Hold On Tight and Don't Look Back

Gerard’s P.O.V

We’re watching T.V again after another day of school; Frank sits close to me and as usual my arm is wrapped around his side. I don’t know why I like him so close to me I just do; it’s like a comfort for me to have him his close. Even though Frank needs most of the comfort right now but I think he likes it to; when I came home I was worried on why he had a tear running down his face and who was he talking to. All Mikey and I could hear was Frank saying a bunch of ‘thank yous’ to the mystery caller; the BAM his parents are having a funeral. I knew Frank had been thinking about that since it happened and I’m also glad that they can be buried here and have a final resting place. Anyway we were watching a show, Frank snuggled against me and my mom brought out some chips when my dad finally came home.

“Hey guys” he said

“Hey” we all said simultaneously, my mother gestured him into the kitchen I’m guessing to tell him about the funeral; Frank sighed into my shoulder.

“What’s wrong?” I asked looking down at him.

“Nothing…Just feeling a little better” he said with a small smile; I smiled back and squeezed his side. My dad came out and looked at us.

“I just called work and they said they can give me Friday off” He explained.

“Thank you” Frank said

“No need to thank me Frank; we’re all here for you” My father said sympathetically, Frank nodded

“Well we still have a while till dinner so just take a nap or hang down here; I’m going for a nap” We nod while he heads upstairs; I turn to Frank.

“Did you want to take a nap?” He thinks for a moment.

“Sure” I help him up and we walk upstairs to my room; Instead of pajamas we’re just going to take a nap in our boxers. I watch Frank as he takes off his shirt and throws it to the floor; It seems like just yesterday he was the boy I was eyeing from the hallway, the boy pressed against the lockers trying to ignore everyone in sight. He was the boy staring out the window on his first day of school, me wondering what he was thinking; the boy stuttering and nervous who couldn’t even form a sentence. Frank, the sweetest, nicest, caring, sexiest, person in the world is mine; to take care of and protect, to hold and cuddle with, to be in his life. I chuckle to myself at all these emotions; Frank looks at me confused.

“What?” he asks raising an eyebrow.

“Nothing” I say and lay down on the bed; Frank lies next to me and I immediately pull him closer so his warm soft skin is against my chest.

“I love you Frankie” I whisper tucking some hair behind his ear; He turns his head around so he can look to me.

“I love you too” he says; I smile and snuggle in closer. He closes his eyes and in about ten minutes his breathing evens and the small snores commence; I stare at him for a little bit just watching him as he sleeps. I sigh thinking that in a couple days is the funeral; I know he’s happy that his parents are having one but I just have to help him through that day, no matter what. I close my eyes and slowly fall asleep listening to Frank snore next to me.

Notes

Sorry it's short guys; I just wanted to do a quick chapter before I do the funeral scene with Frank's P.O.V

You know where you have the 2nd chapter planned out but you still don't know what to do for then next one; Ya this was one of those moments.

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