angels

It was so hard trying to impress gee , no matter what i did i always fell short, quite literally. Even in his dirty socks i thought he was hot - he took on the "i was probably just having a wank but that's not important " kind of look . His red hair looked soft in the shadows of my car , he looked perfect in a way ...
His well chiseled cheekbones, and soft lips. God they looked so perfect on him , i wouldve kissed them right then and there but i had to focus on the road .
"where are we going Frankie.." Gerard asked me as he gripped the door carefully , his wrist tensing when i sped up . I smirked but i had a clear image of where id take him in my mind .
As a teenager , i would drive out into the country with my many romantic conquests and show off with my fantastic kissing skills and if i really liked them them a soppy song on the guitar. It was a great hit with girls but Gerard - he was different . He was a guy and id never been a guy who voted for both sexes but Gerard made my heart flutter , id never been so anxious and nervous around someone .
"just be patient.. " i pulled off suddenly at a dark turning , trees were low and branches smacked my car windows like hitch hikers. Motioning for gee to stay in the car i got out and strode over to a cattle gate , designed to keep people like me out but it wasn't do much of a good job . After kicking the rusty hinges a few times i dragged the metal bars to the edge of the path , got back in the car and drove forward into the field at the pace of a small child toddling around . The car light illuminated gerards face , painting it a sickly yellow . I looked him dead in the eye and i saw him for everything he was..
A man who was lonely . Someone who knew the feeling of laying alone at night and wanting to sob because you had no one to hold or love , he looked a little scared if I'm honest. So was i ..
I stood in the cold night air and it grabbed at my neck and arms , pulling my hairs up to attention. I pulled my leather coat closer to my body , trying to insulate myself . Gee stood shivering , rocking from foot to foot in the mud . Without hesitation i pulled off my jacket and put it over his shoulders and he smiled at me . I couldn't stand to just watch him any longer every second i craved his body near mine and to feel him .

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