My extra-sexy hot guitarist

Mikey's P.O.V.

I just... can't believe it! Hahaha... this was the way he was going to help me? Fucking my brother! Go to hell Frank!

One day before...

Everyone left after a long practice routine and i saw how Gerard went, like every night, to i don't know where. He just came back drunk and he was up because he was always drinking coffe!

-Where are you going, man? - Said Frank
-Just... To take a walk- Gerard said and left after Frank could say something

Frank was cleaning his guitar, Pansy, In the few days i had being knowing him, i knew he loved that guitar.

-Are you staying much longer?- I asked, i had to wash the dishes and didn't want to leave him alone. Yes, i know i have to do all the housework
-Nope, i'm leaving in a few minutes
-I'm washing the dishes then, if you need anything i'll be in the kitchen
-Okay then

I left and went to the kitchen. It was a mess, Gerard was a mess. I was tired, i didn't know what was happening with Gerard! He was always drunk, or high, and... Fuck! It was a damned problem! If he just always were like he was when the guys were here. I was thinking about all these stuff when i was going to took a knife that was up and made the knive fall. Everything falled later. it was a real mess now.

-What's going on? Is everyhting okay? - Frank came running- Oh man, this is....
-Yeah i know i was distracted..
-Where's the brrom? we must clean this...
-It's right there in the little backyard
-Okay, take care ... you can cut yourself....
-Okay Frankie, i'm not a child- Frank giggled

He came back with the broom
-What where you thinking of
-I don't know, just, problems frankie
-Remember i'll be always here
-It's Gerard! He's the problem!
-What's... what's wrong with gee?
-um... sorry... i think i shouldn't...
-Tell me dude, maybe i could help...
-I don't think so, but, he... i'm so worried. He goes partying very frequently ... he comes here drunk, and he can live awake because of the coffe, he has problems with alcohol and i went into his room yesterday to talk to him and he hadn't his tipical long sleeve t-shirt. I saw his wrists and he has beencutting himself- Frank's expression changed, he was impressed-upset- I asked him and he made me go out of the room. We are alone here, i think that's the reason why.... Well it's something complicaed with our dad.
-Wow... i...
-It's okay Frank, don't tell him i told you

Frank hugged me tight, i tried to put my head on his shoulder, but he's really short though (XD).

-Everything's getting better soon, i will help you

i could see his big bright honey eyes looking at me... i felt lost....

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I didn't know why i felt that disgusting jealousy because of Frank. I hated him! I didn't have reason why.... He was just my friend... anything else.From the forst moment i saw Frank, i liked him, he was.... so extremely hot! But, when he just looked at my eyes.... I think i started loving him. A tear falled, i runned to the kitchen before those two came here.

Notes

Sorry, i know i left for a while. Just school stuff! if there's something you don't like about the fanfic let me know please! And... if you like it let me know too x3 your opinion is really important for me.

Can you believe this guy rejected me cruelly?! He said he would never like a messy girl like me,and he could never like a girl that puts the empty lays packet under the desk . Yeah i'm messy i know, but i deserved a little more nice words. :'c (just moving on, i can' still get it over) If i made a blog, would you read me? Please reply in the comments :D