." Problem is he and I both knew I didn't love him in the slightest. "I know you don't love me but if you want to make a go for it, You may actually like how our relationship goes and then maybe even love me back." He said that with hope evident in his voice and eyes. I shook my head and sighed. "I would love too but I can't." Believe it or not it had nothing to do with Frank. My conscience wouldn't let me use him like this. "Why not?" He looked really sad and I didn't hesitate to pull him into a hug. "Because Oli that would be me using you. That would make me no better than Frankie. I hope you understand. I don't want to get your hopes up and it turned out I never fell in love with you. I can't bring myself to hurt you."

He pulled away and then leaned in for kiss. I kissed back for his sake. I knew he needed it. It didn't lastong before he pulled away and smiled. "That is why I love you so damn much. Always think about others before yourself."

We ended up watching movies the rest of the night. Mikey and Ray came back from wherever they went on their little date. They joined in. We all ended up falling asleep on the floor in the living room. Me cuddled up to Oli and the love birds cuddling each other tightly.

I was woken up by Frank phoning me. I only picked up because of what happened yesterday. He was panting when I answer. NO not that kind of panting you filthy minded children! Like he'd been running. "Frankie? What do you want?" He was fast to reply even when out of breath. "I want you. But no seriously we need to talk. If me telling you whyI wouldn't let us go public will get you backI will tell you everything." I agreed. I wasn't planning on getting back with him. I of course didn't tell him that. I wanted the truth and I wanted it now. I made my way out of my front door closing it quietly and made my way to see Frank.

I wonder what his excuse for not going public was. Guess it's time to find out.

Notes

Tatz here.
So another cliffhanger because I simply can.
Whay do you think is Frank's reason? Do you think he's just being a aesehole or do you think there's a dark secret to why he's doing it? Most importantly do you think he acually loves Gerard? What about more than Oli?
Love you all.
Tatz.
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