angels

The wind clawed at my face and howled around the dark parking lot , throwing leaves up and down - dragging litter as far as it could manage . I inhaled deeply on my cigarette, and let the blood rush to my head. I sighed and all the tension in my back released as i slouched onto my car bumper . The fag butt began to sting my calloused fingers and i took one last drag before grinding it into the mud - perfect timing - a drop of rain splashed onto my cheek and trickled down to my lip . I wiped it off with my sleeve the cold feeling still embedded in my brain.
I hopped back into my car seconds before the windscreen was assaulted by rainstorms and orange leaves which injected colour into the bleak cold nights. Snatching my phone from the passenger seat , the screen lit up and alerted me to three missed call from dad and a voicemail from mum .
*italics* hello sweetheart , i was just wondering how you were.. We met a lovely girl this weekend - she's coming for tea Sunday . Just your type ! Lots of love x x x
I sighed and threw the phone back onto the chair . My hands ran over my face , feeling all my stubble and general grubbiness from lack of care. Turning the keys in the ignition my car lit up and rumbled to life , growling at the storm outside .
I thought of Gerard , all tucked up in bed . A well worn book in his hands as he gently sniffed in his sleep , lamp illuminating his pillow and the blankets twisted around his feet while his hair snaked across his shoulders and pillow . Oh how i wished i could be with him , id put the book away then when all the windows were shut id slide in next to him and push my hips against his groin as he'd slowly settle down into my chest .. I had a key .. I always could just slip in and check on him ...
Thoughts of running my fingers over his hips and stroking his tender skin haunted me . The car still rumbled beneath my feet and within minutes i was on the highway towards gerards house - house of wolves screamed at me through the speakers and i sang as well as i could but Gerard had always been better... At a lot of things .

Notes

Yeah this ones short and not the best but its an alright introduction to the story