love is forever

Frank's POV
After what happened yesterday, I didn't leave the bathroom for two hours. I was so embarrassed.
Why did I even do this, it came just over me. I needed a distraction, maybe I just needed to feel my body again, I needed to feel that I was still there.
Me and Gerard are currently sitting on the table downstairs in the kitchen, eating breakfast. We didn't talked, we just sat there in awkward silence. I looked up and saw Gerard how he tried to shove two pancakes at the same time in his mouth. He actually did it but unfortunately he chocked on them and spit half of them on the table. I started to laugh uncontrollably and almost chocked on my pancake too. For the first time that day I looked into Gerard’s eyes, I was still laughing because he looked so ridicules with all that pancake mixed spit on his chin and hands.
My laughter died down and I just smiled at him, he looked up and saw my smile and smiled back.
“I think you should get your face cleaned up” I said after standing up and extending a hand towards him. He took it and I didn't let go of his hand until we were in the bathroom.
“I can clean my face up all by myself, I'm not a baby.” he said with an oddly childish look on his face, that made me think he couldn’t do it by himself.
“It's okay I want to do it.”
“okay...” he was obviously uncomfortable in this situation.
I took a towel from the counter and started to clean up the mess on his face, it was kinda gross but I saw it as an opportunity to make up for yesterday.
“So about yesterday, I'm really sorry about that kiss and stuff” I could feel myself blushing at my stupid try to apologize.
“It's okay, and it was defiantly more then a kiss and stuff” he said smirking. He came closer to me and kissed my lips, I didn't kissed back I just turned around and run out of the room.
What is with us and running out of the room?! I really need to stop making things strange between us. We are roommates, we need to get along.
I went upstairs and shortly after me Gerard came into the room and looked at me with a serious expression on his face.
“Okay I don't know what's going on but yesterday you were all over me and today a small kiss is too much for you? Do you want me to kiss you or do you want me to ignore you?”
Is it just me or are these options bullshit? I don't want him to ignore me, I want him to kiss me as hard as he could, god I want us to have sex but I can't say that, can I?!
“kiss” I couldn't blink as fast as his lips were on mine. I grabbed his neck and pulled him down and deepened the kiss. He pulled away and looked in my eyes and smiled.
“Good choice.”
He kissed me again and I couldn't help but to smile into the kiss.
How can someone make me so happy at this moment? It's a great feeling to feel loved.
Wait does he even like me or does he just want to get into my pants? I mean he said that I was cool and stuff but he never really said he liked me.
Calm down Frank you two know each other for just some days he can't really fell something for me, you have to wait.
“So what do you want to do today? I asked Amanda if we could get her car and she said yes. So we can go where ever you want.”
I was a little excited to spend the day with him but I couldn't think of anything where we could go.
“I didn't really had any friends so I didn't go out. I don't know where we could go.”
“Let's see...How about we go to the festival that's an hour away from here, I plant on going anyway but no one wanted to go with me.”
I never was on a festival but I have seen so many awesome videos on youtube, so it wasn't hard for me to decide.
“Yeah sure, sounds like fun.”

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