You're not quite Satan but I really think I hate you!
Don't make promises you can't fucking keep!
He grabbed my hand and immediately dragged me to the bedroom. “Shit Gee are those what I think they’re?” I looked to where he was looking and sure enough my friend left everything I asked for.”Oh yes they’re Frankie. Now how about some fun?” He nodded his head vigorously. “What do you want to use first then my little Frankie?” He smirked and headed towards the toys. “How about I blindfold you and tie you up to the bed and you guess what I’m using?” Oh I liked where he was going with this. “You’ve got it.” I said and quickly took my T-shirt off knowing he won’t be able to with the handcuffs on. His smile approves of me doing this and he pushes me on the bed. He blindfolds me first and then handcuffs me. I lay on the bed awaiting for what he’s going to do to me in the darkness. I can officially say right now I’m so turned on it’s unreal.
I hear him remove his clothes and just as he gets on the bed my phone rings. The bed rises again indicating he’d moved. “Frankie leave it.” I plead wanting no distractions right now. “Urm Gee?” “What?” “The hospital is calling you.” My breathing hitches. Mikey.
“Hello?” Frank said into my phone. “He did what? No we are not in Jersey right now but we will get the first plane back. Yeah........... I will....... Thanks for telling me. Bye.” Frank removed my handcuffs and left me to remove my blindfold. Once I took it off he had his back to me getting dressed so I couldn’t see his face. “Frank what’s going on?” He cleared his throat and said “Mikey’s in hospital. He did something stupid.” I didn’t push him to tell me more because I know what he meant. Why would he do this to himself?
*Flashback*
“I’m going to really miss you Gerard.” Mikey sighs as he stares down into his coffee mug. “Mikey I’m only going for a week.” He looks up at me as I take my place in front of him and take my first mouth full of breakfast. “I know that idiot! I mean we’ve never been apart before. It just feels really weird knowing we are going to be. I mean it though. I’m going to really miss you for this next week.” I understood him perfectly. We really haven’t been apart like this. “Well I shall call you every day. Plus you have Ray staying over.” I give him a smile and he gives me one back and then frowns again. “He’s not you though. I know this is stupid but I feel safer around you because well you’re family. Ray isn’t and he could leave me at any point. You on the other hand I know wouldn’t.”
Did something happen? Mikey’s yet again staring at his coffee mug. “Mikey did something happen between you and Ray?” He looked up and opened his mouth to speak but the door bell rang. I sighed and got up. I opened the door to reveal a smiling Ray with flowers.
*End if flashback*
My eyes widen.”Gerard?” What did Ray do my little brother? I’m going to kill him. I jumped off the bed startling Frank and dressed quickly. Once we were done I grabbed Frank’s arm and dragged him out leaving everything but our coats, money, keys and phones. “Gee what about our things?” I shook my head. “For fuck sake Frank! My little brother is in hospital, I know you don’t care but I do! I will have my friend look after them until we come back.” He huffed and pulled his arm away from my grip. “If I don’t care so much then why don’t I stay here?” Wow. He’s a real arse. I shoved the keys to the cabin in his hands and ran off towards the airport. I heard him calling me back but I ignored him. Once I arrived at the airport and order my tickets I took a seat and grabbed my phone from my jeans. I had 26 missed calls from Frank and a text. I opened the text.
Frank: I do fucking care. I wasn’t really going to stay. I followed you but I lost you somehow. Too many fucking tall people. I will wait here until you get back. Send Mikey my love. Oh and Gerard I love you. <3 xxxxxx
I sighed and sent him one back.
Gerard: I know you care. I’m just worried that’s all. I can’t lose him. I love you too Frankie. More than I can express. <3 xxxxxx Oh and what you going to about food and stuff? I took the money for all that. :/
Now I know how Mikey felt when I tried to end things. Ironic how you never think if these things at the time but when someone you love does the same kind of thing you realise it. Yet when it comes to you doing it again you seem to forget all this again. My phone buzzing caught my attention and I saw a text from Frank. Then the lady announced our plane was ready to board and will be leaving in ten.
Frank: I have my wallet babe. I have a credit card I can use. I will be fine. You won’t lose him. I promise. <3
I got really pissed off at that promise. I mean come on you NEVER promise something that’s not in your control or you can’t do anything about. It’s not his decision if Mikey lives or not. How can he promise that?
Gerard: Don’t make promises you can’t fucking keep. It’s not in your hands if he lives or dies.
