I Still Think You're Beautiful

When I get home, I throw my backpack to the side. I sigh and run my fingers through my hair. My mom isn't home yet, and by what I can hear going on upstairs, Mikey's home and he's brought his girlfriend with him.
I smirk to myself before I walk to the bottom of the stairs and call out, "Y'all havin fun up there?"
"Oh fuck!" I hear Mikey curse out. There's a few loud bangs before I hear the moan of a girl, I cringe at the sound. I stand there, horrified, wondering of he even heard me.
I rub the back of my, then trudge to the couch, plopping myself down. I turn on the Tv trying to block out the even louder moans and screams. I pull out my phone and Franks number and add him to my contacts before quickly texting "Hey, it's Gerard."
I wait a few minutes, a headache developing as Mikey gets even louder. Like God, give it a fucking rest. Nobody goes at for that long. Finally Frank replies
'Hey Gerard, what you doin?'
I sigh; 'Im trying to block out my brother fucking his girlfriends brains out.'
'That sounds fun, lmao.' He replies back.
I'm about to text him back when I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. Mikey appears with his girlfriend, Alicia. His hair is sticking up in multiple places and his breathing is labored. Following him is Alicia, her hair is a mess and her lip gloss is smeared across her face. I giggle as I notice her belt is half off, hanging off her waist.
"Oh hey Mikey," I say like a bitch, "You know most kids your age are virgins."
He freezes, "You-you heard that?"
I laugh sarcastically, "Oh don't worry, only like all of it."
Alicia looks at Mikey and bites her lip, trying not to laugh. Mikey's eyes widen, "Oh my god, please don't tell mom!" He grabs Alicia's wrist and drags her toward the door, he opens and steps out of the house.
As soon as they're gone, I start cracking up. I laugh so hard that I can't breathe and my sides ache. Eventually I obtain myself after a few minutes and text Frank
G: I'm back
F: Yay I was lonely
G: So why did you move to Jersey?
F: Oh my mom recently passed, I had to move in with my dad
G: oh I'm sorry...
F: nah it's alright, she saved a little girls life
G: she sounds brave
F: She was....
G:Oh, I like your jacket today, with the Misfits symbol
F: You like them?!?
G: love them
F: and iron maiden
G: He'll yeah, you're pretty cool Frank
F: that's a first, thanks. I gtg, Bye
G: Bye

I put my phone away and I'm suddenly bored. I have no idea where Mikey went and my mom is totally going to yell at me for not watching him.
I sigh and get up, trudging downstairs to my room that is also considered the basement. I look around my room and notice that it's a complete from when I left it. Clearly, Mikey was in here.
"God dammit, Mikey." I mumble and start to pick up all the shit he left. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket and pull it out, checking the call ID; Jared. I swipe and accept his call. "Hel-"
"Gerard!" Jared sniffs, I'm shocked. His voice is shaky and upset, " C-can I come over?"
I hesitate, I'm completely stunned, "Uh, y-yeah! Are you okay?"
" I'm no o-fucking-kay, ill explain when I get there." And ends the call before I can say anything else.
I rush upstairs and out the front door, then sit on the porch step to wait for Jared.
I wait until I see his car pull up in to the driveway. He jumps out before the car is even fully stopped.
His eyes are red and puffy and his blonde hair is frizzy.
I instantly stand up stand up and rush to meet him. I can't help but think 'Lindsay Lindsay Lindsay' the whole time.
I open my arms and let him fall into me. I've known Jared since kindergarten and I've never seen him cry. Ever.
"Oh my god," I stutter, "What happened to you?"
"Eden." He chokes out. He starts to tremble in my arms as tiny little whimpers escape his mouth. "C-car accident. F-franks g-girlfriend. D-dead."
"J-jared...I..." I hold him closer. His sobs turn into hysterical crying.
"I k-knew his girlfriend,I -I didn't know they were-were t-together."
I run my hand gently up and down his back, "Shh, it's okay."
"I-I'm sorry, Gerard" he cries, his years soaking my shirt.
"Hey you didn't do anything." I say soothingly and begin to guide him inside.
When he calms down, I sit him on the couch. He watches Scorpion while I make him some hot cocoa. I come back with two mugs, handing him one and setting mine on the coffee table. I search for a blanket then sit next to Jared, spreading the blanket over our legs. He cuddle up next to me and places his head gently on my shoulder. That's just his thing, ever since second grade, he puts his head on my shoulder when he's sad. Even our mothers noticed this.
He lets out a long sigh and takes a a sip of his cocoa. Lets just say, Jared is as straight as a rainbow. There are only a few girls that he finds attractive,Lindsay being one of them. I'm the only one who knows hes bisexual.
"I love you Gerard," he says breaking the silence.
"love ya too Jared." I sigh. I look down at him, he is really pretty.

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We watch Tv for awhile until my mom gets home.
"Hey momma." I smile. He kisses my forehead and pats Jared's head.
"Hey kids." She says. Me and Jared get up and follow her into the kitchen. We help her put the groceries away and clean up a little.
"Oh momma," I smirk, "Mikey was banging out Alicia's brains today."
I hear Jared giggle, my mom turns around slowly, her eyes widening, "He what?"
"He fucked Alicia then left." I say, Jared starts cracking up.
My moms face turns bright red, "He's gonna get his ass beat if he gets her pregnant."
I lean in close to my mom, "He doesn't even know what a vagina is."
Jared slaps my arm, "Stop lying!"
My mom starts laughing, "It's true. Now Gerard call your brother, tell him to get home before I chop off his balls."
"Okay," I smile, "Can Jared stay over?"
my mom looks at me like I'm reatrded , "Uh, duh."

Notes

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