love is forever

After a while I unpacked all my stuff and Gerad would sit on his bed but I could feel his stares on my back. Suddenly I heard a bell ring, at first I was confused but as Gerad told me that it was the so called foot bell I noticed how hungry I actually was.
“Where do we need to go?” I ask him.
“In the kitchen, you can sit next to me, usually I sit alone but today I don't really feel like eating alone”
I didn't know if I should see that as an act of kindness or not.
Before we went downstairs I changed into one of my hoodies and Gerad searched for something on his desk.
“Okay I'm ready to go, are you coming?” with that he went past me and I felt a hand slap my ass.
I looked up with a shocked expression on my face and saw Gerad grinning at me.
“Are you coming or not?!”
“Umm yeah sure.” I didn't ask why he slapped my butt but I couldn't believe how a person can be so confident.
As we got our food we sat down at one of the tables in the big kitchen. I immediately started to eat, to avoid awkward smalltalk. But of course he had to ask questions.
“So how old are you, Frank?” he ask while shoving a piece of meat into his mouth.
“I'm 16.” I tried to keep my answers as short as possible because I didn't really wanted to talk about me or about anything else.
“Oh that's nice I'm 17 and why are you here?” There was the question I was so afraid of answering.
“I-...My mom...” I felt tears building up in my eyes and I knew I couldn't hold it back any longer.
I stood up and rushed up to our room and flopped down in my bed. I started crying and clutched moms pillow.
I was so alone, I had no one.
The sudden warmth around me made me look up. Through my blurry vision I saw Gerad, who had put a blanked over me and sat next to me on my bed.
“I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked that” he said with a guilty face.
“No it's not your fault I-...I'm just not ready to talk about it. I can't survive 24 hours without her, how am I supposed to live my whole life alone?” I screamed with tears rushing down my face.
“You are not alone, I'm here for you if you need me.” he said with comfort in his voice.
“You don't even know me, so fuck off...” I sat up and saw the sad look on his face and felt bad rigth away.
“I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I...I just want to be alone right now.” I said and laid down again. I turned my face in the direction of the wall and closed my eyes.
I felt the bed dip down and then I felt arms around my waist.
“You just said you are alone, so I'm will not let you be alone tonight. Try to sleep I will be there in the morning.” he said and snaked his arms tighter around me.
Why is he so kind? Why is he doing that for me?
With these questions in my mind I fell into an uneasy sleep.

Notes

sorry it's kinda short