I turned my phone off after I sent that and stood up to board the plane. I took a seat nearest the front so I could get off faster. A small blonde lass about my age and Frankie height sat next me. She looked up at me and smiled. “You don’t mind if I sit here do you? I need to get off pretty quick and it was you or that old snoring guy over there.” She have me a nervous smile this time. “No I don’t mind. If he keeps snoring though I will not be held responsible for my actions.” As if he heard me he woke up and looked straight at me. He the stood up and walked to the back. The blonde lass giggled and moved to where he was seated. She looked out the window and looked really sad. I couldn’t help but feel sorry for her. “You know you didn’t have to move.” She looked over at me and her eyes went wide. “Really?” I nodded.”I just though seems he moved you’d want me to.” I gave her another smile. “Now that would be rude of me. Plus with a killer tee like that how could I want you to move?” She looked down and then back up. “You like the Misfits then?” I nodded and pulled out my phone.”How about you come over here and listen to some with me?” She stood up and sat herself down next to me. I gave her one ear bud and listened to the Misfits.
About half an hour into the plane trip she fell asleep with her head resting on my shoulders. I couldn’t help but smile but when I did I regretted it. Someone who knew me and Frank snapped a picture and I’m guessing he sent it to Frank because he smirked at me as he said “Looks like your relationship is fucked.” I guess I should of felt bad about it but I just shrugged at the lad and his smirk dropped. I had Mikey to think about and hey there’s nothing going on between me and this girl. Time seemed to slow down as I waited for us to land.
Time lapse – Gerard arriving at the hospital.
I walk up to the desk shaking. What if I’m too late? I still hadn’t turned my phone on. What if they called me already to tell me he’d gone? “Hey are you okay?” I turn around to see the blonde lass from the plane. “Urm sort of..... What are you doing here?” Did she follow me? “Don’t worry I didn’t follow you. I’ve come to visit my mother. She was rushed to hospital earlier.” I nodded. “Sorry.” She just shrugged. “Not your fault but thanks anyway.” I went to say something back but was interrupted by the lady working the desk today. “Can I help you Sir and Madam?” I say the blonde lass scrunched up her nose at that nickname.”I’m Gerard Way. I received a call earlier from here because my little brother Michael James Way was brought in.” She typed the name on her computer. “Ah yes Mr. Way. I will show you guys to his room.” “Actually ma’am I’m not with Gerard. I’m here to see someone else.” “Oh I’m sorry dear. My apologies. Who may you be here for?” I zoned out and waited until she’d finished. She dropped the girl off before my stop. We reached the end of the hall and she stopped at the door to the right.”Here you are Mr. Way. If you need assistance please call us.” I nodded and she left. I opened the door once she was out of sight and as soon as my eyes laid on Mikey’s fragile frame I broke down into tears and fell on my knees.
I hear him remove his clothes and just as he gets on the bed my phone rings. The bed rises again indicating he’d moved. “Frankie leave it.” I plead wanting no distractions right now. “Urm Gee?” “What?” “The hospital is calling you.” My breathing hitches. Mikey.
“Hello?” Frank said into my phone. “He did what? No we are not in Jersey right now but we will get the first plane back. Yeah........... I will....... Thanks for telling me. Bye.” Frank removed my handcuffs and left me to remove my blindfold. Once I took it off he had his back to me getting dressed so I couldn’t see his face. “Frank what’s going on?” He cleared his throat and said “Mikey’s in hospital. He did something stupid.” I didn’t push him to tell me more because I know what he meant. Why would he do this to himself?
*Flashback*
“I’m going to really miss you Gerard.” Mikey sighs as he stares down into his coffee mug. “Mikey I’m only going for a week.” He looks up at me as I take my place in front of him and take my first mouth full of breakfast. “I know that idiot! I mean we’ve never been apart before. It just feels really weird knowing we are going to be. I mean it though. I’m going to really miss you for this next week.” I understood him perfectly. We really haven’t been apart like this. “Well I shall call you every day. Plus you have Ray staying over.” I give him a smile and he gives me one back and then frowns again. “He’s not you though. I know this is stupid but I feel safer around you because well you’re family. Ray isn’t and he could leave me at any point. You on the other hand I know wouldn’t.”
Did something happen? Mikey’s yet again staring at his coffee mug. “Mikey did something happen between you and Ray?” He looked up and opened his mouth to speak but the door bell rang. I sighed and got up. I opened the door to reveal a smiling Ray with flowers.
*End if flashback*
My eyes widen.”Gerard?” What did Ray do my little brother? I’m going to kill him. I jumped off the bed startling Frank and dressed quickly. Once we were done I grabbed Frank’s arm and dragged him out leaving everything but our coats, money, keys and phones. “Gee what about our things?” I shook my head. “For fuck sake Frank! My little brother is in hospital, I know you don’t care but I do! I will have my friend look after them until we come back.” He huffed and pulled his arm away from my grip. “If I don’t care so much then why don’t I stay here?” Wow. He’s a real arse. I shoved the keys to the cabin in his hands and ran off towards the airport. I heard him calling me back but I ignored him. Once I arrived at the airport and order my tickets I took a seat and grabbed my phone from my jeans. I had 26 missed calls from Frank and a text. I opened the text.
