Struggling With More Ways Than One (Reuploaded)

Gerard guides me to his classroom and he lets me sit in his chair, he pulls up another and reaches out for my hands. I yank them away, afraid he's going to want to pull up my sleeves.
He looks at me, his eyes containing hurt. "I- I'm sorry I just thought youd." "It's okay, I understand." He sighs, "so Hows your day been other than the incident we had this afternoon?"
"Shitty." I mumble, Gerards eyebrows spring up at my choice words. He chuckles and replies "Why so?" "Matt." "Who's matt?" "Nobody, I shouldnt have mentioned it." I snap. "Now Fletcher," Gerard begins, "No I'm not going to talk about it." "Maybe next time-" "No there will be no next time between us, I dont want you to worry or be concerned over me okay?"
"But Fletcher," He pleads. "Mr.Way I apprciate that you want me to be alright but I wont ever be, I have nothing and no one to live for, I'm better off dead." "Well now you have me." Gerard smiles, squeezing my hands. I smile politely at his offer. "Thank you Mr. Way but-"
"But what?" He questions curiously. "I think I'm better off by myself." I smile once more and unattach my hands from his. "It's better off this way." I promise him and place a delicate kiss on his cheek before grabbing my things and making my way out of school.

I sigh as the cold fall wind bites at my exposed and open skin. I look around for someone I can lodge with for the night. I figure ive fucked up any chance of going back to Gerards house...
I cant see shit so I stick out my hands and hope I dont run into anybody or anything.
"Hey watch it!" Someone yells after I bump into them. "Sorry." I mutter and help pickup their things by the light of my phone. I lookup from the ground and see a tall lanky figure, the outline of his beanie and glasses are prominent.
"Who are you?" I ask.
"I'm Mikey."

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