I Still Think You're Beautiful

About half an hour after Frank falls asleep, he wakes up with a groan and wraps his arms around his stomach, "Fuck" he mumbles. "Are you okay?" I ask him, trying to stay calm. He groans again and shakes his head, "The fucking pizza last night, It's catching up with me" My heart twists as sympathy and sadness washes over me, "Frankie..." I sigh and sit up, I slip one arm under his legs and the other behind his back then slowly lift him off the bed, carrying him bridal style into the bathroom. Before I'm even in the door he jumps out of my arms and scurries to the toilet, dropping to his knees and leaning his head over the bowl as he starts to cough. I rush over and kneel behind him, one of my arms wrapped around his waist and my free hand holding back the front of his hair. "Sh it's okay" I whisper and plant tiny kisses to the back of his neck, "You're doing just fine..." Frank keeps coughing and gagging until the contents of his stomach are finally released as I still rub his back and comfort him. I can't help but be scared the whole time he throws up, he was so fucking boney and skinny that I could almost count all his ribs. By time Frank finishes, his eyes are red and puffy and he looks completely broken and defeated. I get up for a second and grab a towel and a cup of water then bring it back to him, he wipes his face off and drinks the water as if his life depends on it, but as soon as he swallows it, it comes right back up. "Oh my...baby" I breathe out, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him into my chest, "Baby...it's worse then I thought" I lean my back against the wall and start rocking Frank gently in my arms, my chin resting lightly on the top of his head. "You're still beautiful..." I whisper, "You're completely beautiful and normal and this is just a small problem that we can fix, I promise." Frank nods and let's his eyes slip closed, "I love you." He whispers, his voice trailing off a little. "I love you too, no matter what happens I'll always love you." We both go silent until Frank chokes out, "Can...can I tell you something?" "Anything my love." I reply and kiss his forehead. He takes a deep breathe and looks up at me, "I...I almost...I almost overdosed last month." I go speechless as unidentifiable emotions run through my body, "Baby..." I stutter out, my throat suddenly feeling dry, "I...Frank please don't do it again...please" I barely say as tears threaten to fall from my eyes. "I have you now," He whispers, "I don't have a reason to want to die anymore. I needed was you." I smile at him and kiss his nose gently. "You think you wanna take a shower?" I ask him and he looks up at me with his glowing eyes, "Will you come in with me?" He asks and I nod, brushing his hair out of his face.


After undressing awkwardly and just staring at each other naked for a few minutes, we finally drag ourselves into the shower, standing under the water together. I try to keep my eyes up and just focus on Franks face and I can tell he's struggling to do the same thing. I finally gain my courage and wrap my arms around his tiny body, leaning him into my chest as his arms snake themselves around my neck. We just stare at each other for a minute as the water hits our bodies. I lean down and connect my lips to Franks and he kisses me back, our lips move together passionately until I swipe my tongue across his bottoms lip and he parts his lips, letting our tongues tangle together. My hands drag down his back and stop above his ass, he moans quietly in my mouth and tugs on my hair slightly, and I'm pretty sure I'm hard as fuck. I lower my hands down to the back of his thighs and pull his legs up around my waist, walking forward slowly until his back hits the wall and I can feel his obvious boner pressed against my thigh. I pull away from his lips, panting and out of breathe as I say, "Do you want to...?" Frank nods brings his lips back to mine as I lower my hand down to his ass, pressing one finger to his entrance as he continues to kiss me sloppily and hard. I press my finger in and he gasps slightly, his grip tightening on my hair as I begin to thrust my finger in and out, slowly adding another. Frank throws his head back against the wall, tiny moans escaping his mouth as I pull my fingers out and start to bite all around his neck, leaving love marks everywhere. "You okay baby?" I whisper and he nods, the warm water still pouring down on us. I peck his cheek and shift him around until my dick is pressed against his hole, Frank buries his face in my neck and wraps his arms tightly around me. I push myself into him and he lets out a long, loud moan. I let a tiny moan escape from me, letting Frank bottom out and adjust, he nods and tightens his legs around my waist, "move please". I start to roll my hips in and out slowly, pleasure shooting up my spine, I want to just fuck senseless but, to be honest, I'd much rather go slow and just make love to him. "Uh...fuck Gerard" Frank gasps out and I continue to go slow and soft, kissing all over Franks neck and shoulders. "I love you" I pant out. "I love you too." He mumbles and I continue my pace until Frank screams out in pleasure as I locate his prostate. I start slamming myself into him, hitting that spot with every thrust as he starts to melt in my arms, moaning loudly. "Gee...I'm close." He gasps and I nod, starting to feel the familiar tightens in the bottom of my stomach. I slam myself into him a few more times before he screams out my name and cums between us, I continue to move in and out, whimpers escaping his mouth until cum inside him, my legs turning going weak as I moan in pleasure, sliding Frank down onto the floor with me. "You did so good baby...you're so beautiful." I whisper as trace my fingers up and down his back, soothing him as he whimpers into my shoulder.

Notes

so...that happened