love is forever

Gerard's POV
Me and Frank were currently hanging up poster in our room and I'm about to put on some music.
“What do you wanna listen to?” I ask Frank who was standing on a chair trying to secure a poster on the wall.
“I don't care but I want to listen to something where we can sing along, if that's okay!"
“yeah sure how about Katy Perry?”
“Are you serious?! I mean sure she is awesome but do you want to listen to it?”
God he is so cute, I really need to stop thinking that.
“yeah sure I love her.” I put on last Friday night hoping it was alright with Frank.
“is that song okay?” - “yeah sure” he got down from his chair and looked at his work.
“looks good” I said. “me or the wall” that caught me really off guard because he was the shy little Franky.
“Both I guess.” I looked at him and he came into my direction. I don't know why but I took a step back. I didn't know why tho, I think it was the look in his eyes, they were so dark.
He stood now right in front of me and looked me in the eyes, suddenly he garbed my face and crashed his lip on mine. The kiss was rough, from the shock of the sudden kiss my moth was a bit open, Frank didn’t missed his opportunity to shove his tongue in my mouth, I felt hands in my hair and all over my body.
What happened with Frank? Why is he like that but at that moment I didn't cared I kissed back as hard as I could and we fought for dominance, I won. My hands were now on Franks ass, I squeezed it and got a moan from Frank. He was so into it, it was almost strange but I didn't complained, I mean common I'm a horny teenager I'm allowed to have fun.
I bit down on his neck and tried to find his sweet spot, as I earned a deep groan from Frankie I know I found it. I sucked harder and nibbled on the skin, he pushed his hips against mine and I could feel hist boner in his pants. My hands squeezed his ass for a last time and I gripped his legs and lifted him up, he immediately warped his legs around my waist.
I couldn't stop moaning, god it was so hot how he grinned his crotch into me. We stopped at my bed and I put him down before he eagerly pulled me down onto him. We started to make out again and I brought a hand under his shirt and played with his nipple. I pulled his shirt up so his nipples were exposed, I kissed down his neck to his collarbone, I created a deep red mark under it and then went straight to his nipple and bit down on it.
Franks breath was heavy and mixed with moans, he sounded so hot. But then I thought about yesterday how he was crying and shaking. That wasn't the same Frank, I need to stop this, what was I thinking using him in this moment, although he came on to me, but I didn't stopped him.
“Frank...” instead of stopping he pulled me up to his lips and kissed me hard and I couldn't speak because of his tongue that was everywhere in my mouth.
I pushed him off, with a little too much force “Frank that's not you, stop it.”
“You don't even know me, just shut up and kiss me” He pulled me back on top of him and started to kiss me again.
I got angry and pushed him down and hold his hands beside his head and screamed into his face.
“SEX ISN'T GONNA HELP YOU FRANK. THAT'S NOT YOU. STOP IT.” He looked at me and I saw how is eyes started to water and some tears dripped down his face.
I noticed that I was still holding him down, I got up and off of the bed. I looked at him and run out of the room.
Why the fuck did you run out of the room? What are you doing, just get back in there and talk to him.
I opened the door and saw him still sitting on my bed with his fingers on his lips, he looked lost in thoughts, he didn't even noticed that I was back in the room. I went over to my bed and stood in front of him.
“Hey listen, I'm sorry I should haven't screamed at you...are you okay, I didn't hurt your wrists, did I?!”
“No I'm okay” Frank said and got up and walked into the bathroom and closed the door behinde him.

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