Frank: I do fucking care. I wasn’t really going to stay. I followed you but I lost you somehow. Too many fucking tall people. I will wait here until you get back. Send Mikey my love. Oh and Gerard I love you. <3 xxxxxx
I sighed and sent him one back.
Gerard: I know you care. I’m just worried that’s all. I can’t lose him. I love you too Frankie. More than I can express. <3 xxxxxx Oh and what you going to about food and stuff? I took the money for all that. :/
Now I know how Mikey felt when I tried to end things. Ironic how you never think if these things at the time but when someone you love does the same kind of thing you realise it. Yet when it comes to you doing it again you seem to forget all this again. My phone buzzing caught my attention and I saw a text from Frank. Then the lady announced our plane was ready to board and will be leaving in ten.
Frank: I have my wallet babe. I have a credit card I can use. I will be fine. You won’t lose him. I promise. <3
I got really pissed off at that promise. I mean come on you NEVER promise something that’s not in your control or you can’t do anything about. It’s not his decision if Mikey lives or not. How can he promise that?
Gerard: Don’t make promises you can’t fucking keep. It’s not in your hands if he lives or dies.
I turned my phone off after I sent that and stood up to board the plane. I took a seat nearest the front so I could get off faster. A small blonde lass about my age and Frankie height sat next me. She looked up at me and smiled. “You don’t mind if I sit here do you? I need to get off pretty quick and it was you or that old snoring guy over there.” She have me a nervous smile this time. “No I don’t mind. If he keeps snoring though I will not be held responsible for my actions.” As if he heard me he woke up and looked straight at me. He the stood up and walked to the back. The blonde lass giggled and moved to where he was seated. She looked out the window and looked really sad. I couldn’t help but feel sorry for her. “You know you didn’t have to move.” She looked over at me and her eyes went wide. “Really?” I nodded.”I just though seems he moved you’d want me to.” I gave her another smile. “Now that would be rude of me. Plus with a killer tee like that how could I want you to move?” She looked down and then back up. “You like the Misfits then?” I nodded and pulled out my phone.”How about you come over here and listen to some with me?” She stood up and sat herself down next to me. I gave her one ear bud and listened to the Misfits.
About half an hour into the plane trip she fell asleep with her head resting on my shoulders. I couldn’t help but smile but when I did I regretted it. Someone who knew me and Frank snapped a picture and I’m guessing he sent it to Frank because he smirked at me as he said “Looks like your relationship is fucked.” I guess I should of felt bad about it but I just shrugged at the lad and his smirk dropped. I had Mikey to think about and hey there’s nothing going on between me and this girl. Time seemed to slow down as I waited for us to land.
Time lapse – Gerard arriving at the hospital.
I walk up to the desk shaking. What if I’m too late? I still hadn’t turned my phone on. What if they called me already to tell me he’d gone? “Hey are you okay?” I turn around to see the blonde lass from the plane. “Urm sort of..... What are you doing here?” Did she follow me? “Don’t worry I didn’t follow you. I’ve come to visit my mother. She was rushed to hospital earlier.” I nodded. “Sorry.” She just shrugged. “Not your fault but thanks anyway.” I went to say something back but was interrupted by the lady working the desk today. “Can I help you Sir and Madam?” I say the blonde lass scrunched up her nose at that nickname.”I’m Gerard Way. I received a call earlier from here because my little brother Michael James Way was brought in.” She typed the name on her computer. “Ah yes Mr. Way. I will show you guys to his room.” “Actually ma’am I’m not with Gerard. I’m here to see someone else.” “Oh I’m sorry dear. My apologies. Who may you be here for?” I zoned out and waited until she’d finished. She dropped the girl off before my stop. We reached the end of the hall and she stopped at the door to the right.”Here you are Mr. Way. If you need assistance please call us.” I nodded and she left. I opened the door once she was out of sight and as soon as my eyes laid on Mikey’s fragile frame I broke down into tears and fell on my knees.
Notes
Briar here,
I know I promised smut but I'm in a crap mood and I can't write it when I'm not in a good mood.
Plus my nurse is now telling me I cannot use my phone while in here. Life hates me!
I'm really sorry for dissapointing you all.
Love you all.
BriarlovesFrankie and Frankieboyx <3 xxxxxxxx
*w*
11/25/14