Tongue Tied

Gerard's POV
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I sat and stared at the tv. Watching sorta..but not listening. In all honesty I was more focused on Sage. Who was asleep with her head in my lap.

I love that she trusts me enough to sleep like this. I love how blissful she looks. I love her.

We got back from the shop about two hours ago. Its 11 now.

I grabbed the remote and turned of the tv. Letting a quiet yawn escape from me I slowly stroked her hair.

"Hey Sage? C'mon lets go to bed."

She mumbled a little in her sleep but didn't wake up. I wasn't against staying like this all night honestly..

But I know what the right thing to do is.
I moved my arms under her, pulling her closer into my lap, stood up and walked towards the guest bedroom where she sleeps.

I hummed softly to keep her asleep. She likes when I sing to her.

I got her into the..well her bed and pulled the blankets all around her. She seemed to be in a deep sleep so I lightly kissed her forehead and proceeded to leave.
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3:27am
I heard the door creek open which woke me up.

"G?" Sage whispered.
"Yeah, sugar?"

She giggled softly and walked over to my bed.

"Can I stay with you tonight? I had a nightmare. I need someone to hold me."

My immediate thought is "Youre always welcome in my bed." But..

"Of course you can." I moved over creating space for her to lay down.

Once she was comfortable I wrapped my arms around her. Keeping her safe from anything. Even her nightmares. She says I'm a good luck charm.

"You're warm." Sage commented, cuddling closer.

Next thing I know we're really close. Looking into each others eyes...noses touching lightly...I should do it. I should go for the first kiss and change everything. I've been in love with her for 6 years. Its time to change.

I slowly start to move in but she goes faster and kisses my nose then buries her head in my chest.

Progress I guess.

One day I'll get that kiss. But i've been saying that for 6 years.

Notes

short chapter but hey its somethin.