I Still Think You're Beautiful

Frank and I stand under the water in comforting silence, my arms still wrapped around his small frame. Frank eventually breaks the silence by whispering, "Gerard?" I tilt my head down and look at him. "Yeah love?" I ask. My dick twitches at the feeling of his wet bare skin againist mine. He takes in a deep breathe before letting it out slowly. "Gerard, I love you so much...and...you don't have to but..." He takes in another deep breathe, "Gerard, would y-you take m-my virginity?

My heart stops. "Frank, are you even sure that's such a good idea? I mean, shouldn't you wait for someone more special? Or wait for a more special time?" I whisper and tuck his hair behind his ears.

"You are special, I love you." Frank says and stares into my eyes.
"I love you too." I reply and kiss his lips. Before I know it, my tongue is swirling inside his mouth and his back is pressed against the shower wall as his fingers knot in my hair. My palms brace themselves on the wall with Frank's wet chest pressed against mine. I can feel dick throbbing, begging to be touched.

Frank lets out a breathy moan and tilts his head back as I nip gently at his neck, occasionally biting down. I peck his lips before I stop myself and place my hands on the small of his back. "Frankie, I don't want your first time to be in a fucking shower." I smile. He giggles his little pothead laugh and says, "Yeah, I can agree to that." We settle on waiting until his shower is over so I step out, leaving him to wash himself.

I wrap a towel around my waist and exit the bathroom, my dick still achingly hard. I try to push the thought away as I trudge awkwardly down the hall, leaving a wet trail behind me.
The house is still quiet and empty, which is perfect. I rush downstairs to my room and begin to straighten things up. I find a few candles left over from awhile ago when some girl came over and we ending up screwing.

I light the candles and scatter them around the room, mostly because I have a thing for candlelight, it just makes everything more romantic and sweet. I seriously want this to be the best night of Frank's life. I want him to forget about his dad and school and all the bullies and shit, and focus on me and my love for him. I love him so fucking much and I just want to be someone he will always remember. It was love at first sight when I saw him, never did I think we would be more than friends.

As I'm fixing the sheets on my bed, I realize my hands are shaking. I'm actually nervous. Not nervous about having sex, just nervous that I'm going to fuck this up and ruin it for Frank. I don't his first time to be as bad as mine was....
I search through my nightstand for my lube and kinda ignore the condom. Because I'm clean and Frank's a virgin so he should hopefully be fine. Here we go again, ignoring what I learned in health class in sixth grade.

My heart stops and my breathe hitches when I hear the shower turn off. This is really going to happen, I'm going to take Frank Anthony Iero's virginity. Tonight. Here. In my bed. It just amazes me that he chose me. I've never been anybodys first, and it seems really scary...
I flick off the lights as I hear the footsteps coming down the stairs. Frank suddenly appears from the darkness, a towel wrapped around his waist as well. His hair is still damp and sticking to his forehead, which is a turn on. I lick my lips and just stare at him, and he stares right back.

"Frank," I whisper and walk to him slowly, my hands finding a place on his sides. "Frank I love you so much and I really hope I don't screw this is up...I hope I make this s great night for you..."
Frank stares up at me and his hands trail up my arms and stop on my shoulders, "It's perfect Gerard, I love you too." I stare into his eyes until I can't take it anymore and connect our lips. The kiss is so full of love that my body heats up and I blush really hard. I push into him and deepen the kiss as his hands reach up to tangle in my damp hair. He parts his lips to let out a moan and I take that opportunity to slip my tongue into his mouth.

I slowly and gently pick him up without breaking the kiss and carry him to the bed, laying him down gently on his back as I hover over him with my hands flat on the sheets. His legs wrap tightly around my waist and I separate our lips.

I stare down at him and push his hair back, "You okay?" I ask and he nods. I kiss his cheek and and pull down his towel along with mine, throwing them onto the floor. I look into his eyes before I kiss down his chest, paying special attetntion to the scars on his stomach. I stop at his v-line and look up at him to make sure he's okay. He looks incredibly relaxed, biting his lip as breathy moans escape his throat.

I rub his inner thigh and continue to kiss down his body until I reach his erection. Frank's moans become louder as my hands grip his sides and I take his tip into my mouth and lower myself, bobbing my head up and down slowly. "Oh my god Gee..." Frank groans out loudly. My heart flutters and I pull off him with a wet pop.

I bring myself back up to his lips, giving him slow closed mouth kisses. Frank's nails dig into my shoulders ass I bite down on his lips. "Frank," I whisper in his ear, "Are you ready baby?'
"Yeah." He breathes. I kiss his cheek and smile down at him, then reach for the lube on the bedside table. Frank watches me carefully as I lube up two fingers and along with my hard. When I finish, I turn back to him and our eyes lock together. I lean back over him and seal our lips together, lowering my lubed up fingers to his hole. "Just relax, it's okay. I promise baby." I reassure him. I take a deep breathe and push one finger into him. His eyes become glassy and he bites down on his lip, I plant tiny butterfly kisses across his face as I start to thrust my finger in and out. A silent tear falls from his eyes and my heart aches, "Im sorry baby, Im so sorry..." I whisper as I add another finger. His eyes flutter open slowly and he relaxes a little, making deep eye contact with me as his nail dig deeper into my shoulders and tiny angelic moans rise from his mouth.
"Gee..." He moans, "I'm ready..."

I nod and peck his lips while pulling my fingers out slowly. My fingers rub up and down his stomach lightly as I line myself up with him. I stroke back his hair until he gives me the okay then super gently smoothly, push into him. A long loud moan breaks from his throat making me smile a little. I let him adjust to the size for a minute before Frank nods and tells me to move. I thrust in out of him, pleasure shooting up my spine as he moans loudly beneath me and his hands squeeze my arms. "Oh god Gee!" He almost screams. I smile and kiss his lips, sweat dripping down my forehead. My thrusts become sloppy and uncoordinated as I feel myself becom close. Frank's whines and moans turn into quiet screams which motivate me to go faster, my hand wrapping around his dick and pumping slowly. again, my lips shaking so they barely even brush together. before slamming into him a few

"Gerard!" He says before his body shakes and he cums between our chests. I kiss his lips more times and cum harder then I ever have before.

I end with a moan and pull out , collapsing on the bed to next to Frank's tiny warm body. "I love you." I pant. His thin arms wrap around my neck and I pull him on top of me. "I love you too Gee. Thank you..." I kiss his hair and he buries his face in my neck, his breathing slows and I pull the covers over our naked bodies. Frank drifts off to sleep and I do the same, a smile on my face as I hold him tightly in my arms.

Notes

okeh yup. that. just. happened. sigh....