Frank’s P.O.V

“I love you” I whisper to Gerard, A grin grows on his face.

“I love you too Frankie” He pulls me closer and places his forehead on mine staring into my eyes.
Then it fades to black.

Stop it Frank; He doesn’t like you like that!!
Of course it was just a dream, a pleasant but weird one. I do have strong feelings for Gerard but I’m not sure if he feels the same way; I don’t want to admit it in case he feels weird. I move around a little in the bed and realize that Gerard isn’t there anymore; I get confused and thought he left. I sit up and rub my eyes and look around, I then see Gerard sitting at the desk with colored pencils and paper smiling at me. I give a smile back.

“What are you drawing?” I ask, He comes and sits next to me and shows me the drawing. I was stunned; It was a picture of me. I was laying on the bed with the onesie he gave me; It was so realistic I couldn’t believe it. He got my skin tone and my hair perfect; then the bedspread is the same exact color. My face almost cracked in half with my grin.

“You drew me?” I ask still admiring his drawing, he nods and I look at him.

“It’s wonderful” he lets me take it and I hold it closer.

“Just like you” Gee responds, he just said that!!! A wild blush appears on my face and I look back to the drawing.

“Can…Can I keep it?” I ask hoping I would, it really was a wonderful drawing…And he drew me. Gerard laughs like it was an obvious answer.

“Of course” I grin and quickly get up to get some tape; I know exactly what I’m going to do with it. I place the paper on the wall by the door; I stand back to make sure I taped it straight and it’s perfect. Yep it’s perfect.

“There, Now I can always see it” I sit back on the bed next to him and then all of a sudden I remember why he was here in the first place. He knows about my past and what I did to myself; He seems to still like me but I’ve heard of people who leave others when they need it most but I don’t think Gee is like that.

“Thanks for staying” I whisper, Gerard wraps his arms around me and I melt to the touch, for some reason it’s comforting when he is close to me.

“I love staying with you” he responds and it makes me giggle. I look over to the clock and it’s 1:50 PM, Wow I didn’t mean to sleep for that long but I really needed it.

“What did you want to do?” I asked him, Gerard thought for a moment

“We could watch some movies and just relax” Oh sounds like my kind of day. We head to the kitchen and I start making the coffee that Gerard excitedly answered to. For about the 8th time since I woke up my tongue ran over the cut on my lip. I groaned because it’s not going to get any better with me playing with it.

“I can’t stop playing with the cut on my lip, it’s annoying” I said, All of a sudden a huge smirk grew on his face.

“What’s so funny?” I asked but I know he was going to ‘help’ me with that.

“Maybe I can help you with that” Ha I’m psychic I smiled and came closer till we were inches apart.

“I guess we could see” I commented before Gee leaned forward and kissed me, He quickly pulled me forward and my hands shot up to his hair. This was amazing; I was kissing probably the most handsome man in the world…and he was my boyfriend. Gerard lightly ran his tongue over my lip asking for entrance; I hesitated for a moment before I thought ‘fuck it’ I parted my lips and he slowly stuck his tongue in. I have to say it felt strange but so good at the same time, He ran his tongue over mine and a moan escaped my mouth. I just fucking moaned, But Gerard seemed to enjoy that very much. He roamed my mouth for a couple more moments before we needed air. I rested my forehead on his and couldn’t help but giggle. Well that was something.

“How about that coffee?” I asked realizing the beverage was sitting on the counter; He nodded and unwrapped his arms from around me. I hand him his cup and after a moment of drinking mine my stomach gives a huge growl. Gerard looks at me and grins but I just blush. I haven’t eaten since breakfast and I didn’t eat that much considering their food sucks. We end up ordering a pizza and I cuddle on the couch with him watching a movie. After a bit thoughts start swimming in my head.

‘He’s seen your scars. What if he thinks your ugly?’
‘How can someone that beautiful be with someone like me?’
‘He probably just feels bad for you; He will leave once he gets a chance’

I didn’t want those thoughts to be in my head, most of myself knew they weren’t true but they just creeped up in my brain. Gerard doesn’t seem like that person, and when he was comforting me he looked really worried. I took a moment before I decided to ask him.

“Umm Gee?” I asked getting his attention.

“Ya honey?” he responds, I lightly blush but I take another breath.

“You…you still like me even though I…I have scars right?” I asked almost in a whisper, He stared at me wide eyed before pulling me closer.

“Of course I do, Why would you think that I don’t?” he replies, his voice full of worry and concern.

“I…I don’t know, I just thought you would think I’m ugly” I decided to tell him the truth, the look on his face went from worried to plain sad. I began to rethink things. He does really care about me; he’s said it dozens of times. I have no reason not to believe him. He looks into my eyes before responding.

“Honey, you are the farthest thing from ugly. You are so beautiful and no scars or anything is going to change that. Nothing in the world is going to change my feelings for you. I care about you so much Frank and don’t ever think different” I still couldn’t believe it; just someone who cares for me is enough, but someone like Gerard is even better. I couldn’t ask for more. I think my feelings for him grew even bigger and that dream I had would hopefully come true; but he doesn’t need to hear about that dream. Tears of joy swelled in my eyes from his words and I looked to him.


“You’re the first person ever to care about me. If it wasn’t for you I would have been probably beaten up 10 times and ended up in the hospital for a broken nose again. You’ve made me smile more in a day than I did in about a month. I can’t thank you enough” every word was true, if he wasn’t there Bryce would have gotten to me and beat me even worse. Then it was true before I met him I barely smiled at all, Music made me smile not any person. Then Gee came into my life and I actually get lonely when I’m not around him. Gerard smiled at me and leaned forward kissing me on the forehead. I sniffed and smiled but then heard the doorbell ring. I quickly wiped my eyes and got the food; Man was I starving. We continued watching the movie and I could see Gerard keep looking over at me and smiling.

I wonder what he is thinking about?

Notes

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